aftermath

this song was so fun to make! It’s about regretting your past and your actions. i loved making this song, and i think it has the most apocalyptic vibe of all of them. i hope you like it :) it’s personally one of my faves along with “festering”.

lyrics:

i wish that i
understood the things
in my life
do you understand?

do you get what i’m saying?
do you get it now?
do you understand that i hate myself?

cause i ruined everything
good that ever happened
that went my way
i crushed it and destroyed it

what should i do?
what do you think?
what do you think?
what do you think?

are you motherfucking blind?
can’t you fucking see?
i kill everything
that comes close to me

so i push it all away
it can never stay
cause it would just decay
in my arms, they’ll pay

for the damage they’ve done
cause they don’t understand
no one understands
what the world reprimands

what it comes to
i can’t stand what it comes to
what it comes to, baby
what it comes to

i don’t know if i’m insane
if i’m broken
or if i’m used to feeling pain

i don’t know it
i don’t know if i’m insane?
do you know it?
do you know if i’m insane?

cause i’m waiting
yeah i’m waiting for a thing
to believe in
and i need it to stay

and i’m hating
yeah i’m hating myself
for what i’ve done
for what i’ve done, baby

what have i done…