Sad Multifandom | 'I'm doing everything I can to change' | Saturn

I know Saturn by Sleeping At Last has been used a lot but I wanted to try doing a sad multifandom vid of my own to this song - hope you enjoy.

MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS for the shows/movies listed below.

Music: Saturn by Sleeping At Last

I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING.

shows/movies: stranger things, broadchurch, breaking bad, interstellar, crash, fences, casino royale, harry potter, captain phillips, dexter, the leftovers, good will hunting, schindlers list, the green mile, castaway, romeo & juliet, i am legend, the basketball diaries, 13 reasons why, the crown, lost, banshee, marley & me, up

[sushiyezen]

“if i’m not hurting myself, i’m hurting everyone around me. i’m broken!”

[KamikazeK]

"If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. Not because I want it, but because they do. And therein lies the catch."
- Rue Bennett

[itsnotabaddick]

I wish I could change. Sometimes I do for a while, but I always fall back in my old ways. I wish my family knew that I really try.

[adilroshan]

I watched this video nearly five years ago, and it’s heavy to feel that I’m still caught in the same mental storm. To all of you fighting your own quiet battles, I send my best—may you find strength in your struggle, and may your spirit endure. Stay strong.

[benjaminrudolph]

Anyone else ever just watch a ton of these but keep getting interrupted by ads??? Like come on youtube let me be depressed without seeing an ad with happy people when I know I'm not

[Lazyjoe]

You will never know how broken you truly are until you meet someone who mirrors all the good parts of you, that you have lost.

[ashleymarie]

This how you discover yourself.. spend time alone and get in touch with your true feelings.. cry! Laugh!, smile! Scream! Watever it takes to fully recover

[jezalenagunderman]

“I am what’s wrong, and there is nothing I can do about it.” I felt that

[lilhappy]

Hi! Whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on

[molahselulan]

When faking happiness has become so difficult that making a realistic smile for group photos makes you want to cry. Im so tired of faking it. I watch these edits to see ppl who have it worse than me so I can numb the pain until it starts showing up again because even though I hate faking it I don't want ppl to know since they'll tell me how i have good life better than most and I don't need to feel worse about myself.

[fairyluce]

Anyone who is reading and going through a rough patch. Just know that you strong than you can ever imagine. It’s hard not keep afloat at times but the heavy the falls the greater you rise. Trust me. It’s no end. If either people or family in many shapes or ways don’t get you. You know that you learn to understand people that you wished to have understood you. Is that how you will become a greater person. Keep going, keep limping the heavy walk because you my friend, will get there. It doesn’t have to be a perfect and straight walk. The important thing is you keep moving💖

[connorrussell]

I'm so deep into depression I don't even cry any more 😢. I don't feel a thing. On the inside I am already dead. I'm just a empty shell existing on this planet. 15 years of depression and I'm only 26. My time is very shortly up....

[brooklynwilliams]

If im not hurting myself im hurting everyone around me im heartbroken

[daisy]

Why is it i only cried when it showed the scene from I Am Legend with the dog, and then Marley and Me with the dog also dying.

[suecarrigan]

Don't change yourself for no one, the very moment you have to change yourself for anyone, is the day you should tell them that if your not good enough as you are then your not ever going to have peace of mind,

[saivarun]

I don't know why I can't feel anything through my senses that I don't even get a tear out of my eyes and I feel like sometimes maybe I am becoming unemotional that I don't even feel pain on my body but inside there's a waves of difficulties that breaks me up into Million things and I don't know whether to cry or be quite. Wish nobody in world remain in sadness or pain coz it really feels like scary . Even having such endless inexplicable pain and torture inside hope I get strength to make parents be happy along with people around. Coz this is what I really can hope. Also wish everyone gets strength to At least keep everyone happy around .

[kimkaze]

the universe is just to be seen,
I couldn't help but ask
How rare and beautiful it is that even we exist

[brettbaker]

Phenomenal Edit. I'm mostly impressed that you took one of the most beautiful songs ever and made it more beautiful by slowing it down. Bravo 👏👏👏

[briannadietrih]

To think last month I would be balling my eyes out so broken and down about how life is and how these edits were the only way I can let everything out, I wanted nothing more than to finally be free of all the hurt I caused and the pain I felt I’m still not fully healed but at this point I’m trying .

[juniorkabia]

It hurts so much, but I just can’t cry. i need help..