Crusher - Wicked feat. Eleanor Forte AI (SynthesizerV)

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill!

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it.

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo. I really hope you like it.

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CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!
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Links:
Crusher

Dmitry Karev

darkbluecat

Angela M Chong

Starry-P
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BPM: 138
Instrumental, lyrics, .svp, .midi (singing melody):
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There's no time frame right now, but please look forward to the revival and completion of the Propaganda series.

[CrusherP]

Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can,
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved,
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire,
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up,
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go,
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

[KIRA_prod]

new crusher song i cant stop crying kids we did it

[amputatedhyena]

I'm willing to wait 5 years again if it means we get another song from crusher.

[ParadoxAAA]

My god, the tuning on Eleanor is so good that for a second I questioned whether it was really a vocaloid or Crusher herself singing

[eragonawesome]

"I know I can't be mad, but I'm absolutely livid" is such a mood

[npc]

Looks like 2021 is ending with a banger.

[害悪にならない程度の鉄道マニ]

歌詞の6フィート下の意味

6 feet under, and now I start to wonder
（6フィート下で埋められて、今私は疑問に思い始めた）
という訳になる…はずです（自信ない）
これ知ったときまぁ鳥肌立ちましたね

[katkekep]

i was just a child when i started to listening to your songs, it's almost 7 years since i started following you, this feels just so unreal...

[CenturyStars]

It was such a pleasure to get to work with you. I honestly am so so SO proud of you. Thank you for giving me this opportunity 💕

[guliverjham]

The religious imagery combined with her being the center, the dead, and also looking "happy" sends chills down my spine like something is definitively wrong here, i feel overwelming fear with this particular one.

Not because of some opinion i (don't) have, don't get me wrong, it's actually because i feel like it's too familiar.

[eepiestgirll]

i really really enjoy that this seems to ultimately have an optimistic and hopeful tone to it

the idea that even from deep in a pit, it’s always possible to climb back out and realize that it’s not as hopeless as it all felt

as someone who connected very deeply with echo and especially again, it warms my heart a lot to hear this kind of story coming from you too

thank you, crusher

[Mana-pybb]

WHEN WE NEEDED HER THE MOST SHE CAME BACK

[GreenPhoton]

"Living on becomes the ending"
This line is so good omg

[halpyhal]

“Living on becomes the ending” is a banger as line

[JGHFunRun]

I just realized that this brings a whole—very—new meaning to "If this doesn't play at my funeral I'm not coming"

[DDBATZ]

wow. so happy to see my favorite creator come back, i havent listened to you since a child. helped me through school defo, such nistolga seeing a new song. this is absolutly amazing.

[justinsmith]

A pleasant surprise and a nice message hidden in a wicked little twist.
It's been a lot of artists poking back into YouTube after long breaks. Idk if it's seeing who's still here or a renewed interest in the platform. Or just finding time. Regardless it's one of the good things going on even if they disappear(assuming you're not/can't following them on other media).

[snitzfoam]

I got so scared Crusher wouldn't come back, this is the greatest Christmas present I could have asked for!

[Buli-Nika]

crusherさんずっと待ってたぁぁ！！
2021年が終わっても聴き続けます！！大好きです！

[secretjanus]

"We could all use some mending"

Straight fax damn