cosy art vlog | oil paint with me, online university, emotional highs and lows in quarantine

spend a day with me during melbourne's never-ending lockdown! there was an earthquake today, I had to get my first ever covid test. i started a new oil painting! also, in this video, you can see my emotional fluctuations during the day. we're going through hard times and i deliberately didn't cut out the parts I felt down, because no ones life is perfect. but constantly seeing the rainbows and sunshine on social media forces us to believe others have it better than us. hope this makes you feel less alone.

if you ever need someone to talk to, don't hesitate to send me a dm
thank you so much for watching and for your support!
take care, stay safe and see you in the next video :’)
shukran

(2:58) getting tested
(4:23) talking about the day
(5:57) getting ready to paint
(7:19) sad boi hours
(9:41) oil paint with me
(11:51) cosy vibes + watching a movie
(12:36) painting by candlelight

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filmed with canon power shot g7x mark ii — edited with adobe rush

[raegeneller]

if you have have doubts about making videos please know there is someone like me who adores your videos and relates tremendously. the part when you started crying and overthinking and getting mad about getting mad was so relatable and reassuring to know I'm not the only one who can't even tell themselves how they feel. your videos put me at ease, thank you.

[khuyentran]

hey love please keep painting !! I love all of your artworks and your videos are so calming, aesthetic.

[carmo.journals]

Love it, your videos are so beautiful. I felt so identificated with the emotionality and the overthinking about the little things. I send you a big hug.

[Fatima-twkw]

hi shukran, i just started watching your videos last week and i rlly like them. thank you so much for not cutting out the parts where you felt down, because now i know im not alone. sending hugs from England🖤

[sharontrueman]

Lovely to watch you living your life and sharing your creativity. I really like your drawings too. And Luna!

[khuyentran]

and Luna is adorable..thanks for making these beautiful videos <3

[maelbleu]

12:13 That feeling of peace has no explanation. I like it and I love it ❤️

[chloetwintheii]

I also totally relate to the overthinking. unfortunately I do that myself, when it comes to drawing I find it so hard to keep going without discouraging myself, and over thinking myself into bad moods has been happening a lot more recently during lockdown. but I FaceTimed my friends the other day and it was rly nice and we all made presentations about random things to share with everyone and I watched a movie with my family and finding those little things helps sometimes! lockdown has been such a crazy time and my emotions have been all over the place but thank you for sharing this with us ❤️ makes me feel not so distant from everyone, sharing similar experiences with others

[chloetwintheii]

Also I love “the day started well but then… there was an earthquake” 😂

[clairoscoffee]

your videos are always so calming, thank you for making these <33

[chloetwintheii]

I love this whole video ❤️ it’s so relaxing and real