Confessions Of A Traitor 'Lovecraft' Official Music Video

From the album "Punishing Myself Before God Does", out now on Facedown Records.

MIXED & MASTERED BY Andrew Wade
VOCAL RECORDING BY Justin Hill
DRUM RECORDING BY Mike Bennett
GUITAR/BASS RECORDING BY Jacob Brand

Lyrics:
Am I lying to myself,
Pretending to be someone else?
Will I be hated for holding on?
Will I be hated when I’m gone?

Breath in breath out
Drink in the air of doubt

Who am I?
Who should I be?
Forgive me God! What have I become?
She's drawn out the of worst of me (worst of me)

I put my trust in another
Only for lies to uncover
Not brave, not honest
You broke me like a promise

What did it cost
Everything I was, is lost
Breath in breath out
Drink in the air of doubt

Am I lying to myself,
Pretending to be someone else?
Will I be hated for hanging on?
Will I be hated when I’m gone?

Breath in breath out
Drink in the air of doubt

No death, no death
No doom, no doom
No anguish can awake the surpassing despair
Which flows from a loss of identity

Am I lying to myself,
Pretending to be someone else?
Will I be hated for hanging on?
Will I be hated when I’m gone?

What we do in life echoes in eternity
What we do in life echoes in eternity

I will not be defined by another
I will rebuild my sense of self
My mind and mental health
That is true wealth
Judge me, not where I started
But how far I’ve come
Our identities drives our actions
What we do in life echoes in eternity
What we do in life echoes in eternity
What we do in life echoes in eternity
What we do in life echoes in eternity

#ConfessionsOfATraitor #Lovecraft #FacedownRecords

[ConfessionsOfATraitor]

Welcome to LOVECRAFT ❤ Thankyou all as always 🙌

[BrotherDave]

ABSOLUTE BANGER!! I used to wrestle with tons of doubt concerning my Christian walk, but not anymore! I KNOW THAT I KNOW IN WHOM I BELIEVED AND I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT HE (Jesus) KNOWS ME. Hallelujah!

[koleyoung]

"what we do in life echoes in eternity"

[jakobthejake]

When the answer on the math test has been 'B' three times and you're about to select 'B' again: "Am I lying to myself?"

[filipesouza]

Man i’ve discovered this band maybe 1 month ago, and they are already in my top 5 OMG I Love this band

[jakobfel]

Legit gave me chills when Stephen broke into that shout out moment near the end! So massively hyped for this album, my dudes! I don't want to rush what's left of summer but September can't come quickly enough haha. Not only this album, but Becoming the Archetype's new album (late August but still), The Rings of Power AND Star Wars: Andor. Gonna be a summer finale to remember!

[masterchiefpettyofficer]

Mission Accomplished, one of the tracks of the year! gonna be screaming this for years!

[liveonlinemusic]

The bit at the end gave me shivers top notch from all the boys,

[lz_]

Heard this on an advert and it was a banger

[sirbopsalot]

I don't know what it is about your music but it makes me feel like simultaneously slow-dancing and suplexing the nearest person. Good stuff!

[samseison]

Dope song. I like all 4 of the songs that are to be on the album. Yup. Definitly listening to this album

[unwantedHero]

This really hits home to me lyrically… awesome song and look forward to listening to the album! Keep up the great work!

[Thomasfranke]

I just love it when an ad actually introduces good music to me. Glad i found this! This hits the spot! 🤘🎧

[painkiller]

Just discovered this band. Song sounds awesome🔥💥

[michaelv]

Man these lyrics hit home. A few years back, this track would have wrecked me. Grace, faith, lots of introspection, and time has done a great work of healing in me. I feel bad for whoever (I assume Stephen M, the singer) had to experience this to be able to write about. it, but I'm glad the song exists to help others.

[RavensEdge]

The more singles drop- the more certain I am that this is the AOTY. Phenomenal work as always my dudes! 🤘🏻😑🤘🏻

[AnthonyWabo]

This ladies and gentlemen is evolution of sound

[fabianrepple]

I must confess that i am not the biggest Fan of COAT (i like fast Metalcore more), but this Song is awesome!
Love this kind of raw singing between Growling and Clean.

[oozyanthony]

I don't know why but these visuals were mesmerizing. Way to go guys.
You've crafted a banger.

[dylan]

for me its definitely between this one and punishing myself before God does that take the crown so far good job you guys never cease to amaze and God bless yall