9TAILS - sap (prod. by idealism) (lyrics)

"looking at the scene, i don't reflect rap.. i'm a skinny, freckled kid with no face tats"

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~~~~~~~~~lyrics~~~~~~~~~

[Verse 1]
I've been feeling kind of lonely (Kind of lonely)
Maybe I should try and find somebody decent for me (Decent for me)
I don't need no one to hold me (Need no one to hold me)
Just that some of these ideas I have need to reach somebody else's ears (Somebody else's ears)
Falling out with my peers
I don't enjoy nobody else's company and I'm scared (I'm scared)
Nobody really knows me well enough to say what's wrong with me
And the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

[Verse 2]
Took me 6 months but I blew past (Blew past)
Miss my medication, got brain zaps (Zap, zap)
Looking at the scene, I don't reflect rap
I'm a skinny, freckled kid with no face tats
I live the life if you minus all the ammunition
B!tch, I do the drugs but I never wanna go to prison
My own blood turn on me, to see that sh!t is sickening
But I thank 'em for the lyrics 'cause they fueled the feelings
Blueberry OG straight out the deal
My exes tell me I'm cold and I should learn how to feel
I don't feel no love 'cause I know it's never real
Every girl I meet just want McDonald's fries and a pill (They just want a pill)
I can't connect with them
The only one I liked won't respond again
I'd love to prove that I've evolved from then
I'll never be back in that apartment, yeah