in this darkness (I've never had thoughts that control me) - Clara La San (sped up)

I've never had thoughts that control me until something bad left me so lonely there's a million things I could say but you never ready knew I felt this way sped up slowed down clara la san pop tiktok trend peaceful youtube shorts happy mellow chill

[hv]

yo thank u sm for all the follows and likes you guys are my safe space I love u all sm)

[kendylmarie]

" I've never had thoughts that controlled me, until something so bad left me so lonely and i want it back i want the old me" 😫i can relate !

[Wormz]

this song makes me feel to elevate in the sky every time. It makes me sad how good this song is.

[Sulliodell]

The only one who can bright it up is Jesus.

[DaphlovesChrist]

"I keep falling in this darkness, and there's no one to light it up, to brighten up, yeah" you know who always brighten me up??
❤ GOD DOES ❤

[msfav]

i be crying every time i hear Clara's music, it's just so perfect.

[mackenziemcclover]

This song has a special place in my heart❤

[bellar-nsds]

this song feels like i unlocked a memory that doesnt even exist

[D.Will]

Props to who built stairs that high to take that pic❤️❤️❤️

[siimply_floral]

"And I keep falling in this darkness and there's no one to bright it up, yeah" is so real.

[bellar-nsds]

currently sobbing to how beautiful and relatable this is

[_kxshcartiii_]

I get lonely when you're not here
And this darkness appears, leaving me stranded
My hope washes down
You never lived here
And I never felt I ever had you
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up
I never had
Thoughts that control me
Until something bad
Left me so lonely
And I want it back
I want the old me
I'm trying to forget
But things just remind me
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
There's a million things
There's a million things I could say
But you never really knew that
But you never really knew I felt this way
Wanna take it back
Wanna take it back to when we
Had it just like that
Had it right on track
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up, yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up
To bright it up

[H]

A good music to have while going on long road trips

[amandarijavec]

Been listening to this song for hours, its just so relaxing and addicting

[stanandmitchandthekidd]

the sound and feel of this song feels oddly nostalgic, like im little again listen to the radio in the early 2000s.

[queretposada]

This song makes me feel so nostalgic about all the good people I’ve met in high school and not seeing them ever again.

[itss_tshegoow]

This song is so relaxing and soothing😍

[xd.playzzx]

This song makes me feel so alive and its so relatable ❤

[acquaintedaira]

0:58 IVE NEVER HAD THOUGHTS THAT CONTROL ME, UNTIL SOMETHING BAD, LEFT ME SO LONELYYYY AND I WANT IT BACK. I WANT THE OLD US, IM TRYIN TO FORGET, BUT THINGS JUST REMIND ME, THERES A MILLION THINGS I COULD SAY, BUT YOU NEVER RLLY KNEW IT. YOU NEVER RLLY KNEW I FELT THIS WAY.

[ilikerice]

I'm am dead ass
crying in my bed at 4am and think about HIM, at the same time this song is counseling me💓💓💓