So Cold.

[BenCocks]

Thank you all so much for watching, commenting and subscribing!! I have been so quiet over the years. I am hoping to be more sociable on Youtube only for now. But I really appreciate you all staying subscribed for all these years. Your kind comments mean a lot. Plenty of new music is coming this year and the first new one will premier here tomorrow at 19:00 GMT...




Thanks again and stay well!!


Ben

[ntkhnwi]

*I've to say I've been listening to this song for the past 3 years... I just love it.. Thank you.*

[BreezeofBliss]

I heard this song in the commercial for Epoch documentary. The beautiful lyrics and singing compelled me to search for the song.

What a beautiful song! Love it. Yes, there's beauty even in the gut wrenching heartbreak and despair captured aptly in this song.

[tacotaco]

This song has taught me that it is ok to be lonely to be sad and that to this day I am not the only Person who has gone through a tough time!!

[thespirit]

i cant stop listening this song i have heared it like 110 times or more its to good

[diinchjendin]

You know you are masochistic when you hear this song even though you know it will tear you apart and you love it.

[kareenel]

Im listening to this song such a 4 years... every time im cry. Thats beautifull

[robingrosch]

Oh this song just screams of having your heart literally torn from your body....that instant numbness and sadness in such a complete darkness

[Wistful]

I heard this one day and could not forget that feeling "from where you're standing...". Finally found it today! 💞💕💓💖💘💝

[fab]

I have listened to this over 6 years And I won't get tired of it

[animalfinatic]

This song just randomly popped into my head, it's so timeless and hauntingly beautiful. I'm so glad I remembered it. Thank you for this incredible music. It truly speaks to me.

[huyennguyen-hfke]

i've heard this song since 2013. N now it's still hurt

[hyacinthmodeste]

I'm so glad u made this song it was so meaningful for me and so powerful . You just described everything I'm feeling . 😥

[isabelmaria]

Omg i so sorry. I cry Always when i hear this song😭

[warthunderaction]

I lost my woman two years ago to the bottle, not that she physically died, but mentally and heart wise. helped her through rehab, trips to hospital, held her hand when she was in ER and almost dying from alcohol poisoning, thousands of dollars in debt on credit card saving her car, paying medical bills, even brought her to church, she one day asked me to pray with her that Jesus would come into her heart. Then after 7 months one sunday in church during music, she started to collapse to floor, grabbed my arm, i knew there was no way she had drinks or even secret sipped, i said are you ok, tears running down her face she told me, im ok ill tell you after church i said ok. We sat in car alone, no one else in parking lot, she said what im about to tell you, please dont think im crazy, said ok, she said during the music, which my church is a more modern full gospel church so modern christian music, electric guitars, base...anyways she said as she was standing there the back of the church disappeared, she saw what looked like clouds and sky and brilliant light, said God showed her something and spoke to her, ..showed her us standing together in the church but we were older, ...i was 48 at time her 31, she said she had some grey in her hair, ..her hair is jet black, ..she said he then said "this is the man i want for you, he will never give up on you"...crying she said, ..do you believe me? Now ive been saved since 17, never had anything like that happen myself, and she had been only saved 7 months when this happened. Told her yes i believe you and i love you. She and i had both been divorced. Her ex husband former airforce guy kept her basically secluded in home as she is very attractive woman, and he eventually slapped her and went hands on, she left him came back to NY from Alaska. That was October 2021 vision thing in church, by February 2022, she relapsed and suddenly told me, i want to be alone, im happier by myself. I was with out words, past May 2023 she suddenly showed up out of blue at my apartment. Told her i still loved her, she told me sorry but i dont see a future. So then i said answer me only one thing please, did what you said happen really happen at church, the vision and God speaking to you, she said yes it did John..and i said and so now your walking away from us, from a man who loves you despite your drinking problems, body dismorphia issues, man who wipes your tears from cheek in hospital, makes you dinner every night when you come home, gives you endless foot massages because your heels hurt your feet sometimes, and most of all unlike all the men before me, shared Jesus with you because i didn't just want to see and be with you this side of eternity, and so via your free will your ignoring what God showed you?? she said yes. Here it is Christmas 2023 and i feel completely lost, no sense of purpose and left with why would God show her that BEFORE she walked away from us. My divorce was from a european woman who after 13 years together, 7 married i caught in an affair, and its left me saying...forgive me God...but WTF is this all about, after my x wife i was not looking, and then this woman came into my life, ..funny, beautiful, so smart, and despite her issues loved her and for two years together with me. When i hear this song it makes me wonder, what is happening, sorry this is long, i am alone in the world, my work simply pays the bills, which i make ok money, but i just dont understand any of this. One person told me, ..John, ..she has a free will to reject Gods plan, no matter how much you love her...but then it plays over and over in my mind, ..ok then why would God allow me to know this vision and showing us together when older???? 6 days before she walked away i was actually out secretly shopping for an engagement going to ask her. i look around at people, i am completely numb, i feel like i am only existing, not living, ..waiting on God to bring me home because what is my purpose, was not designed to be alone, ..i love Christmas time and yet now i hate it, i see the ghost images in my mind her sitting at the tree joyful, sober, opening her gifts, and for me the joy was seeing her find her smile again. I am the titanic, slowly filling with water, weighted down, heavier and heavier, struggling to stay above the water but sometimes i think maybe its better to let me sink and stopping fighting for ....purpose, not that i dont trust God or love him, ..just dont understand how any of this is a "good

[infinitexvoid]

this song is so beautiful! it gets me everytime, i cry myself to sleep so much nights, this song is how i feel, i listen to it 24/7 it's so beautiful!

[mfparata]

Still the best song 2023 ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍 follow my hearts of supports the causes 🤙

[kimberlyhorling]

It's time to live again. Not just today. But for tomorrow and everyday after. Don't Ever give up on Love. If one door closes for you break the fuckin window to get in. Show them how much you love and care. Don't stop.... Never surrender

[bungholio]

Very touching song, surprised it's not been heard by more people.

[mandyperez]

Just stumbled across this song and I love it so much it hits so hard ❤