I was only temporary ⁂(super mega slowed)⁂

[congruent]

I don't even have anything to be sad about this shit just hits hard randomly lmao

[Umbro_games]

Bro: "ye I'm fine"
The pain he's been through

[aixzen.]

"One day after my suicide"

The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.

The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.

The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.

The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.

The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.

At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"

Thank goodness that was just a vision.

Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.

Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.

Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)

[PP-roit]

"Life is a nightmare where you can't wake up unless you put yourself to sleep."
- a wise person

[Zitrax-bgtd]

Автор лучший, под эту музыку, я многое переосмыслил, а самое главное читал приятные книги

[monsieur_nemo]

that's right...deep breaths now...hate yourself, loathe yourself, no one loves or need you, maybe your family might, but thats that, chill bruh, let go, you're not special, anyone can replace you, you're just temporary

[bacon-x]

As someone who has thought about suicide dozens of times, parents have died, has been betrayed, has been cheated on, has lost many familiars, had been changed by friends, cried, lied about his depression and acts like its fine, this song feels me.

[oumyara]

I miss my old self before my father nearly passed away. I have immense ptsd.

[kamal_]

i feel ..
idk what i feel
idk why im here
idk why i like this
i think im lost

[DeadPoolGaming_YT]

Just remember you wont be always alone, Jesus is there with you all the time✝️

[brycey_ricey]

what does that make me?
the god of pain?

[zoy]

Anybody here in the comments sharing there sorrows. I dont blame you

[Second_zero]

_hopefully our lives change to something better gosh I really can't handle these weeks where I'm only for myself for like 2hours in a whole week_

[_Silvina_]

Ok this is getting personal, I’m crying and Idk why

[basmareda]

I lost my grandfather at 6 due to covid-19 pandeimc when i heard it my life shatterd i remebred the times i played and watched old tv shows and godzilla films in 10 now and living a good life but still think bout him

[yulip_oip]

Your skin isn't a paper, Don't cut it
Your neck isn't a coat, Don't hang it
Your body isn't a book, Don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie, Dont end it
You're Beautiful the way you are, Dont listen to them, Your life is amazing :)

[Moribvndity]

Suicide is a pity death, you may never believe it when you are in this deep disconnect, depression... Death is a gift for people, really any living being, weight off your feet. Death should never be taken, it is no longer a gift but it turns into a unworthy bypass, you have stolen what you wanted, and did not see what discord you have caused. Moribund is the state of death, do not take it, receive it when your time is ready, live, by all means, live...

[ReyRoberto-zspy]

2 months later, super hyper mega slowed 🤑👍

[OVAFV]

i would be sad but ive cried out all my tears

[si]

How many times, have i failed you, oh Lord my God...