Kai Mata – So Hard (Lyric Video)

Lyrics:

Come and hear the words they say.
“Are you bi or are you gay?”
“Oh, how I thought you were straight.”
“What a pity; such a shame.”

“You both look so feminine.”
“Don't you miss it with a man?”
“With two girls, how does 'that' work?”
“Because I can always be your third.”

Well, I'll answer all your questions,
Though I know it won't fit in your fantasy.
Despite the ego telling you,
Our bedroom does not want your company.

So go and lust, and fantasize,
But nothing more despite your tries.
I don't need a diiiiiiiiiiiiiictator
to tell me what I need.

No this isn’t just a phase.
Doesn’t even work that way.
You think you can turn me straight?
Well, maybe I can turn you gay.

Oh, did I just cross a line?
Because you’ve been overstepping mine.
It seems your masculinity
Suffers insecurity.

So go and lust, and fantasize,
But nothing more despite your tries.
I don't need a diiiiiiiiiiiiiictator
to tell me what I need.

Is it so hard seeing two girls in love?
So hard, as if it’s not enough?
So hard, it’s only okay because it
Makes you hard.
Is it so hard seeing two girls in love?
So hard, as if it’s not enough?
So hard, it’s only okay because it
Makes you hard.

So go and lust, and fantasize,
But nothing more despite your tries.
I don't need a diiiiiiiiiiiiiictator
I don't need a diiiiiiiiiiiiiictator
to tell me what I need.

Released June 8, 2019
Song written by Kai Mata
Produced, mixed, and mastered by Rizal Abdul Hadi
Photography by Mark L. Chaves
Cover Art Design by Kai Mata

About Kai:

Heartfelt emotions emanate from her guitar, while truth flows through her lyrics. She invites her audience into her world. Kai Mata is an Indonesian-American Singer-Songwriter whose personal lyrics and soulful voice transport listeners onto a wild journey.

Kai Mata is best known for her emotive singing and vulnerable lyricism that paints the human existence, seen in her 2018 Debut Album, Time to Shine. She comes on stage not just to share her music, but to create an impactful experience.

Going to a Kai Mata show is to hop into a time machine. Expect to be transported: into the past and future, deep into the present moment, and into the places that make us all human. From the dusty streets of Egypt to Sonic Bloom Festival in Colorado to BaliSpirit Festival in Indonesia, she’s shared her music across the world. And she is excited to share it with you.

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Love it so much! Needs an Indonesian version so Indonesians who don't understand English can listen and understand as well~ keep up the great work! 😁🤗❤

- Indonesian Transman