𝙃𝙊𝙒 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙇𝘿 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙑𝙀 𝙐𝙎 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)

𝙃𝙊𝙒 𝘾𝙊𝙐𝙇𝘿 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙇𝙀𝘼𝙑𝙀 𝙐𝙎 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)
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𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙍𝘼𝙈
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𝙇𝙔𝙍𝙄𝘾𝙎
How could you leave so unexpected?
We waited, we waited
For you, but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you

Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like to be a witness, it kills
Mama told me she loved me, I'm thinkin' this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears runnin' down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, say you comin' to get us
Then call a minute later just to tell us you're not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
Some lady in the corner watchin' us while she's takin' notes
I don't get it, Mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is "no"
But you won't do it, will you? You gon' keep poppin' 'til them pills kill you
I know you're gone, but I can still feel you

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
Hey

I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing
Now a relationship is somethin' we won't ever have
But why do I feel like I lost somethin' that I never had?
You shoulda been there when I graduated
Told me you loved me and congratulations
Instead you left us at the window waitin'
Where you at mom?
We're too young to understand, where you at, huh?
Yeah, I know them drugs have got you held captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured
Some say it's fun to get the high, but I am not laughin'
And what you don't realize and what you're not graspin'
That I was nothin' but a kid who couldn't understand it
I ain't gon' say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes
If you really cared for me, then where you at then?

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
Hey

Our last conversation, you and I sat in the livin' room
Talkin' 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
You started cryin', tellin' me this isn't you
A couple weeks later, guess you were singin' a different tune
You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
They took you from us once, I guess they came back to finish you
Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult
Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
It took everything inside of me, not to scream at your funeral
Sittin' in my chair, that person talkin' was pitiful
I wish you were here, mama, but every time I picture you
All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
They found you on the floor, I could tell you felt hollow
Gave everything you had, plus your life to them pill bottles
You gave everything you had, plus your life to them pill bottles
Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you're still watchin', why?

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Oh
Hey

Sometimes I think about like...
Sometimes I think about things like, you know
When I'd have kids, I'm like...
You won't be there, you know?
You won't be there for any of that
And I'll never get to see you again
Sometimes I wish I would've just called you
I wish I would have just picked up the phone
Wish you were here
I mean you should've been there for us
You should have been here!
Them pills got you, right?!
Them pills got you, right?!
I wish you were here
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𝙃𝘼𝙎𝙃𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙎
#slowed #reverb #sad
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𝙌𝙐𝙊𝙏𝙀
feel like I lost something..
that I never had
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[savannahturner]

i didn’t need you for 13 years i don’t need you now. as much as i miss you, i’m better off without you dad.

:)

[yuu]

please dont ever delete any of your songs or channel, this is therapy for me

[ciaratallio]

I’m sorry mom
I’m sorry I was the reason
That you overdosed
I’m sorry that you didn’t want me
I’m sorry that dad left
But I need you
I needed you
Here with me
You couldn’t see my pain
You couldn’t see my tears
You couldn’t hear a single scream of my pain
You couldn’t see that I was dying
But now your gone ..
What do I do ....
without you

[arcticmonkeysfan]

My mom left me. Because she wanted to give my little sister a better life. She just packed up and left with my sister and step dad. She lied to me. Now I’m crying and screaming to this song.

[marrirenee]

this was for my grandma who didnt quit smoking. she died from cancer. nothing can really explain how much im hurting because i was really close with her.

[aliyalackey]

i legit said i was not ready for this when i clicked on it, and i was not

[rixy]

*It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral.*

[crackaaaa]

This song has so much meaning in it it almost makes me cry every time 😢

[whoislalala]

Made me sad as soon i heard this song. Underated deserves more love.

[fatefabio]

Close your eyes and just feel it, unexplainable feeling

[iitsleaiitslea]

It's a different pain when you relate to this song

[kennorman]

I've been an active reader of sad song comment sections, but here goes my first actual comment.

I struggle with major depressive disorder and severe anxiety/panic attacks, and have for years. I remember being back in elementry school, sitting in 6th grade, wondering what i ever did to deserve these feelings, thoughts of what life could have been like if my mom wasnt abusive towards my brother. I've never felt at home in my own house, i sit in my room every day for hours on end, just sinking deeper and deeper into this pit.

And i know that things can get better, i really do. its happened before. i just dont think i can hold on long enough to get to the next good part.

I Just miss the feeling of emotions. i feel so empty, just a shell of the person i once was. i dont even feel sad anymore, my emotions feel drowned out by tv static.

I hate that i have to try to put on a fake "im ok" face every day, when i know im not. its so exhausting. im so tired. im ready to leave. but ill stick around as long as i can. i promise.

if you feel the same, or similar, or whatever youre going through, Im so sorry. No one should have to go through what you are right now. if i could take your pain and absorb it into myself just to make everyone else feel ok, i would. I know what its like to not have the family you wished you could have had. im sorry.

[kirstyanderson]

17 years without my dad not once did he got me a b-day card or presents for christmas bc all he cerad was drinking and when he did stop drinking he died

[alyssagreenwood]

if you see this comment.. wipe your tears love it’s not your fault . your loved and more then enough and if you feel your alone your not and you never were . and if you need to come back to this comment. everything will be okay keep your head up your so strong i’m proud of you for trying your best .

[RodWaveloverr]

Mom I miss you, you said you wouldn’t leave me but now your in heaven with Jesus your in a good place now mom I miss you sm I wish u came back…

[daniwdaflow]

Get your headphones,
Full volume,
Close your eyes,
Sleep,
It was a good dream wasn't it?
Its to bad it was only a dream...

[marleybellebrewer]

You come back after 11 years of not being here?
Nothing will be the same.
I'll fake it, so you don't feel bad.
One day I'll leave you and let you feel the same pain.

[nicoleprince]

I wish they knew they didn't just leave us but they left us with broken hearts and a mind set that we could never let anyone in because we'll always be afraid they'll leave like they did. :/

[nightmareworld]

I yell angry at my parents because I'm tired of life
I have had the urge to overdose
I'm tired of life because it's getting boring
I thought about suicide a lot

I notice who I would hurt if I left and I seen my mom's POV
I have been through a lot of betrayal
I have noticed a lot of people only need me when they really do
I have noticed people have used me for a lot of things I never noticed

Now I'm just lost in life..

[arsonmelson]

same here but my dad. i cry to this song everytime i hear it.