stop waiting by cigarettes after sex but only the first part

the best part of this song.

its been a while, but i just HAD to make this video, and i saw noone else did it so 👐🏼

but hope you enjoy! this better NOT flop.

thank you for being here, im so proud of you! you are loved and amazing, & you’re doing so well. 🤍

song: stop waiting - cigarettes after sex

[jchung]

oh my god i was looking for something like this for the longest time i love the first so sad & nostalgic for some reason

[randomfun]

Finally someone who understood my feelings about this intro ❤
Thank you so much

[YeterBaksi-yk]

I want to listen to this while laying on grass watching the night sky with him

[JasmineJacksonwrld]

Thank you for this angel 🤧❣️ I needed something to cry to 👍🏼

[sweatysaltykadsweatysaltyk]

This song got me thinking about her, when she doesn't even know I existed.

[deedee]

actually crying like thank you for this masterpiece

[RummyGuy]

Ecclesiastes 1:18 ESV

" For in much wisdom is much vexation,
and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow. "

The more you know, the more you understand, and once you realize that the world of flesh is not one of your heart, you give it to your God; the one that knows all of it's needs.

[yashinamv]

Listening to this song reminded me of my first love ever and we're an long distance

So, this is where it all started/began, in November 5, 2024 at 9:32 pm, she(my ex-girlfriend) called my number and but i was playing mobile legends in offline mode so i just watch her dial call ring till it end ringing bc y'know for privacy purpose since my family was around in my room and i hate it when they yapp when i and my ex-girlfriend call, but for some reason it rang for 2m 49s and after a 5 minutes, she called again and she told me that some girl picked up the call in my number, which was odd because my mother is asleep. So she asked me who was that girl, i answered that i don't know and she also assumed that the girl who was speaking on my number was my mistress and she also assumed that she's speaking my language and i explained my situation but she doesn't believe me since i used to lie often before. Then the misunderstanding, miscommunication began and i tried clearing up things with her but i was impossible due to mistrust and she called me a liar which hurt me the most but i understand her because i made a lot of lies back then but even so i tried my best to clear up and then she blocked me. And after that i had enough so i made some research what made that situation, so after a few days, i found out that my number got spoofed by hackers, which is they can also possibly accept calls from my contacts. After that i messaged my cousin and did let her convey my messages but i didn't get a proper reply first and then after a few days i lost hope. I let my cousin sent an another message to her but it's a farewell one and then she unblocked me. But After 5 days we had an conversation which is saturday, she ended things with me.

but after all of that, i told her that i'm willing to wait for her and she replied that she don't like someone waiting for her. and after a few days, i couldn't handle my heartbreak and gave into my feelings and asked her if she took advantage of that so she could end things. i begged her to stay and work things out and find a solution but she never listened and she pushed me away.

after all of that, someone she knows called me and told me that she cheated when the spoofing incident happened. i can't believe it and i can't move on how my almost four years relationship with her ended like this.

[viciousxv]

I remember i had a dream where i was preparing to make things up to her and apologize to her in person this song was playing throughout that dream. Because of that tears run down my face everytime i listen to this song because i keep thinking about her and that dream

[saniyashaikh]

This music takes me to some other dimension...

[frenchfries]

I love her. i miss her laugh, her touch, her smile, her soothing kiss, her beauty, the way she walks, the way she speaks, the way she would cling to me when i hang out with her. four months felt like a year when i'm with her. time slowed down just for us, now she's gone. just with a blink of an eye. gone. out of my reach. so close yet so far. she promised loyalty yet she's already with another guy. did i choose the wrong girl? what did i do that she left me. i tried my best to be with her yet she kept on being distant. i cant cry, i cant speak to my friends because they'll laugh at me.

[Defaultanomm]

I feel it and already experienced it what a bad experience i ever had btw this tune ❤

[Nicholaspozo]

To my future kids, your Father was here listening to this masterpiece.
☀️💫

[Polymer_]

What if my best is not enough
For her
What if my best is not enough
For my dad
What if my best is not enough
For myself

[mananfn]

I love this girl but she probably doesn’t like me back
We have been best friends for like 5 years now
I think it’s not a good decision

[justaguy_]

i was looking for this one for a long time, thank you so much, you made my day fr, 🤍🤍🤍