I WAS ABUSED BY HOSPITAL STAFF. || SPEEDPAINT STORYTIME

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[pixlbunni]

This is honestly disgusting. And the whole "you should have thought about that before you ran" is exactly what parents tell children. And the way the staff behaved was abhorrent. They need to be fired. So gross.

[Chia_Mochia]

This is honestly terrible. I can literally hear the tears in your voice. It reminds me of an experience I had. I hope you do better mentally and just in general. Get well soon!

[CrazyGreenFluff]

so much of this sounds downright illegal, causing u bruises, insulting u while ur hallucinating, giving u meds u couldn't legally consent to. fucking awful, i hope u can get justice for this ;;

[emmys.]

So, only ONE person in this hospital knows how to do their job… I’m so sorry this happened to you and I hope you feel better now. Did they only tell you reporting them wouldn’t work or did you actually try report them? Because if they only told you, you should just go ahead and report them anyway, you have the pictures to prove they abused you. These people should not work with people in distress…

[Fionapollo]

Duchess this is absolutely awful and Im so sorry you had to go through that. You didn't do anything wrong in this situation and even if you did, they are supposed to be there to help, not hurt. The mental health system is completely broken and needs to be reformed.

[CecylAbdo]

It is really sad how people suffering from mental illnesses are treated in the place that they should feel safe. I thought that situations like that doesnt happend that much. That it was only me. It is so painfull to hear what happend to you. And it is even sadder that it possibly happend to like 90% of the people even in the „NORMAL” hospitals. I remember when I was after my fifth attempt and because of all the emotions and derealisation I didn’t knewed what was happening, even if I was with my mom. The nurses were screaming at me and keep to make me vomit, even if I was shouting at them that I can’t breath and the meds that I take doesnt allow me to vomit. The situation in the hospitals and psych wards is so messed up, and no one will even BELIEVE us, because we are „crazy”. We dont deserve this.

[rin_ribbonbow]

When I listened to your story I started crying, it’s absolutely disgusting that these people are treating you like this and it’s also disgusting to know they think they have authority over people who are mentally ill because whatever they say is right, I’m sorry that this happened to you, I hope you recover well ❤️

[tymphiearts]

When I was younger my parents used to be afraid of doctors, as small child i didn't understand why my very own parents, were afraid of the people whose profession was to treat and nurse people back to health. As i progressed and still progressing through adulthood and also listening to your terrible experience, now I understand more and more the reason where that fear was coming from!

These people who are in the healthcare system swore to protect and treat people from any physical or mental pain, yet here we are!! Nurses instead of helping are abusing their power, revoking their consent because they said so and cause more problems to their patients! Guards who are hitting people their are supposed to protect?! AND PPL SAYING THAT CELESTIA WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO MEET A NURSE THAT ACTUALLY HELP HER?! SHOULDN'T BE ALL THE PEOPLE MENTIONED IN THIS VIDEO, DO THEIR JOB CORRECTLY?!This is beyond disgusting and it shows how much more it needs to be done to improve this system, let alone the mental health care system! The patients shouldn't be lucky enough to come across a good nurse or doctor!

I'm really sorry that you had to go through this, I just want you to tell you that you're a strong person, because reliving this terrible experience must have took you a lot of power to express it here. I really, really, really wish you the best recovery from that!

[Liz-with-a-smile]

ER nurses and security gave me PTSD. I was literally just pacing too fast in a room with nothing in it. And 5 cops beat my head on the floor till I saw lights, held me down, forcefully medicated me...and strapped my arm and legs to a bed for hours with nothing to do but scream. They aren't human when they put on the uniform. And they certainly don't see patients as human either. You aren't alone.

[trippdripp]

Mental hospitals are usually awful. I've been there a total of 5 times, 3 times were at the same hospital, the next was at another, and the last was yet another different hospital. Thankfully, I was not hurt physically, however 4/5 times I've been in a mental hospital, I was treated and experienced other people also being treated badly. The first time I went, there was no form of stimulation for the patients outside of a tv, and one hour of social activity. We were not allowed to converse with one another. The nurses were very cold, and one of them denied a patient headache medication and yelled to the point where almost everyone could hear, the reason why she was admitted into the hospital. The second time wasn't as bad, however one of the nurses ( the same one who denied the patient medication i believe) was upset with me being under CBO (client behavioral observation: aka they had to keep me under watch at all times. ) She complained to the psychiatrist enough to the point where they did take me off. However, I believe the only reason she wanted me gone was so she could actively shit talk the other patients. The third time at the same place was relatively the same, however we were actually allowed to talk to one another, which was nice. The next place I went to after that was honestly amazing. They treated their patients with compassion and gave us forms of mental stimulation so not all of us would be bored out of our minds. The last place was the worst when it came to receiving mental care. The psychiatrist saw me for 5 minutes. In the room were several med students jotting down notes or something on the walls and floor. The person there said, and I quote, " You're thirteen, what do you have to worry about? " before immediately discharging me from the room. I was not the only one who experienced this treatment. Between this and other videos explaining their mistreatment at these places, it is obvious reform is needed. I'm so sorry you had to go through what you did, it was wrong and I wish you a safe recovery. Please know that you are not alone.

[DragonTamer]

This type of shit is why I never told anyone when I was in a really bad mental state. I don’t wanna go into details, but I essentially hid my bad thoughts because if I was sent to a hospital I was scared something like this could happen. I really really hope you recover fast and heal well, and I hope that these assholes who treated you like that get some form of punishment. That shouldn’t happen to anyone

[Sleepy.Marshmallow]

I know this was made 2 years ago but when I was in a really bad state one of my teachers told my dad that I should go to a mental hospital to try and help but he declined immediately. He sounded terrified when she brought that up. Now I understand why

[probablynotafern]

The way they treated you is absolutely DISGUSTING. They couldnt care less in how much pain you are or how bad your mental state is, they just wanna keep you in your room, because "thats their job".
You didnt deserve that. I wish you the best and the best only because you deserve better.💕

[SparelWood]

I have unfortunately experienced something very similar, I was 12 which was pretty bad. I was told that I had to stay in my room by myself and after three days I decided to not go back in after my call, when I said I didn’t want to go back (I didn’t physically do anything, I simply said “no” in a non threatening tone) they called in 4 tall muscular men (the security) to restrain me and force me back into my room, I don’t know if I was sedated or knocked out from the force but I woke up and it was the middle of the night. They also refused to give me something different for breakfast even though I was allergic to what they were serving (technically not an allergy, I just throw up a ton if I eat it) even though it was in the system. This was on the “special” unit of the hospital which I was put in for breaking my glasses when I was angry and throwing them in the trash (the staff trash that was locked so patients couldn’t access it) I’d say the worst thing was when I made a plan to end it in there if I didn’t get out because of how horrible they treated me, a depressed and anxious 12 year old. This was a few years ago so I’ve had some time to work on it in therapy but I still believe that it caused or added to my ptsd

[KathrynArt]

Ive never been abused by hospital staff in an actual emergency unit, but my first experience with a psych ward was abominable and my experience wasn’t isnt the worst compared to other patients. I was assaulted while defending another patient and if the staff would had carried themselves appropriately and had reported what was going on as they were legally obliged to do, this wouldn’t have ever happened to me or the girl i was defending, yet here I am. We discussed taking legal action, but due to life getting i. the way, that seems less likely. It pains me to see this is common treatment. I hope youre able to get the help you need and arent abused further by a mock worthy system.

[luckiest-venus]

This is so awful, oh my god, we are here if you need us! Remember to always look at the bright side of life and that tomorrow will be a shining new day with things to enjoy.
Maybe it's possible to track down that nurse and guards based on their schedule and at least get them fired, or go further and demand the hospital for monetary compensation, turn the situation at your advantage and ask a trusty person to help with that if it's too much for you right now.

[best_of_ant]

My dear... That sounds soooo awful! I'm glad that at least one nurse helped you in such a situation, instead of beating you up over something you couldn't control. Also glad that you're doing better, wishing you all the luck for future recovery, take care ❤️♥️❤️!!!

[Colorado-Coyote]

The sencond i saw those bruises was when I realized how badly they treated you you should always come out safer and more okay then you when you went in. You honestly would have been safer had you been home I'm sorry for what happened and I hope that if this ever happens again that you're in a place where people understand what they're doing and treat you with the utmost care and respect

[ComeAllWhoAreWeary]

I honestly have no words for this. The way the staff treated you was absolutely disgusting and I’m praying for your recovery both mental and physical. 💙

[enjisilverstone-nolongerac]

I’m so glad someone believed you and saw you as a *human*