rex orange county - pluto projector (slowed + reverb)

what if by the time i realise ,, it's too far behind to see

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[floraniven]

3:22 I think this is what your looking for

[lxvrgirl]

the violin part breaks my heart everytime.

[dookieman]

I love how we all listen to the slowed version so much that when it got taken off we switched to a new vid of it

[kidjustlikeyoumsp]

"Old enough to understand" I am not even joking that part just makes me burst into tears..

[rmilevic]

i found out my friend ended her life today. we loved this song. i can't stop crying listening to this and remembering her. fly high, i love you hun.

[dolcelty]

hope they don't take this down since they just took down the other one that had like a million views :((((

[genesisgonzalez]

i cry to this song EVERY SINGLE TIME, i'm not even exaggerating thats how painful this is

[nyilanie]

hey bub. i know you're trying and you're barely getting by the days now. i know it's hard to get up, brush your teeth, shower, eat, drink something, or even change outfits every day. i get it, believe me it happens to me too. but keep pushing. i know it's all a lot and it's okay to give up sometimes. it's natural, don't think you have to be this perfect machine. you're a human. we fail, we triumph, and all of the above. so just keep pushing babe. me and so many MANY others love you. so even when you can't anymore. push through it all. for me.

[MyShoeIsSize]

The great protector
Is that what I'm supposed to be?
What if all this counts for nothing
Everything I thought I'd be?
What if by the time I realize
It's too far behind to see?
Seventy-mil projector
I can show you everything, yeah
And we're on our way to glory
Where the show won't ever end
And the encore lasts forever
And it's time we're due to spend
Spending the years together
Growing older every day
I feel at home when I'm around you
And I'll gladly say again
I hope the encore lasts forever
Now there's time for us to spend
And it's sublime with you, my friend
This right here still feels like the honeymoon
When you say my name, nothing's changed
I'm still a boy inside my thoughts
Am I meant to understand my faults?
I don't think so
I don't think I'm meant to understand myself
Maybe you do
And that's good for you
Maybe in time
Maybe one day
I'll do the same
I'll do the same
I'll do the same
I'll do the same
I'll do the same as you
I'll try and hold it up
Soon I hope, or as soon as I'm old enough
Stay forever, you know more than anyone, yeah, whoa
And it's you that knows my darkness
And you know my bedroom needs
You could blast me and my secrets
But there's probably just no need

[iposaga]

The amount of times I’ve listened to this version.. is unhealthy

[amberfusto]

Dude I’m so tired. I don’t even know what words to use to explain anymore, I don’t have the energy. I’m just tired

[iazabelle]

its crazy because the girl he wrote this about isnt his girlfriend anymore..

[ashleyramos]

so glad i found this one bc the other one was taken down :( god bless lol

[melvinvgunawan]

3:22 is the part where NOBODY can speak

[ntusia]

that violin part always makes me cry for some reason

[ciaastb]

sorry to my friends and family
i’m trying my best

[angiek-yecina]

this hurts when youre missing them
youve both changed so much
but you fell in love at different times
if only you didnt fall in love when you lost him

[wildboargaming]

does anyone else just feel hopeless?

i can’t imagine myself ever being happy, like happy happy. i can’t imagine being comfortable with who i am and i can’t imagine other people feeling that way, either. i can’t imagine having someone who like likes me. i can’t imagine getting top surgery. i can’t imagine surviving past 40. i can’t imagine a world that isn’t destroyed in 25 years. i can’t imagine getting closure from her or telling my grandfather how much he meant to me. i can’t imagine making up with my father. i can’t imagine walking forward. i can’t imagine anything good for myself. genuinely. maybe it’s my depression but i’m just so pessimistic about my own future and about the state the world is in. i wanted to live but there’s a difference between living and just being alive

[samira.ciccarelli]

that violin part is so powerful i just cry without even noticing the tears

[bree]

I can’t stop thinking about how my yellow is lying and betraying me, but ofc I am being a dumbass and keep thinking and talking to him. I just can’t stop these feelings for him.