Mount Eerie - Real Death : My Reaction Videos #1,718

Mount Eerie performs Real Death and this is a very heavy, VERY emotional song. I do not cry, but... wow.

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[lennysoda]

You should try the rest of the album. It sounds like you can really relate to what Phil's gone through. Sorry for your loss Brother

[robc]

What you described about the grocery store is an experience he talks about in the song "My Chasm"

[tropichawk]

Oh no, who requested this song? A Crow Looked At Me is the most heartbreaking album I have ever listened to. It's not really even an album so much as it was a way for the author to grieve. I haven't even began watching yet, but I am so sorry in advance. At least you didn't listen to the whole thing without realizing what it actually was until halfway through like I did a ways back.

[MrBurleyfish]

Just in case you or others do not know the background to this song or the full album " A Crow Looked at Me ". The artist lost his wife due to cancer after a long battle and giving birth to his child. He wrote the Album in the months following her death and what real triggers that came with his loss. What I find so truly artistic about the album is how emotional the artist can be and yet the way he sings is almost void of emotions. If you have not experienced death of a loved one the album might seem to have little if any understanding to the listener.

[nonies_]

absolutely pure video. thank you for being vulnerable and showing that there is power in willingness to experience and learn from hard things.

[colinkelly]

I am so sorry about your loss brother.

[pluto]

the whole album is insane just going through about his life without his wife. At my first listened i couldnt finish the album very real what hes saying

[VoidOctopus]

You’re so strong and we all love you ❤️

[joshhale]

It feels like this song and whole album for that matter was made for people who haven’t had a huge, crushing loss. It’s so rare to capture that empty void you feel after a loss, like yeah we get that death is sad, but what about when you’re sitting alone on the couch with the tv on and you’re just staring straight through it or when you come home and you do the “hey I’m…oh, right” and just walk away blank. All those little things that just hit you, breaking down randomly because something reminds you of them. It’s such a raw feeling no one gets unless they feel it, but it’s also a feeling you don’t want someone to feel because it’s so crushing your brain just pilots itself to protect you by numbing you to everything.

[TheThing]

4:30 can tell he appreciated that line because it's true :'(

[JonahUniverse]

This is the saddest album ever made and whoever requested you to listen to this is a sadistic person lol. The album is amazing but it's all true and about his wife passing.

[shiina]

The most depressing album ever. Period.

[calebcooter]

So you actually went through the same thing he did...this album is amazing all the way through but its truly heartbreaking and you can feel his emotion on every song

[serpn]

"My Chasm" off the same album described something similar to the grocery store story you told

[HermeneuticallySealed]

Thank you for sharing your experience.

[melodychills]

Love the video! Keep up the incredible work

[taifuhime]

WOW i recommended this in your youtube comments so long ago and randomly stumbled upon your channel again and saw this posted yesterday!!!! Wow, what a coincidence! I knew this song would be very personal for you. I hope you're doing ok <3

[jf]

React to Now Only by Mount Eerie. It touches what you were talking about after the song. About moving on because you need to.

[JonahUniverse]

React to "Carissa" by Sun Kil Moon

[nicolaasfeelipe]

Ppl should suggest happier things, i mean, all of us know what you have been living and how you are trying to keep up... come on guys...