I miss her and I blame you - MALINDA ft. Mia Asano (Lyric Video)

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[pridelander]

As someone who's finally starting to work through trauma I experienced at a young age, I appreciate you sharing this. It really hit me in ways I cannot describe.

[CrystalGallagher]

Sometimes when the years pass it just feels like it's yourself, the person in the mirror, who's to blame.

[carolinemary]

I'm sure this means something to different to everyone (as music often does). I read this song with "you" as my mental health and anxiety. I've been going through one of the hardest months of my life and hearing "I made her a liar" towards little me broke me. Thank you for this song

[rosesonmygrave]

Damn. I needed this today. I'm beginning to feel submerged by all my traumas coming back to me all at once, and I feel exhausted. I miss the young me as well. But at the same time, she wasn't happy when she was here.

[aylahayden]

I love your upbeat music, and as someone who got married young and who is now finding my way as a divorced 30-something with kids after putting him in prison, I cannot wait to hear this song!! 💜

[LPoper]

As an adult survivor of years of csa and emotional trauma, learning to reparent my younger parts, this song gave me chills 💜💔💜 I just added it to my Spotify playlist Powerful

[krulding]

Well... there went my heart. This hit home hard. That missing who you/I were/was and accepting who you/I've become... Damn... Please don't stop writing this kind of music 'cause it's better than most mainstream music I know... Thank you!😍

[DissonantSynth]

The lyrics in the chorus are extraordinary. They touched my heart profoundly.

[seaopalthemeren]

I’m so mad that I can relate to this song in an unhealthy amount of levels. WHY!? But beautiful song Malinda!

[liahonagirl]

I feel like this song is one big middle finger to all the trauma and hurt that tried to keep you down . . . and I am HERE for that! SUCH a good tune!

[somerandowithabirbpfp]

Anyone else remember when she teased this song in her “How to record a choir with one person” video 7 months ago?
Absolutely incredible song Malinda! Keep it up! ❤️‍🔥

[SolangeloLover]

New favourite song unlocked! My little sister and I have been playing this on repeat since it was released. Thank you, Malinda, for another masterpiece.

[raelingarr]

Your voice is incredible and I am sure the message of this song is relatable to many, but I absolutely adore the beat you've written to sing over as well. What a banger!

[chelsbells]

I think this song just healed my inner child.

[harlows.journey]

As someone who has been through endless medical trauma and emotional trauma, this song is perfect.

[litadynelly]

Don't forget to be kind to yourselves, everybody, and forgive yourself! "Forgiveness is the water that helps us continue to grow."

[kyab]

I never knew how to put into words how i feel about my childhood but missing the girl i was and who i could've been is the perfect way to put it. My trauma wont heal not in the way some people ive met see it. I will never be who i was and who i am will always be different than who i wouldve become without my trauma. I might unlearn things, and be better than i am now but theres no going back. Theres no undo button for trauma.

[phoenixperson]

I can't really find the words to express all the ways I love this song, but it's absolutely beautiful and sad and a freaking bop.

[sampey]

HO FROM VERY VERY BEATIFULL SONG MALINDA!!!! CONGRATUKATION MALINDAA!!!

[FuzzyStripetail]

Even though she apparently had years of dust on her photo box, this picturesque song proved beyond a shadow of a doubt (or Malinda) that Malinda was, in fact, unmistakably (and blamelessly) talented.