FarmVille 2 Cloning

[Onyxxxi]

This woman does have an Obituary. I’ll explain to you this since she’s my mother. She died on feburary 1st 2021. And you may be wondering, how old was she? How old was I? I was 7 and she was 41 years old. Her birthdate was March 20th, 1979. I am now 12 years old and my grandma just recently passed away about last week. This is my dad’s mom and I’m not sure if my dad would like his info shared (so I won’t). Before my mother died, my grandma died as well. That was a year ago before my mother died. And since I do feel comfortable sharing my story, I will. I know most of you people won’t want to read this since yk.. I’m young. But here!

My mother was either a dr— or alcoh—— but, I’m not sure. She did smoke and often brought me out while she did. Either way, my life was always fighting or yelling bc my parents tended to do that a lot. I didn’t know what my mother died by because obviously, I was only 7. But I figured out it was diabetes. She had no signs that she was ever going to die. It was 3 ~ about to be 4 years ago, so I’m pretty much over it now. Getting to the most part, my mother had gotten me anger issues pills after all of this. It was really large and she would often threaten to call the police on me if I didn’t take it. She never typically hurt me, but mentally, sure! I became sensitive over the years. I believe I started taking them between the time I was 5 about to turn 6. I don’t really remember though. I used to throw things at her or hit my head with my fists (punch my head). And I did just notice I wrote a note. Since I didn’t have apple and had a google phone, I didn’t know this was stored on it. In my notes app, one from 2021 said “I hate myself. I wanna kms” and I was quite surprised to see this. I’m getting off track, so. Smh funny about this story was when the first time she threatened me to call the police and put me in “kid jail” I ran upstairs where my room was and picked up a sword from my wonder woman costume and played along for like 5 minutes hiding in my closet to wait for the police (obviously they didn’t come.) I cried every day because of this. I’m not sure if it was ever abuse or anything but I doubt it. Once. And ONLY since. Did she ever pick me up and put me outside of the house and locked the door. And she had a reason for this. I said “f!ck you!” And Ik she was wrong for putting me outside. My father which I still call “daddy” got called by my neighbor after hearing me yell. And it was nighttime so I don’t doubt it was annoying. I got inside after this. I believe she said “you’re gonna make me die sooner” and we both always said “I wanna k!ll myself!” Or “I’ll kill you” or “I’ll kill this whole world!” And my mother once said “you’re the reason I’m gonna d!e!” And.. my mother did die maybe a month after. I didn’t know until my father decided to come downstairs and say “I’m sorry, “”””… But your mom passed away” and obviously I knew what this meant. She died. I obviously cared for her. It doesn’t matter if she yelled at me or not. I was crying. Those people in our house (idk what they were doing) bc I wasn’t old enough to even know. Idk if they were taking the body out? But they smiled at me. I was on my big iPad playing magic tiles. The song it was, was happy whistle. Magic tiles 3 to be exact. Anyways, that’s technically the story. And yes, mhm! It’s based on a true story. And yes it’s all over taking a pill bc I couldn’t. I can’t take any pills now because I’m too scared to swallow. And I’m sorry if some of these words aren’t covered by something. But I don’t think 4 yr olds are gonna read this unless a parent reads it to them (idk if u wanna do that. Bad idea prob) Also, I was pretty bad and had adhd as a kid. I never hit anyone at school. But I still remember from my very old school when I was in like 1st grade, I said to this one kid, “I’ll k!ll you with a g!n when I’m older!” And yes, I was like 5 or 6. It’s insane LOL.