MAREN - autographs in hell (official music video)

Video Credits:
Production Company - Axiom8
Director - Kevin Shulman
Producer - Katrina Rotondo
Casting Directors - Nadia Teichmann & Lina Farache
DP - Zach Voytas
Editor - Dan Dobi
Colorist - Derek Samoa
VFX Artists - Sam Kryszek & BlackhatVFX
SFX Makeup - Vincent Guastini
Gaffer - Jorge Hernandez
Key Grip - Mike Long

Lyrics:
Convince, confuse
Transform, transfuse
Let me receive all the abuse for you

But I've burned instead
Of giving in, of giving in
To this abyss of all the pain that you inflicted

I try to write the words
I speak but I'm not heard
And every breath I take feels ice cold
I carry all the weight
but deep beneath the shame
I'm hidden, and you'll never find me

I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well
You know I'm underneath
Signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me
And promise me in my next life it won't be like this
But for now I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me

And maybe you'll see
Everything that I could be
If this pedestal was not a prison cell

I try to write the words
I speak but I'm not heard
And every breath I take feels ice cold
I carry all the weight
but deep beneath the shame
I'm hidden, and you'll never find me

I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well
You know I'm underneath
Signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me
And promise me in my next life it won't be like this
But for now I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me

Loathe me
You can't clone me
Are you worthy
Or just noisy?
Down in hell
It won't be lonely
I guess all you people chose me

I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well
You know I'm underneath
Signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me
And promise me in my next life it won't be like this
But for now I'll be signing autographs in hell
Hope you're doing well without me

[shaylaortega]

One of my favorite astrologers now making my favorite type of music? It’s like Christmas

[celestica]

ur the ONLY content creator i actually properly follow and consume all the content of and i can’t even tell you how amazing it was to hear ur coming out w music. i cant get over the guitars and screaming, so cathartic. and ur voice. so fkn cool and distinct. ur hard work shows in everything u do

[cyborgnmmy]

i'm literally shocked. girl, u're smart af, hard working, my fave astrologer, a trader and now u make such amazing music?? u only get cooler and cooler. as a fellow 8h stellium, the lyrics speak to my soul. u inspire me so much. love u lots and lots <3

[JuliaTaylorSoprano]

Wow. Anyone who has been through teacher abuse, elder abuse, religious abuse, can really ID with the imagery in this video. I love the lyrics and the sentiment is so empowering. Thank you ❤

[charumathikannan]

Can we just appreciate how far she came from content creator? you did it, girl !!

[celestica]

MAREN THAT WAS SO INCREDIBLE YOUR VOICE IS SO UNIQUE AND THE I COULD GONNA LOOP THIS FOREVER 🖤🩶🖤🩶🖤🩶

[curiouslyunruffled]

Maren, you're a natural. This is so fucking brilliant for a debut. Keep rocking, gurl! Wish you tons of success. ❤

[Thisshortvixen]

I usually don’t like the music creators from TikTok make, but DAMN IS THIS GOOD!! This is for sure getting listened to on a daily basis now! My fav astrologer created my new fav song. Rock on!

[Nellybellyjellynelly]

Sorry you went through this type of abuse 😢 these things happen because of free will, people have the choice to do good or evil. May your soul find healing and whoever did this you will pay in the end.

[brandonharris]

I see the soul of someone who had to do everything themselves and rather than feeling sorry for oneself, the path of evil and self preservation was chosen

[freezerburnpunk]

I got chills! Not only is this song a catchy as hell, the music video is a complete work of art. There's top artists out there right now that don't even come close to making this great of a music video. And your autograph at the end... chefs kiss. I hope you continue a career in music, because you have real talent and now you have a bunch of your followers anxiously waiting for the rest of the album to drop. 😆

[Andy-zwno]

the song actually better than most music these days loved it.

[MermaidDreamsAstrology]

As always. Glad to be a part of this marinara sauce. To all who suffered at the gands of those who were meant to protect and heal - we are not victims. We thrive in our power. Love you all.

[CorinneWoerner]

MAREN, OH MY WORD, YOU FUCKING DONE THE DAMN THING. IM OBSESSED. I need a Bad Omens feature for you, pronto.... the thought of you and Noah Sebastian's voices together makes my heart leap. YOUR MARINARA FAM IS HERE FOR IT WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!

[mianutt]

Holy hell this hits so hard. The music, the vocals, the screaming, the lyrics. The teenage scene kid in me is in pure bliss

[_carson]

Great job Maren! The music, the video production, the nostalgic angsty vibes, all excellent!

[justanartisan]

Holy. Fuck. The talent, the visuals, the lyrics, everything about this is goddamn incredible Maren, 🙌🙌🥳🥳🥳

[oh_]

So Maren can not only sing but also metal scream?? WHAT?!!

[vallaleia]

Omg. Maren. You've come so far and it's been amazing watching you transform while dropping knowledge for us out here. This was amazing. Absolute chills and your talent is truly otherworldly. This song is gonna be on repeat! <3

[brigitterolens]

YESSSS!!! your crisp articulation that we normally hear in your regular speaking voice really comes through and adds another layer that makes me personally enjoy this even more! I've been a follower of yours for a few years now and also a vocalist myself and daughter of a rocker dad, I'm so happily impressed! Can't wait to hear more!!!