NF - TURN MY BACK (Official Instrumental)

Track 10 of HOPE (Official Instrumentals).

[matthewkimani]

Aye, yeah
On even on my off days
Right even when I'm off-base
Life, live it like tomorrow ain't promised to me, gotta get it today
Why wait, too late
Never heard it, always on time, my way or the highway
Mind state not safe, need grace, need love, need God, need faith
Betrayed, cut ties, first time, first take, worst case, wordplay
My home, my stage, my place, less you, more Ye
More Drake, more Em, more Dre, more Cole, more Kendrick
More names Cordae, Sean, 6lack, my list, my names, my picks, my taste
My fate in my own hands
Hand it over to you, no chance
Wanna get the job done right, I do it myself, oh yeah
I am what they wanna be, who they wanna see, the big man
God's plan, got a problem with the boy take it up with Him then
Iconic, who want it?
Heard that you was looking for the smoke, huh?
Catch me on bad day an you might find it
Fine dining, flying private
Couple things that I could easily afford to do
A couple things that you don't know a thing about
You might've read about it, heard about it, thought about it, dreamt about it
Played it out inside your head
But what I'm doing for a living isn't something I was taught
You either got it or you don't got it, and you don't got it
I'm the co-signer, you the broke artist
I'm the captain and you in coach flying
I'm the lead roll, you in the background, yeah
I'm the star player, you the mascot, yeah
I'm the future, you the past, old-timer
I'm the truth and you the bold-face liar
I'm the CEO and you the customer
I'm the front man and the ghost, ghost writer
I'm the creator, I'm the director
I'm the hit maker, I'm the empire
I'm the shot caller, I'm the showstopper
I'm the real one, you the fake knockoff
Jawdropper, headliner
Topgunner, head honcho
Eyecatcher, real stunner
Y'all got it? New topic
Ye's documentary was inspirational to me
I love watchin' lames try to keep stars in the dark just 'cause they afraid of ya
Funny how they switch up quick when they realize that your name buzzin'
Funny how they all wanna hop on board when they see the wave comin'
Funny how they wouldn't put me on the tour
Now they hit me up and say, "I hope you doing well. We should do a tour or somethin'"
Man, stop
We ain't doing nothin', got my own thing going, that's the way I like it
Too many cooks in the kitchen, that's a problem I ain't never gotta worry 'bout
Twelve people on a song, man, to each his own, but for me that's a little wild
Got enough people in my business, I don't need another hand dippin' in the pot
I don't need nobody showin' me the ropes
I don't need you tellin' me to do my job
I don't need to hear you say that I'm the GOAT
I don't need you askin' me to switch the style
I don't you need you laughin' when I tell a joke
I don't you fakin', tryin' to crack a smile
I don't need you, I don't need you
I don't need you telling me it's been a while
I don't need the label breathin' down my neck
I don't need the venue tellin' me it's loud
I don't you talking when I'm tryna to rap
I don't my name comin' out your mouth
I don't need you usin' me to get respect
I don't need a picture with you for some clout
I don't need you, I don't need you
I don't need you tellin' me you got some doubts
Worry 'bout yourself, yeah
I don't need your help, yeah
What's your name, what's your name, what's your name?
Doesn't ring a bell
Every time I look down and your number pops up on the cell
Shake my head, threatenin' me tryina to get me to respond, well
If you really knew me you would know that
That's the quickest way to make me turn my back on you and

[Vemp]

Im feelin it, obsessed a bit, playin on repeat ❤🎉

[evanmeirweber]

i kinda wish this that those sounds in the beginning that the song goes

[Matthew-xxgf]

So many messages left on read
I just want them to give me my respect
Always been direct
Sorry baby I just need to vent
I should get this off my chest
Maybe I should listen to my heart instead of these negative thoughts drowning me inside my head
I don't need you telling me you need a sec
Yeah I miss ur smile but sometimes it's something I wanna forget
My heart and my head pulling me in the worng directions
I can feel the tension in the room soon as I step in
Temperatures rising yeah she hot I get it
People tell me don't let it get to my head
But I can't stop them
Messages from my ex, got a list full of regrets
Yes baby I've been stressed, working more on myself but it pays less, I might be strange yes
Maybe I just miss the sex, I don't need my new girl breathing down my neck
I'm cursed but I feel blessed

I don't need you telling me to shut ur mouth and listen
I don't need you critquie me
I don't need the dissin
Don't tell me y'all see the vision
I don't need you telling me you need to check my file
I don't need you telling me it's been a while
I don't need you telling me to switch my style
I dont need you, I dont need you telling me you miss my smile
I dont need you telling me to get married and to have a child
I dont need you telling me bout ur idol when all he does is talk shit on the net
I dont need you flexing in the gym showing me how much you can bench
Quit acting a fool who you trying to impress?
I don't need you telling me to get over it I'll do it on my own terms
In a lot of pain in burns
Telling me to change, that's funny cause y'all stay the same
Mistakes get made that's how we learn from it
Cut me deep it still hurts

I feel overworked and underpaid
Might be first but ur gonna be late


I promise akward honest 
In a lot of pain it hurts, cut me deep it still burns

Something feels off, need healing, need god
I feel fake, I feel like a fraud, feel lost, been told I'm wrong, lost soul at a cross road, sweaving just hit a pot hole

I dont need you deceiving behind my back
Heroin, yeah i never been into that
I don't like needles but I like to interject
Tell your new man I've always been a threat
More assumptions, more names, more topics more pain
More chains, more losses, more gains
More people telling me to be brave, need to change, Ive been afraid
I'm a drug overdose running thru ur veins
Your missing out on the new me now, well that's a shame
Tried to hit me from close range, y'all missed
Talk shit, more writing, still gritty, got more wit

Yeah they your flows nice, ur tight
These bitches so prectiable you could say I got the foresight to see them bitches
Yeah you changed that's why I look at our pictures different
Thought you'd always be down for me but switching up
You say I'm a dick but girl you still suck
Been fucked by a hundred guys

[foroverdoors]

You know its good when dragon ball z remix is at the start

[TerribleMusicGuy]

Are you gonna do the CLOUDS mixtape soon??

[macetawa]

bro, that is one of the best beats of the album lol.
can you release a version of it with the hook?

[lopix]

did you remove the vocals or reproduce it ? 🤨