hiraeth - newmaker III (lyrics)

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let me in
I'm tired of who i have been
i need you, i don't care
I'd destroy any air
throw my life away for you
till i decay for you
my love has changed for you
no, i won't stay home

i can hear your heartbeat now, it's so loud
take my hand love, pull me down
i know what you think of me now
you're taking away all the sound
tried to set the bar so high
so nobody can see your eyes, all mine
nobody could be your guy
i advise you never talk 'less you wanna die

i can not be beaten
at the same time, I'm useless
he just wants your heart
but he won't know how to use it
he's stealing my style, and he's tryna call it music
show that to my girl 'cause she'll find that sh*t amusing

if I'm being honest, think I'm in over my head
you're talking sh*t about me, your career's already dead
you're so funny
you're so funny
you think i give a sh*t

keep on pitching down your voice when you deliver the mix

you only ask for features

wonder why i don't reply
you treat me like a number
a number all in your eye
won't treat me like I'm normal
expecting thousands of likes
thought you were a friend
you're putting on a disguise

maybe if you listen to me once in a while
you'd all understand this is the best i can give
more that i try, the more i feel i should quit
if you're looking for an answer, buried under my skin
told you everything that's wrong with me
and everybody's still expecting the best of me
I've been the best i can be
I'm a mess and lonely

f**k with me for the last time
this the last night
fights getting outta hand now
but it's alright
f**k living
I'ma die now
it's about time
sheltering my mind out from the outside

i'll throw that b*tch in the air
you know you never had to lie
and if gravity's fair
you'll break the bones all in your spine
'cause what happened to you
should never spiral in my life
I'm deaf to your sh*t
can't hear you talking all the time

far beneath the plane
this is where i belong
'cause I've been here decaying
and collecting in dust
and i don't know how to tell you love
I'm feeling the worst
it's all gone wrong
love, I'm fuelling a curse