Can i still be saved?

Soft ambient Silent Hill-inspired music w/ rain. I hope you enjoy listening to it!

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[sergie]

I'm 44. I feel I haven't accomplished much with my life, it feels wasted, struggled with depression for years. But I still try and hold out for that little, sliver of hope...

[Warriorlegend]

I don't know who needs to hear this. But no matter how bleak something looks, life can get better. I spent my 20s struggling to find my meaning, and even after I got a leg up, it was a nightmare. I can't give you advice on the path to take, only to tell you there is a path to be found, if keep looking. Life will never be a perfect journey, and suffering is inevitable. But it's refusing to give in, to be the person you know you can count on rather than seeking another to save you, that is what will save you. There will come a day where you can look back and smile, and your pain can be used to help those starting out where you did.

[SerotoninReis]

I feel trapped, cornered, isolated and anxious waiting for all this to end

[bacteristudio]

I can't be saved, I can't even save my self, I can't open up to anyone, just my self because am afraid they won't love me anymore. I wish I could just end it all. Disappear. Forever

*Also Beatiful ambient song*

[zemnly]

lying in the bed, staring at the ceiling, minutes, hours, days pass by. waiting for what? sweet oblivion to swallow this vast emptiness

[drater]

The way that ps2 character stays swaying yet seemingly trying to stand still is how I feel. Even at my most serene I’m always off balance wondering wtf am I actually doing…especially the anxiety of only seeing so far wondering whats lurking to fuck me over hidden outside of my perception

[jakestockton]

I struggled with years of depression and searched through every outlet I could find: Jesus, meditation, therapy, etc.
In the end, my salvation was in discovering that my best is good enough.

[eren]

i actually wrote this poem while listening to this. it goes something like


alone around this night,
my smile disappears,
from that face of dignity,
that was never there.
surely I've fallen,
from the grace of unknown,
but it's not the injuries,
that bring tears in this eye.
looking back for footsteps,
in search of something to rejoice,
all i could see was guilt,
as vivid as afternoon sun.
can i still be saved?
i wonder this day and night,
with a hope to regain my pride,
i am not committed to fight.

[bartimaeus]

Lots of times throughout my teens and twenties I thought I wasn't going to be here much longer. It felt like it would be better for everyone in my life if I simply wasn't here anymore, and I'd be gone one way or another, deliberate or as a result of self-destructive and dangerous habits/addictions. I'm still here, and I have a beautiful baby girl. I'm the only father my daughter will ever have. I am beyond glad I stayed. I am filled with a gratitude more profound than I can express.

[secretzzzzz]

for everyone who has lived way longer than me, im so proud of you for being able to be patient with the pain and suffering you've felt for all this years, i wish that everyone will find their reason to live soon, and i hope for everyone's life to get better without having to leave this world

[Andrei_Antonov]

"I like walking in the rain because when I cry nobody can see my tears"

[SkegAudio]

i had peace.
i had joy.
i had passion.
i had beauty.
i had trust.
i had love.
i had her.
i had it all...

[ahrifox]

We get one life, might as well give it a shot.

Keep on pushing, gents.

You are worth it. You are worth more than you'll ever know.

[mn_kr]

acceptance is perhaps all i need. just accept what my life was in the past, what life is currently and what life is going to be in the future. i dont want to move any longer and just stay still. let everything wash over me. its time to rest...

[eksquisite]

dont be sad, everyone in this world is anxious and unsure about their lifepath, some just hide it better, keep going

[ofantasticomiranha]

I have PTSD since chilhood, sometimes its hard for me to just sit and breath, so for you who made this song, thanks
(i'm brazilian so sorry any mistakes)

[PatinaEater]

It feels like we go through each day not really living, not feeling much of anything, just kind of drifting. But let me tell you, you can change that. I just turned 31 this year, and after finally pushing my anxieties and worries aside, I'm bringing my project—one I've been working on for so long—to life for everyone to see. I spent most of my teenage years and 20s doing nothing but being online, reading, learning, arguing, and wasting time. I’m sure a lot of you reading this can relate. But if I can turn things around, so can you. You are worth so much more to this world than you might even realize. Don’t let life’s challenges or your own self doubt and negativity hold you back. You control your destiny, and you can achieve greatness. Keep moving forward boys, we are gonna make it.

[lorenzo_dyu]

I don't think I can be saved..but this video is just the break I really needed

[eberarmando]

I am 19 years old, I would have liked to live this age differently, it was not what I expected, but I am grateful for having it, I am struggling with loneliness and nostalgia are constant factors in my life today, I really feel that I am not the son my parents expected, I am not brilliant, but I try

[SethPlays]

After 19 years of life, today I discovered I have autism. My whole life living with self hatred and struggling to understand why I am the way I am and why everything is actually so difficult for me to understand and do I finally get some closure. But what now? I still feel as though everything is undiscovered and I feel so lost I try to find a purpose everyday and a new reason to go on but who actually cares? Who is telling the truth? Am I talking to myself? Why is everyone so different than me? Why have I never been able to fit in? Is God actually listening to my cries for help? Where are the people now who said they would always be here? Why was I made? What happened to make me this way? Why does life have to actually be this bad? What version of God in different books is real? Why are there so much evil people in the world? Who was actually true in my life? So many questions go unanswered and I doubt anyone is going to read till this point but if you did thank you for being one of the few to ever listen to me.