Sushi Soucy | I Deserve to bleed | Lyrics

Sushi Soucy | I Deserve to bleed | Lyrics

i deserve to bleed

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[LisaArmstrongzz]

I’m only a minor. And this relates to my past, I was body shamed for being too skinny, and I ate so much to become fat, and now I get fat shamed, I starved myself, then I get body shamed for being skinny again. I was sexually assaulted too. And I did self harm, I used a blade to cut my wrists, but now I met true understanding people, and I’m in a better shape, mood and life now. :).

[TheSettingSun_Aura]

This is the most relatable song I have ever heard. Perfectly exemplifying everything that self harm feels like. It’s so beautiful yet so sad. I cannot begin to tell you how much I wish I could sing this song with all my heart. Just scared my parents will hear me. Basically, this song is amazing. I love it. Good luck to everyone struggling out there ♥️

[thesomeoneforyou]

WE MAKIN' IT OUTTA THE WHITE PADDED CELL WITH THIS ONE!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[tynhlqi]

I am indeed in love with her song, it relates to me so much. When I was 1-5 I was kept with my aunt, not knowing that she kidnapped me from my mum for money, when I was back with my mum told her my aunt m0l3sted me. I think that was my past for becoming such a troublesome kid, by age 9-16 (right now) I have been self harming, just for fun actually. Although it may hurt, I seem to love how it feels too. It makes me look better in my eyes, it's on my thighs and my stomach to be secretive.
I left out a bit from when I was younger, like super young. I was bodyshamed for having 'chicken legs' and for being UNDERWEIGHT when I was 6-15. As a 6 year old getting bodyshamed by other little itty bitty tiny insolent brats made me think it was "Oh okay!" But now that I am currently 16, I realized how terrible those parents must have been to be having a tiny thing insult another tiny things body

(also sorry if my explanation is just off track)

[Minaisblu]

I used to listen to this 24/7 when I was 10 and it brings back so many memories❤

[Izzybelle-wqlv]

Tw

When I was younger my mother had died from cancer, And what my brother told me was that she was meant to die first. It hurt. And it will always continue to burn but, the stars burn, and they are beautiful, each in there own way.

[Phone_guyFnaf]

Hi hope you all are doing okay. Just know that you are loved. And though it may not get better, we might as well stay a little while longer. Who knows, maybe something miraculous will happen and save us all from our negative thoughts. Hang in there and don’t give up!

[isabellamejia]

I finally found the song!!!



That doesn't have suicide Hotline.

[TWk_TWk]

I relate to this song since i have seen alot in my life, i'm an minor myself i was called "Skinny stick" and "Slut" since i was raped and i starve myself aswell so i can get sick and i use scissors and knives to harm my wrist i still do the self harm to this day.

[goncaloferreira]

everyone in the comments. i just want to say that it does not get easier, but you do get used to it. And i care and love every single one of you. Keep going.

[Hydro_Waterbottle]

i always mess things up. i do something out of anger and feel horrible after knowing i ruined everything. knowing i’m not allowed to feel this way because it’s hurtful and bad. saying something out of sadness to my friend. i’m not the one supposed to be venting, i’m supposed to be strong. asking about something out of happiness because i like it and knowing i’m probably being so annoying for asking so much. being so different. feeling bad for something, like i’m lying, but i’m not. no one ever even said i did. it all hurts. i feel the need to punish myself over all these things. like i deserve it.

[stracymedel]

I just listened to this instead since I can't commit a suicide:)

[MrMcFish]

It's always nice when I find a song that puts my mindset to words. I have this really bad issue where I can't express my feelings with words, like at all. I never find the right things to say in order to convey how I feel. So when I come across songs like this, I feel better knowing that I have some form of light to shine on dark thoughts.

[Amber-bolu]

This is beautiful. When I was 6 I was shamed for being skinny now I'm being shamed for being fat 🙂

[NotMercifulEye]

i’m starving myself and my arm has lots of cuts and burns and this song goes SO HARD

[the_spooky_man_]

I deserve to bleed lyrics


I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'til we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

[Mosstherat]

Ok I don’t relate but I still love this song bro it’s so good.✋✋✋✋

[McRodysellingMcManons]

Help it's 3 am and i can't sing this too loud but i want to

[sheaplayzroblox]

im only 9 and i relate to this song so much, its stuck in my mind 24/7

[Airie_Boo]

For everyone reading this comment and has been feeling depressed and numb lately, I just want you to know that there will always be someone who will always love you in life and that this isn’t the full story of your life, it’s just a chapter in it and hopefully not the last one. So try to live life to its fullest and try to seek help for whatever you are dealing with right now. This may be a little corny, but even if you do kill yourself, the pain is still there, except it just goes to another person. Hope you have a great day or night or evening and just try to remember to stay positive in life even though it seems hard to do it. Trust me, I’ve been and went through it too and it will seem difficult at the time but it’ll get better, I pinky promise! ❤❤❤