eaJ - 50 proof

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Lyrics

Do you still wake to sunsets
and eat home alone
watching the moonrise
asking on and on
what's gone wrong

How you been doing
you sleeping alright
I'm worried your tears
still wake you up at night
and you know why
but you don't know why
at the same time

Who holds you on your 50 proof high
been worried all night
wondering all night
who loves you now

Who wipes the problems
like leaves turned autumn
when they won't stop falling
from your eyes
and from your sighs
who loves you
now

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Video by: Stefanie Michova (Instagram : michovasfilm)

Written by: eaJ
Arranged by: 220
Mixed by : 220
Mastered by: Nam Woo Kwon
Digital Editing: Jango
Piano by: Hue

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my best friend used to sing this a lot when we studied our modules before our exams. then we’d go to the emergency room to assist our consultants despite the raging COVID cases. she was under therapy for depression, and i was also close to the point of succumbing to it because of how heart-wrenching it was to have numerous patients pass away under our watch. there were kids who were much younger than us and elderly people who were older than our grandparents. we felt so helpless, even as doctors-in-training, to do everything we could—none stop 36 hour shifts, skipping dinner, and avoid meeting our families physically bec it was too dangerous—but it’s still not enough.

she passed away two weeks ago, due to the same disease that took the lives of our patients. she was only 26.. just two years older than i am. i could remember her sad face before breathing her last in the same emergency room we sacrificed our lives for. i remember her mother telling me to take care of myself. i remember my own parents begging me to quit my duties as a medical intern and just stay at home. some of her antidepressants are still in the locker we shared, i can’t bear throwing them out yet. i still couldn’t begin to erase what’s left of her existence, even though her boyfriend’s starting to accept her passing. but i cant. losing friends who’s been w/ u through thick and thin really hit different. it’s like an actual family member leaving me forever. i feel so alone in the locker room as i’m typing this, even though i’m in the middle of my 30-minute break before going to the emergency room again, because my partner isn’t beside me anymore. but i have to be tough and fight for the both of us, you know?

thank you jae. you may not know this but you helped ease our pain, even though we’re from completely different sides of the planet. i know that you have your own share of troubles too. i may not know you personally but i hope that whatever you’re going through.. you’re not alone. there are people who genuinely love and care for you. there are people who will always be gentle and patient with you while you figure yourself, as human and imperfect as you are growing into the person you want to become. and not just jae, but anyone who reads this comment. you’re here, existing, breathing, and alive. you are important and your heart is precious, we love having you here. stay with us, we can get through this in our little ways.

i shouldn’t be sharing this on such a public setting, and this will probably just be lost in a sea of beautiful stories from all kinds of people, but it tugged my heart strings so much that i felt like my best friend’s telling me that it’s going to be alright, someday. the pain will lessen with time, and we will see each other again.

maxine, wherever you are, thank you. thanks for putting this song on my playlist. miss you, sis.

Cymopoleia

jae's voice is literally everything. it feels like a soft blanket wrapped around you. raw and earnest.

krisskye

Jae is DAY6's hyung.
Jae is a vocalist.
Jae is a guitarist.
Jae is a YouTuber.
Jae is JaeSix.
Jae is eaJ.
Jae is yellowpostitman.
Jae is Brian Dennis.
Jae is handsome.
Jae is tall.
Jae is kind.
Jae is a chicken.
Jae is savage.
Jae is sweet.
Jae is smart.
Jae is brave.
Jae is the best.
Jae...deserves BETTER.

rny

안녕하세요 저는 한국 jars 입니다! 9월달에 우연히 제형님 데이식스 시절 영상을 보고 입덕한 뒤 오늘 입덕한지 110일이 되었는데요 이번년도 가기전 꼭 감사인사 드리고 싶어서 디엠 보냈습니다 제 댓글 보실지 안 보실 지는 모르지만 제가 정말 힘들었을 때 50proof 들으면서 큰 위로 받았거든요 누구에게도 듣지 못한 따뜻한 위로가 됐어요 덕분에 제가 살아가는데 의미가 생겼어요! 그리고 제가 학교에서 밴드 활동을 하고 있는데 제형님 영상보면서 많이 배워가요 볼 때마다 정말 뭐 하나 빠지는거 없다고 느껴요 탈퇴하신 후 많이 힘드셨을텐데 계속 활동해주셔서 정말 감사합니다 내주신 노래들 진짜 너무 좋아요 내년 내한 때 꼭 들어보고 싶어요 항상 뒤에서 응원하고 있겠습니다🫡
-제형님께 정말 감사한 한국 jars-

coraenjars

jae's songs are not even just songs, but poetry. the way he puts words together in such a beautiful way, and then translates that with how he sings, it's breathtaking yet comforting at the same time.

krisskye

Something about this song is so perfect to the point of making people have a existencial crisis

baksjxjska

Last night, I dreamed that I watch the sky full of stars in the middle of somewhere unknown. It seemed like a hill. As soon as I woke up, this song came to my mind. It was the most beautiful dream I've ever had and this song too.

piw

4식이에 입덕했다가 5식이에 퐁당 더 빠짐. 늦게 입덕한것 후회ㅠ 제이 노래 다 찾아 듣는중

수바리-rp

"Asking on and on whats gone wrong?"

Sometimes there are things that are meant to happen, no matter how we try to make everything feel alright, but sadness suddenly occurs to us keeping us up all night, despite of the fact that you are looking at the same sky with ur love one, but with detached strings of love and fate..

camillemallorca

Jae: puts lyrics on the video

Me: still thinks about the "x" on LA trains

AilimePeace

“who loves you now?” IT JUST MAKE ME CRYING LIKE A BABY T.T

-RallyaNapiniaBrTarigan

늦덕인데…제이의 노래와 연주, 목소리가 너무 좋아서 여기까지 오게됐어요..!!! 진짜좋아..좋은 노래 계속 들려줘요!

yeyoung

Jae: *releases a song*
me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could top this
Jae: *releases another song*
me: wow, I like this song so much, it's literally my favorite one so far, there's no way he could-

stanislavastoichkovaSS

JAE I DID NOW COME HERE TO CRYYYY

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY
"how you been doing"
I HAVE BEEEN OK NOW BUT BOII WTOP MAKING ME CRY

HOW HURT YOU SO YOU CAN HURT ME TF

I FEEL ATTACKED

mujin_kingdom