song explaind ,, chasing clouds

hello welcome to a new seriez im starting kalled song explaind :) where i explain the meaning and writing behind my songs, writing is say favorit thing to do in the whole world so i wanted to bring you into my mind a bit and show you the process!

toxik comes out december 10th!!

a poem i love right now
"my existence is a scandal" - Oscar Wilde

the world arranges marriages for people like you and me
smart enough to know how special we are but blind enough not to see
baby feet in homes made of money and love
they queued it when we were young
youre a brother from another like a fifth sibling

lets chase clouds they whisper im the coolest
damn it dont you want me i know it all, im clueless
jeans wrong size sweater was your fathers
i swear id hate to kiss you so dont even bother
but id screw it all up just to feel this kind of feeling
my journal filled with all the reasons its the start to the end

i use to create billboards with your best qualities written out
now i wanna sabotage you and the girls youre crazy about
this could be the worst idea iv ever had
cause one of us will end with an ego and one of us sad

lets chase clouds they whisper im the coolest
damn it dont you want me i know it all, im clueless
jeans wrong size sweater was your fathers
i swear id hate to kiss you so dont even bother
but id screw it all up just to feel this kind of feeling
my journal filled with all the reasons its the start to the end

i love a fresh start while we skip beneath the stars
carts in the dark, cigars, and beating hearts
my mouth glued shut im talking with my eyes
im keeping it a secret but iv told you a thousand times

lets chase clouds they whisper im the coolest
damn it dont you want me i know it all, im clueless
jeans wrong size sweater was your fathers
i swear id hate to kiss you so dont even bother
but id screw it all up just to feel this kind of feeling
my journal filled with all the reasons its the start to the end