What's the Worst that Could Happen? | My First PC Build

Tackle with me one of the most intimidating projects I've ever done (and postponed for a LONG time).

00:00 - The Big Goal on your 30s
02:45 - Fear of the new
04:09 - Building my first PC from scratch
07:17 - What is the absolute worst that could happen?

Let's connect!

Thank you for being here! See you on the next one~

[AngelaBermudez]

Did you guys like where I placed the No-face miniature? Should I move it somewhere else? 🤔

[cowintory]

I went thru my biggest transformation in my 60's and grew the most as a result. And it all started with fear. I relate to everything you said. Now, I'm the best version of myself I could ever imagine. I'll never let fear have that much power over me again. You did it at such a young age you'll have that internal compass for the rest of your life. I'm so happy for you!

[J-MLindeMusic]

I've always thought the act of building a PC as building a big Lego set...but with really expensive parts.

[playgamescarlos]

Hi Angela! 👋 This is excellent. The way you described how you wanted to pursue to a Path that lead you to here in the USA is amazing (Which I remember why you wanted to follow your dreams). The computer you set up in scratch is fantastic & loved the Set up too! I see that a Happy Tony (your friend from Costa Rica) makes a cameo appearance. :D I enjoyed watching your video! I LIKED your video of course. And your Children really got you laughing in last part of video. xD 🐾🐾

[andreaartavia]

Most of the thinks you say in this video about anxiety and fear I already know them, but it is encouraging see all the ways you can overcome those feelings, thank you for make us witness of how you can be brave so we can feel inspired to be brave too❤

[yahoograbo]

this film is so cozy, love your work!!

[rutharley]

Sorprendente y admirable. Armar esa compu debio ser todo un reto y una gran satisfacción verla funcionar 🎉. Me encantó el video. Ciertamente entre mas conocemos y aprendrmos nuevas cosas, mas ignorantes nos sentimos.

[CaitlinMuelder]

You are brilliant. This video is so beautiful. And also- YOU BUILT A COMPUTER from Incredible!

[DallasCrane]

Lovely work and very thought provoking!

[anthonydennis]

Listening to you in this video talk about dealing with fear and anxiety helps me with my own battles with them. The part of how once you face them, it often wasn’t as hard as you thought speaks to me.

Your PC looks incredible, down to the little No-face miniature :)

[wryonion]

False Evidence Appearing Real. That’s something I heard many years ago, and it always comes to mind when I think of “fear”. Especially when it comes to change or trying something new. Not sure it matters “what” but if it’s possible to do something, you can learn to do it. And if it’s not possible, you can still learn something along the way.

[BadNessie]

This is beautiful! Love that you made it (both the computer, in the literal sense and also life, figuratively). Feeling inspired - although yes, certain steps require some guts. Let's keep that kind rare in our minds, and not see every step as 'one of those'. Some things are so much more feasible than they seem from afar. Like the (sorry there's no better word for it) Scheinriese (ca.: illusory giant) Mr. Tur Tur in one of my favorite books from childhood, 'Jim Button and Luke the Engine Driver'. A Scheinriese appears huge and therefore threatening from afar, but the closer you get, the shorter they appear, down to a regular height human, and it turns out they're actually quite kind and sociable. But, of course, you need to dare approach them in the first place to find that out about them. Michael Ende wrote that book, who also wrote The Neverending Story, which is wider known because of the film(s).

And before it gets lost: Praise to Anthony! 👑

[pedramsafari.]

I can really relate to those new beginnings... Beautifully said and done! ✨️👏

[herohire]

Hi Angela! Thank you for this video, so inspiring and reflective. Your words resonate with deep meaning and vulnerability. I’ve been so inconsistent with my own art work, but videos like this help to inspire new vision. Please keep making more videos they are a beautiful reflection of an artists heart. Many blessings!

[CyanideKandies]

Cosa. Que increible forma de expresar todo lo que ha afrontado hasta llegar donde esta ahorita. Ame mucho el video como el otro, espero seguir viendo mas uwu I love you, keep on creating.

[canaluhf]

Me encantó su narración Angelita, especialmente la primera parte, que me hizo recordar aquellos días cuando Ud se estaba preparando para irse...
Pero lo está haciendo muy bien mi chiquita.
Keep on going sweet pretty girl! Heaven is the limit! ✌🙂

[alejandrosoto]

El video "PC Build" mas profundo que he visto! 😅 me encantó!

P.D. tengo un abrigo de Mass Effect similar, de mis favoritos!

[gerocastillo]

El video que no sabía que necesitaba ver... te vistes, bien Henry Cavill cuando armabas tú pc. Suerte!

[rafaortiz]

la calidad de tus videos me impresiona y me deja atónito, desde las tomas, el guion, la edicion, el sonido, vaya podria seguir y seguir, pero lo que mas me gusta es lo autentico en cada uno de esos aspectos, se siente familiar todo, calido

[natesmith]

I always think of these lines from Puscifer’s “sour grapes” when I think of change

Fear not the movement of the heavens above or the earth below
For change is what we are my child
Righteous are those
Who look up and sway with the wind
Who look down and dance with the shifting of the soil
Who swim with the movement of the tides
…

Change, my child
Change is in the heavens
Change is on this earth
Change is all around us

(Hal-le-lu-jah!)

And if we are reflections by of the divine
We must roll with these changes
For we are these changes

While the whole song itself isn’t applicable here, these lines always resonated with me