NIKI DEMAR - when my high wears off (Official Video)

Verse 1:
So many things left unsaid
Don’t wanna fight in this apartment
Conversations we haven’t had
Put ‘em off just to fuck instead

Don’t take my meds on the weekends
see my friends, dive in the deep end
Deal with shit but i don’t speak up
Nobody knows where i’m coming from

Pre:
I call a car,
kiss you goodnight…

Chorus:

So i get high
I’ll regret the things i say tonight
Put all my emotions aside
Mentally i’m somewhere else,
I’m dancing on a table, it’s a cry for help

I’m alright
Makin friends in the bathroom line
Tellin everyone I'm fine
Wish i could stop the time
Cuz when my high wears off, then i can’t run from my mind
my mind my mind my mind

Verse2:
Crying in the back of a car alone
Shattered screen but i still check my phone
No texts from you but i’m not surprised
You dont even care ive been gone all night

But somebody is keeping me up
And making me feel i’m more than enough
I don’t even care if it’s wrong
It’s 3AM and i’m far too gone

Pre:
I call a car,
kiss you goodnight…

Chorus:

So i get high
I’ll regret the things i say tonight
Put all my emotions aside
Mentally i’m somewhere else,
I’m dancing on a table, it’s a cry for help

I’m alright
Makin friends in the bathroom line
Tellin everyone I'm fine
Wish i could stop the time
Cuz when my high wears off, then i can’t run from my mind
my mind my mind my mind

[halletheno]

This is so raw there’s so much emotion behind the lyrics you get a sense of the pain she’s going through. Over the years she’s struggled to let us in but this is a new era almost. She’s letting us in on a huge part of her life through these lyrics. Niki just know we all love and support you. Thank you for giving us such an amazing song and a relatable song. It’s beautiful

[christinafolino]

You guys realize this her talking about her relationship with nate and giving us insight into what happened

[lydiaaemily]

even just from the teasers- I can already tell it will be on repeat in my car all summer

[SimplySami]

“somebody else is keepin me up i don’t even care if it’s wrong” 👀 dang lol

[tinypeech]

Niki !!! This is hands down my favourite track you've written oh my godd I'm obsessed. (Plus, your vocals on certain parts give HUGE Taylor Swift vibes which is so awesome)

[mckenziejoyce]

I’ve been super skeptical of your music and honestly not the biggest fan until this song. I love this. This is your push and true entrance into the industry and I’m happy I was proven wrong - good for you girl I love this composition and the lyrics are so great!!

[CIARARENEAHANNEL]

I somehow always relate to your music. Your music never disappoints.

[avyapandhi]

My favourite song by you so far.
So so good. I've been a youtube niki fan for so long, I'm officially a Niki Demar music STAN.

[lanahvel]

I hope she blows up. she never misses when it comes to music

[atalkativenook]

this song makes me feel alive and saturated. the words to ur songs niki, are simple yet impactful. it hits the right spots. this is just another banger.

[trinity.]

why is no one talking about the line
“you don’t even care i’ve been gone all night
but somebody else is keeping me up
and making me feel i’m more than enough
i don’t even care if it’s wrong”
???

[kiarakeyser]

I hope your music starts getting discovered by more people cause man they're missing out on fucking good stuff. I'm manifesting for you queen!!!

[MISSPHOTOGENICBABY]

This music video will always be one of my favorites!

[kaitlynvaughn]

Is this about Nate? .. because let’s be honest we haven’t heard or seen him in a bit

[melisabonilla]

I love how effortless you make it seem and so relatable!

[nadinepineda]

The song has a great beat I can see if ur sad u definitely hear the lyrics. I hope u & ur boyfriend r OK. The best songs comes from writing ur truth. So, I hope u get both love, happiness & success. In ur personal life & ur music career.

[michellapierre]

woah i WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS.this is great and such a huge improvement from previous work sounds real, mature and raw love this niki so proud of you❤️

[love_nani]

I hope Nate is doing ok.. He seemed like one of the good ones

[Tymberrr]

NIKI!!!! You did that thang girl!! This is gonna be my new “driving down the highway at midnight screaming this at the top of my lungs” song 🥰🥰

[SequoiaTroy]

Literally such a relatable song! “Making friends in the bathroom line” freaking loved it! Chefs Kiss to this one 😘