i feel like i've been here before (a playlist)

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[ timestamps ] / all songs were made by me

00:00 a peaceful omen
03:47 things behind our mind
08:39 banalities of our existence
12:16 making memories last forever
15:32 preserved and valuable occasion
18:43 creation at the end of everything
24:21 déjà vu, sonder
27:23 and memories lasted forever

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[kapitankapital]

There's a particular aesthetic that I like to think of as "that bit in a horror game before it reveals it's a horror game" that I'm finding myself drawn to more and more. It's like an uneasy calm, tension through mundanity. This fits right into that.

[mesmerizingstars]

I always get this feeling whenever I have the same dream several times, and it feels like I know the place even though I really don't, yet it feels so real

[calamitywayblight]

This is exactly the kind of music that makes me appreciate the fact that I exist in an era where music like this is accessable to me in a tiny box that fits in my pocket, instead of having to go to the store and purchase CD'S, or cassette tapes, or vinyl records or any other form of physical media, just to listen to music this good. And then before radio towers were invented, the only place to listen to music would be at live performances 🗿🗿💀💀

[cakecrumb]

This series is like depression but on a day with the best summer weather, which is descriptive of my childhood.

[albamomo]

"all songs were made by me" you are very talented for sure. Such a relaxing experience. Thank you!

[smilingearth]

No matter how hard you try, there is already at least one place in your life you've been for the final time.

[persie]

Great music here. I use your "memories that never existed" playlist for deep work, this sounds like a perfect addition. Love your work, nobody!!

[azlion]

When you feel sorrow, look above the sky. There are stars, laughing at us.

We're nothing. Our Sorrowness and Emptyness is nothing. It's meaningless. Nobody can help us.

But it's ok. Those Struggles and Suffers we face are nothing too. They are meaningless as well.

Nobody can help us. But thankfully, we can help ourselves, by giving a meaning on our lives.

It's gigantic, but it's actually nothing. You can pull through, so don't give up just yet.

[davidtheth]

It's so nice to hear a hymn in this playlist out of nowhere
10:30 is a hymn named what a friend we have in Jesus. The picture accompanying it is so beautiful. Thank you Nobody

[zfrieddd]

i wish i could meet the people that watch these... i feel like itd be interesting to interview people who all have entirely different experiences and perspectives but share one connecting factor, playlists like these. finding out wll their paths that took them to this intersection of thousands across the world idk i think its sweet and would make for a nice mini-doc

[aureumcuiivascebaris]

I adore déjà vu sonder 24:21 theres so much emptiness in it and the breaking applause makes it kinda surrealistic❤

[migol]

This reminds me of Everywhere At the End of Time by The Caretaker. This has a similar mood. A calm darkness, or sweet despair. That lonely feeling in a fast moving world where sometimes it doesn't feel real. But in some sense, you find peace and accept your own demise.

[blade]

genuinely I think this is the first playlist I’ve ever listened to that embodied this feeling perfectly. thank you.

[banderas]

This brings to mind the dreams I used to have every spring, the only liminal space within would probably be the first part of them which would start off in broad daylight outside of an abandoned building that looks like the surrounding ecosystem is taking it back and once inside the building there wasn't anything remotely debris like as you're walking through it and the only thought is 'I need to get to the art classroom' and there by a shelving unit that has broken pottery and such strewn about it is another door that you can't really see through but sunlight is coming in through the window on the door. Once that opens you're met with this lake that's reflecting the night sky that has some floating structures on it that look like they're floating in space because of how vivid the sky is and you appear alone, you are alone but you don't feel alone and you know that you can't go into the lake. The building and the path through the building was different every time but the art class and the lake was always the same. If I still had this dream it would be around this next month that I would have it. The last time I had it there were people at the lake with me and I saw a kid slip of one of the floating docks that take you out to the floating buildings and I dived in to get the kid out of the lake. And the dream didn't end with the usual peace that it had but with a stern talking to from one of the people who just looked disappointed that I did the one thing I wasn't supposed to do. I miss those dreams.

[seagurl]

somehow, 'banalities of our existence' felt like a child song to me; a lullaby. and boi did it flutter my heart for longer secs.
and i am for now.

thank you for making these!

[naveriie]

A collection of our memories, all in one place. Experienced by one from all. It's poetic in it's own nature, but I'm thankful to be part of it.

[adcosasrandom]

When i hear to this type of music i can see myself into a purgatory, floating on the limbo, like an infinite place with nobody. Staying calm, in peace forever. Sometimes the only thing i really want is calm. I don't have to have fun everyday, Just peace, escaping from the past having an eternity to think.

[spidergal]

Was listening to “preserved and valuable occasion” and began thinking about old memories with my grandma who passed away, namely memories made at an old roller skating rink she and I used to go to all the Time, and began tearing up. And then “creation at the end of everything” started playing, accompanied by the photo of a roller skating rink which looks almost identical to the very same one we used to go to. I’m both spooked and intensely comforted.

[DawsonMaxey]

I always have this odd feeling when people are emptying out of the Skating Rink. This really captured that

[ariannaflores]

I wanted to try listening to the first song while sleeping. It made me feel a series of emotions and made me visualize so many part of my life and the future. It was too much for me though I couldn’t sleep. It made my brain run on overload but I still love listening to it. It’s so weird how certain songs can make your brain think one thing or the other