cbb to b sad (The Official Unofficial Video)

cbb to b sad from IDER's sophomore album shame, out now.

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lyrics:

well i hate myself
i hate that i’m sitting on top of your body, thinkin’ ‘bout somethin’ else
fuckin’ with my eyes shut
nowhere you touch me is enough to stop me looking for a way out
i’ve become that person, yeah i’m selfish, i’m weak and suddenly i hate the way you speak
the way you eat me out
i draw my curtain, yeah it’s harder to lie in the light
i see you looking at me, waiting for me

well i know i shouldn’t be with you but i can’t be bothered to be sad
i’m so lonely next to your body knowing that you don’t know i feel this bad
funny how time changes your mind and you were once the best thing i ever had
then you roll over and kiss my shoulder, maybe i love you, maybe i’m just mad

well i hate myself
i used to be fun and cool, now i don’t fancy myself
pickin’ up old fights, tryna make you hate me cause i can’t be straight when you ask if i’m alright
well it’s my problem, yeah i’m selfish, i’m weak and suddenly i see i’m in too deep
gonna hurt to leave
and i don’t wanna solve it, even though you repulse me every time you love me and you look at me
waiting for me

video credits:

filmed by IDER, Georgia Strawson & Matt Lamb
edited by IDER

[samcansoundlike]

this song is so powerfully honest that it's actually hard to listen to sometimes. but it's really useful as a reference point of how you can feel if you're with somebody just to be 'with somebody' - unbelievably well-written, brilliantly delivered. thank you ladies!

[titactaco]

This is on repeat in this house. Why isn't it everywhere?

[anjarmus]

found this banger a few days ago, , it hasn't been off repeat since!

[Jambotec]

This has been the first tune I play in my car since it came out, I love the upbeat electro feel and the sadness of the words makes me want to smile or cry, confused. Thanks IDER for a great track and album. Stay Strong.

[kyoakmusic]

This really is incredible. each part of the song transports me unexpectedly to its own UNIQUE world

[ayashadini]

Never stop making music, IDER. Love from Malaysia 🇲🇾

[evhino]

this song is just perfect! love the lyrics, the vibe and you in this vid 🤩

[DookieKun]

Its cool listening to artist before they blow up. Yall are awesome all the way from Oklahoma!

[circumflex]

Ich kenne es seit gestern Dank Hochschulradio🥰! Direkt runtergeladen zum Rauf- und Runterhören 😊! Sehr geil 💞

[stevegolding]

Love this song, my favourite off of the Shame album.

[呼吸-eb]

Do they have any more upbeat songs. Reminds me a bit of yumi zouma. I like it

[johnzelaya]

Amo este tema, muestra las señales del periodo de tiempo que me queda
XD estoy muy borracho me da igual