Retire - alvedon | Super slowed!! (headphone volume up)

#kaiju #sadversion #sloweddown #alvedon #mellokadoris #godzilla #sad

[dylandiaz]

Imagine, you wake up in a field, full of flowers and dead knights. Its so quiet you can hear the wind gently cross the flowers over the fallen Knights. You sit on the soft and green grass, feeling the warmth in the air and you hold your sword until your last breath. A quit Fortress north, a blue enchanted forest behind you roses and tulips dance, and all your fallen comrades rest at ease. You look up at the soft clouds, and gentle sky filled with grace, birds chirping and the bright sun in the sky.. It's over.

[dxcollin]

Alvedon, thank you for creating this masterpiece. It helped me a lot.
To be honest, I am sad. I am in pain. I want to forgive my dad for shattering my dreams, my happiness, and my mental state — but I can't. He ruined my career and my childhood.
The one person I hate the most in my life is my dad.
I could never understand his way of thinking — why he never let me have any control over my life, why he never let me enjoy the things I loved.
Maybe he wanted me to be the best. Maybe he wanted to protect me from the bad.
But was it worth it?
I remember getting selected for the district basketball team, but he never let me practice basketball because he believed I had no talent.
I hate how selfish he was.
He believed it wasn’t worth it because, in his eyes, I would reach nowhere. For him, studying was the only way to win in life.
I don't blame him for thinking that way, but he could have at least let me go to the camp.
I remember getting broken that day — the overwhelming sadness I felt.
Damn... he really broke the child in me.
I mean, what more could a 14-year-old kid do, right? Just cry in silence...
I have never been the same since then.

I wanted to study psychology.
But he said I could study it after pursuing engineering — because he wanted to show off.
All that mattered to him was how he was seen by others.
"Hey, my son is doing engineering, the hardest course!" — that was his dream, not mine.
What I wanted didn’t matter to him.
And what was the consequence? I failed all my papers.
And now he blames me for not studying.
Now I can't even choose my own career. My life feels ruined.
He really broke both the child and the man in me.

If I ever become a father, I will never treat my son the way my father treated me.

[orisleonard]

maybe in another life I could be what I really am. maybe in another life people would understand. maybe in another life I would be able to accept myself. maybe in another life i could be a normal person. maybe in another life i would be like others and just enjoy my life. maybe in another life i could be happy. just maybe.
i really can’t explain it.

[uzmanwilliams]

On a daily basis a mans morning starts with shunting away the doubts and thoughts to do what needs to be done in that day, but as nightfall bestows he is left with nothing but the words "pathetic", "useless", "meaningless", however the cycle will repeat whether he likes it or not, that is what it is to be a man and that is the hard truth.

[KAYOMARIANOSX]

Day by day, the world seems to sink deeper into darkness. People take their own lives, consumed by despair, while others kill out of envy, hatred, or pure greed. Evil is growing, and values vanish like smoke in the wind. With each new dawn, I feel my hope fading away. Living in this world has become a burden — it feels like hell is already here.

[jhanliebert]

It makes me feel like I'm walking in time and nostalgia,
is such a good mix god

[Soldier.forGod]

Please god hear my cry give ear to my prayer hear my voice I want to stop living for this world o god give me another chance to show you I can do it give me the strength and wisdom let you presence feel close to me do not forsake me o god for I am nothing without you forgive me of all my sins god I accept Jesus as my lord and savior amen😢🙏

[WartorTHESEAMONSTER]

shin was just trying to be like other animals

[kingkaijuboymiregoji]

if this soundtrack was in the shin Godzilla movie and we actually see shin goji turning into a literal GOD, then this film would really be even more better and probably would've made even more money if they hadn't cut out that deleted where they find little blowed up parts of shin goji. truly an underrated goji and film.

[MohamedHany-gvip]

That satisfying feeling after a 2 week exam gap with the most diabolical exams

[Goji_]

Shin Godzilla: I just wanted to be normal now look at what I've done I'm a monster

[Cprime]

damn bro you did a great job with this i love it.

[pillowcase]

man whenever i see shin godzilla, it gets me so depressed bro

[innerhaku]

Listened to this at the beach, felt a whole different world kinds of vibes

[wardoeeee]

if the world wasn't what it is right now, we would have never heard this gem, this goes for everything that has ever happend to you.

your whole life as of now, lead to this moment.

are you okay with what you are?

what needs to change?

just know I love u even if I don't know you, that's what makes us human.

[moodydagoat]

How I look when I realized there's no hope for me

[aaroncoolsixty]

I play this song alot often when im playing my snow themed cities in cities skylines.

[M.aaaaaarii]

He didn’t really like me, he just liked the idea of knowing he can control me

[joshy]

I started to ball my eyes out when I started remember that dad and my mother that I never got a chance to spend time with is gone I wish had the chance to spend every time with them but they Left me too soon.

[hacker-]

One thing i learned is that forgiving is hard but its needed if u see a person screw up ur order id forgive em i don't know if u would but i will u may not remember this comment but please do or try to also if someone wants too be ur bf or gf give them a chance i got rejected 19 times but i dont stop trying if i see a girl likes me id give her a chance even if she's fat or ugly ppl can improve trust me id know ill give u an example are u the same as u used too be when u were younger? I dont think so u can change and so can others they maybe need some help just give them a chance alr? And remember dont cheat