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[infinitelogicmachine]

I pray for lost souls to find their way

[rebeccajeane]

To all of our inner children: I love you. You never deserved any of that. There was nothing you did that can ever justify what happened. It's okay that you stayed silent about it. You did the best you could. You didn't ruin anything.

[thiago.mp]

I know for a fact that people outside of internet "core's" may see traumacore as weird and unsettling. I was one, until i asked about it, searched and saw how people liked this, not like it because the music but more for the feeling of tranquility, not forgeting and sharing a space and memories with other people.
Its not just the music, its a space for support here in the comments, the same in other plataforms.
Good day to everyone who saw this <3

[eddylopez]

"I had a dream finding myself in a beautiful garden. I picked a pretty flower and lay on the grass. When I woke up I had the pretty flower in my hand."

[Elliemaeggles]

I am helping the little girl in my heart. Slowly I can feel her beginning to smile again. She is me. I am her. And together, we will find home.

[autisticsonicfan]

I hate when people say that Traumacore is used to """glorify""" trauma. It's meant to comfort those who have went through it! Just because someone isn't indulging in media that's all sunshine and rainbows doesn't mean that they're a bad person for doing so.

[Eti_Toledo]

I'm not crying--no no... I am crying--because of how the internet is home for many people, people connects here and some even emotionally even though may never be physically. I'm sad for people who had been through stuff so bad as a child that they think "Why do i exist", "what did i do wrong?" "what am i?". I am one of those :) ❤

[TheSantysanti]

There are no words to describe the pain.

[navyiidaisy]

because of everything i had been through as a child, i 'matured' at a young age. i was quiet. respected everyone. obeyed any and every order, and lived in fear. i put my focus into my grades to quiet how my skin felt disgusting. i was active on the internet to blind my memories with bright colors. i did everything expected of me, because i had been taught to be terrified.
now that i have grown up, i realized time had stayed still for me since then. with my growing comfort in the world, with my environment gradually becoming safer, i realized i was still a child. scared, yes, but energetic. free. letting out everything that i wasn't able to. i am still that same child, years ago. my trauma had stuck me in my place and never allowed me to grow up, because i was focused on everything else except actually living. now, i am gently taking myself by the hand and leading her into a world outside her rusty cages. i walk her through fields of pink flowers, just as she had always imagined when she escaped to her mind. i allowed her to breathe, finally free of the nasty restraints that choked on her skin. it was tight enough to leave scars, scars which cannot leave my skin. they may heal, but a mark will always remain. i am still scared. but i am learning to live again.

[HimariSuzuki-zt]

When I was a child I had bad trauma when ever someone else would yell at me I will have a panic attack and sometimes those panic attack will go as far as having a seizure how stressed I got one year after my first seizure I got diagnosed with epilepsy by my awesome childhood doctor candy.
SHOUT OUT TO DOCTOR CANDY SHE ALSO WILL HELP
ME WITH MY MENTAL HEALTH❤❤❤❤❤

[fernandomatori]

If you are not religious, this comment I shall make for ye.

You will be good, don't give up. Sometimes it might feel like the whole universe is against you, but I assure you that one day something really good for you will happen and you might even feel like the luckiest person in the world. I hope so for you, and for me, we'll do great things and live good moments. :)

[TheCottageLibrarian]

There used to be a happy child here.

Now all that remains is a hollow husk that took their place years ago.

[director]

I feel at peace with this.

I’m finally moving on, away from those who have hurt me back then, away from everything good and bad and familiar.

Although I know the road ahead will be painful and hard, at least I’ll be making my own life, my own path.

Instead of others forcing me to become what I am not, to do things that only benefitted them.

I’m nervous, but I’m happy as well.
I’m done with this place, it’s time for me to move on.

[Angelson]

The music, the words and images, all of it, I can feel it. That parent, they still scare me, they never said sorry, they never taught me anything, they acted like I wasn’t disabled.

I still wake up heart pounding out of my chest from nightmares, I hear them yelling my name, but they’ve been out of my life for years.

Trauma, in the form of music. It’s a tragic art that shows the beauty of how expressive music can be. 🩵

[Altarwood]

Nobody talks about how damaging it is when you live your entire childhood with your ordeal unrecognized or just un-sympathized. Nobody did a thing to stop what was happening, and nobody ever talks about the confusion it causes. Especially when you see your peers who, while maybe going through similar dynamics, were able to find recognition in each other, and healing. The worst feeling is knowing your only way to get out is to somehow survive your childhood and wait it out.

[bigcheekedhanjisung]

"i dont want to play this game!" as my 9 year old self yell at my father.. im so happy my mom ran into the room...

[ArtieIsAlone]

Although i was raised in a Buddhist household, my grandparents bought me a necklace featuring Saint Anthony, the Saint of lost things, as I was prone to forgetfulness.

My mother saw it once, accused me of theft, and told me that no Saint would ever be able to fix me.

She was right, but I learned recently that Saint Anthony is also the saint of travelers far from home. Knowing that now, I sometimes wonder if the reason he could never “fix” me was because there was nothing left to do but run.

[littlemissweetheart]

Before I started taking antipsychotics, I would have hallucinations of one of my alters, Black. (I have diagnosed DID.)

Whenever I was upset, he would take me to this most beautiful place. I would close my eyes, and be transported to this beautiful flowery meadow with a hill.

If it was daytime, I would run around around and play in the sunflower field and take pictures with him with a Polaroid camera. If it was later in the day, we would sit at the top of the hill and watch the sunset. The time of day always depended on my mood, and/or what he thought was best for me.

Sometimes, one of my other alters, Candy, would come and play with Little Me (not an alter, but a figure of my younger self. She had angel wings and a halo, and was slightly transparent, like a hologram/ghost. I would often see her over a grave with her name of it and the year she died. She was six years old. Now, I've changed my name, as her name deserves to rest in peace). They would run around in the flower field and play together as we watched. This only happened at sunset.

I've tried to draw this place. Tried to replicate the Polaroid pictures. It's never the same. Although I'm so grateful for the antipsychotics, this is some of the things I miss.

[nugget]

I never understood traumacore, but that's because I didn't even notice my own trauma. These images helped me realize that what I've gone through isn't normal in any way.


I send my love to everyone out there, keep going.

[justadissociativewriter]

Finally, a playlist that handles this section of art correctly!! I had another one that was also realistic, but more violent (very violent music), and this one makes me feel content with my pain, and allows me to process it in order to actually heal. Traumacore has been a huge part of my life since I was 12 (I'm 17 now).

Traumacore, even though not a true aesthetic whatsoever (for any of those concerned by the name), is a highly stimulating or relaxing thing for those of us who suffered trauma to look at, or make vent art of. The reason it can have many childlike themes is because many survivors of CSA or CA (Child Abuse overall) use this coping mechanism, but it can be for anyone with any sort of trauma. It's a coping mechanism for me and many many others. This is part of why I'm so into cutecore/gore and morute (or gloomy coquette) aesthetics as well, because it captures innocence and sweetness but also the dark, depressing pain that looms over girlhood (and anyone who's fem presenting).