HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose (Lyrics)(I can't let you go) ft Z

♫ HONESTAV - I'd Rather Overdose ft Z
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⏯ Lyrics:

Can't let go
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

Fucked up, can't slow down
Won't come down, don't know how
My dad's dead, my mom's proud
Got bros stuck in our hometown
My bank account got zeros
I'm 'posed to be the hero
But here I am, still fucking up
I'll drink my weight in beer though, I

Know that you hate me and I hate me too
I can't get over what I did to you
You tried to help me and it wasn't going through
I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too

But I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose
I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today
You're too blind to see you have a disease
Love pills and whiskey more than you love me
Pint after pint erasing our memories
If only you loved me like you love smoking weed

Please don't walk away
I'm too high, please don't look me in my face
You lose faith with every pill I take
I can't be without you, I'd rather die today

When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry
Without them, you're sick and we both know why
Pint after pint 'til the well runs dry
If only you loved me like you love getting high

I can't let you go
I try, but I always know
I wish you was holding me close
I can't be without you, I'd rather overdose

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[MB-vozp]

2.5 years of sobriety and now I’m currently setting at 11 days of sobriety from a month long relapse.. We fall but we must get back up! Don’t stay down! Get back up 💪🏼💪🏼💯

[makiebabyx]

This song is so beautiful, I cant help but keep coming back to it. I’ve never been able to express my grief and explain how I feel about my dads death.. and this is exactly it. You nailed it man.

[stephanieroll]

This song hits hard. I’ve been sober since September 24th 2014 and I’m blessed for my sobriety. My biggest regret in life is how I did my family especially my mother. I will never be able to make up for the pain i caused her.

[No_Pancake_Mix_]

I've had this song on repeat for 3 days now. I swear this hits SO close to home that it's unreal... Watching a loved one OD and have to be brought back two different times is the scariest thing I've ever witnessed..

[sakurarose]

This song cuts deep because both of my parents are still in the worst of their addiction. I have about 45 days clean, this song makes me emotional two ways. It makes me think about my parents and the pain I feel.. even more so it makes me think about baby daughter and the pain I don’t want her to ever feel… being an addict, is one of the hardest things of my life, but it’s even harder watching it happen to someone you love

[mikedemichei]

I’m struggling so hard with alcoholism and I don’t want to let my kids see me like this. This song breaks my heart. Idk what to do

[taylorwinter]

Scream crying this in the car is my form of therapy.

[LizStevenslizzy]

Watching all the tiktoks broke me. I lost my husband to an od and I barely saved myself. Finally, I have my family back around me. Pure catharsis. Thank you Av.

[alicewalker]

My parents are addicts, as much as it hurts I will never let them go you only get one mum and dad I’m thank ful they are mine❤️

[MoopDoop]

i told myself i didnt like this song but here i am fucking crying at 12 41 pm on a sunday

[KdtWolfPack]

Absolutely therapeutic and also a huge eye opener that we are all not alone. Each and every one of us should keep pushing to do better for the future generations. Break those generational curses. My dad was a very abusive alcoholic and yet to me he was still my hero because I didn’t know better. Now I’m a disabled vet with ptsd and I am still doing better then my father because I choose not to be an addict. Not to be a drunk. He overdosed when I was pretty young and I wish he would have taken my life and not his own. That’s what stops me from doing it to my two sons. They need there father and not in the way I was raised. But a father who can be better a father who can be present. If I can do it anyone can. It’s it’s artist like this guy who helps us all think deeply on that pain to heal through it. Thank you 🙏

[EatingCakeAlone]

Oh but how many of us. Alone. Thank you for this.

[homosapien]

What a great song. I wish drugs and alcohol didn't exist at all. How different my life could have been

[logenwhite]

Realest song ever ... I sing it all day ... 😢 This song needs to be out in the world

[matthewybanez]

"I know that you hate me and I hate me too. I can't get over what I did to you" 😔

[tiffanyfinch]

Sober since September 2011. This song reminds me of everyone I've ever tried to love.

[DeltaYankeeREAPERYOU]

The man made a fine piece of art. How did he know that sounds like most of my life

[rubyjimenez]

It has been 6 years since I've overdosed but my mother came in just in time to save me. It was not easy that day as it was my nieces baby shower and my kids were in the next room crying telling me they loved me but I was lost in sorrow to hear them. I hated myself so much and thought if I'd leave this world it would be better off without me but that wasn't the case. My family needed me! Here I am fighting everyday to never get to that point again. I just hope I broke the cycle so my kiddos will never have to go through what I went through. If they do they know they can talk to me.
Please those that are going through a hard time, reach out to anyone you can truly trust. Don't lose faith. Keep fighting. We need you here. 💖🙏

[AmaraJaneTarot]

Gonna listen to this till I stop crying ❤ being the hero hits hard ❤❤

[CD-zdyd]

Never has a song described my whole life before, loving someone who loves drugs more is a brutal pain, I love and miss you dad 🩵