why I am ready to die at 27 - what it means to be alive

What if tomorrow were to be my last day in this body? Am I ready to die?
Questions I've been trying to answer for a long time. I won't lie, I often wondered what was the point of living this human experience.

As I turned 27 last August, I've been told to watch for my first Saturn return, a time of great change in life. One thing certain is that I never expected to feel such intense inner shifts in my life.
I've been trying to find meaning to this life since the day I was born. 27 years went by in a flash, and it took me all this time to wake up from this confused dream. Today I'm tired of seeking. I'm tired of trying to understand it all.

We will all leave this world as we came. Life wouldn't exist without death and I choose to embrace every single day as it if it was my last.
Today, I'm able to say it out loud. I can die tomorrow, because Today, I finally know what it means to be Alive.

Bring it on, Life!

♫ 𝐌𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦:
(Get a free trial with my link)

[ms.z]

We should all learn to Fear Less...Live More!

[mysticallavish]

I'm 51 and accepted death at age 40 when I had a bad illness. I recovered and realized life is so short and each day I should live freely and happily because you never know when you'll return to earth, but the soul lives on its next journey.💖💖💖

[katiemarie]

It took me 30 years to Truly and Deeply start enjoying the "Human experience". ❤️❤️❤️

I became independent of the world's indoctrination, and it has given me Hope !!! ☮️

I totally identify with your thought process ! 💕💕💕💕

May the Universe give you more !!! 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌞🌞🌞

[MegaSeekeer]

Thank you for being you. Stay strong sister. Take care and be safe out there. We need you, this world needs you.

[dreamerboy]

Greetings from Ukraine my friend
You are beautiful
Don't die at 27 ... Please
Life is hard as hell but stay strong

[cherryfieldsinc]

"If tomorrow I die then today I want to feel alive"
This part makes me cry out tears. I am working on a project to somehow understand and heal from the past years. Especially the past three years. It's a simple calender that shows what has happened.
I think it's rare that someone at this young age feels all the pain (this word is not enough at all) you do. But I think there's so many people outside there feeling it. Your comment section seems to be full of those people.
I feel like something was stolen from me. Feel Hijacked sometimes... I used to travel a lot by train and I observed people a lot over decades and where I live they have changed. I feel like I lost any connection to them now, maybe masks played a huge role but it's not just that...
They kept us living in fear of death and disease for years now. But that can not be called living or life anymore! For young children it is a full life time. This cannot be talked down and I have not yet understood why people are all silent about the elephant in the room. Maybe some trauma response.
My journey through life was interrupted..I start to forget what alive means...on some days I wake up or fall asleep and want to die and get out of this but in other moments I realize that I want nothing more than feel alive again. In another video you showed that dead tree amongst all the other green trees. That's how I feel. A lonesome wolf.. ✨Thanks so much for every video and word that you send out to the world ✨

[melz]

I am 68... and I envy your youth & lifestyle. Sending much love & hugs.

[tamzenkarma]

Fear is the only thing that truly stops us from living.
Fear is the greatest lie.
Stay strong Sweet sister,
We all must stand up. The fear we created is getting larger, we must stand in the face of Love.
Fear comes up, we must look it in the 👁️ eye.
Blessings to you All

[davidmixon]

When You stay True to your innermost Dreams not distorted by the distractions of society you have True Inner Peace.
You want Your Heart and Soul to be Happy. Blessings

[WandererOfWorlds]

Just when I think I couldn’t possibly appreciate and identify and love you more, you show us yet another layer of authenticity and heartfelt vulnerability and strength! I don’t think you are alone in feeling such intense emotions over everything at this time… I’m right there with you, and I think many others are as well. Perhaps a part of our transition as humans, our evolution towards heart-centered living? Whatever it is, and however challenging it might be, I welcome it and am so grateful to be alive at this time. And if our new world has more people like you in it, I am ready and willing to keep going!

[tomas]

Always live for the moment! When it’s time for a change, don’t be afraid to cut and run. We never know for sure what our future is or will bring, but living a life of joy and love makes the moment precious!🙏🏼

[unknown_chillhuman]

This video calms my heart so much that my eyes are starting to become watery.. 🥺❤ For someone who is living in a toxic environment, this video feels like a short breeze, allowing me to forget everything even if it is just a few minutes. I immediately subscribed. Love your vibes and beautiful soul 😊 Stay safe. A lot of positive vibes from another soul on this planet earth.

[MrAkosFintor]

THIS is the most underrated Channel íve seen here on YT. Keep at it girl! You bring so much awareness to this world.

[InJusticeAustralia]

Leaving this life will be a relief to me. I am 55 next week, and have never enjoyed more than fleeting moments of my life. As there is far too much pain to bear. Even today, my cat caught a tiny bird, and when I saw it, I knew it would die, but the heaving of its little chest trying to survive, yet being in so much pain, was too much to bear, it is how I feel every single day.

So no, not everyone wants to live.

[mysimplelife]

The world is changing very fast and people like you really inspire to keep up with the chaos ! Stay strong

[jasonbassett]

"It's not spiritual, is physical not yet understood..." Profound. This post really stuck deep within me. Thank you. X

[trupinys]

You are such an inspiration to me. I'm 37 - neither look nor feel this age... But I am. This year I had a "green awakening". As artificial intelligence stole my job and is not likely to return it, I suddenly had a sense of feeling extremely exhausted from constantly working and being online. Now I just want to go off-grid as soon as possible. I don't think I can do it alone. Also, lack the funds as of now... But maybe one day. I would love to find a guy to do that with me, but I also realise I might have to do it alone. Hopefully I can find some work, save money and buy a bit of land one day.

Would love to meet you, you're such an incredible human!

[ZoeLateNight]

Cats are lucky and also protectors, meaning they shield you from unseen negative energies. They walk between this world and the spirit world. I hope you two will snuggle in together this winter. He may know someone nearby that may be a friend. I’m going through my own challenges. I’m glad to find your channel ❤️Heartfelt Blessings to you and the little panther.

[doloresvangaal]

You have found the wisdom that an awful lot of people will never find, and even ignore. Coming to terms with death is the biggest struggle. But if you're able to loose that fear... than you can be fearless.

[nicolenelson]

When you cut the mirror and then seeing it chip made me think how something that is imperfect can be just perfect for us. Your project really turned out beautiful! ♥