coldplay - sparks - slow

[serenacantu]

Did I drive you away
I know what you'll say
You say, oh, sing one we know
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
That's what I'll do
I say oh
I say oh
My heart is yours
It's you that I hold on to
That's what I do
And I know I was wrong
But I won't let you down
(Oh yeah, yeah, yes I will)
I say oh
I cry oh
And I saw sparks
Yeah I saw sparks
And I saw sparks
Yeah I saw sparks
Sing it out
La, la, la, la, oh
La, la, la, la, oh
La, la, la, la, oh
La, la, la, la, oh

[saoirseronansgf]

to everyone who has cried so hard at night that they had to cover their mouth. im sorry.

[annettealvarado]

“ did i drive you away “ breaks my heart every single time ...

[alyssawheeler]

“i’ll always look out for you” hits me harder than a train

[sa-kzpg]

i want to cry

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i need to cry

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yet not a single tear falls down my cheek

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i just want escape from this prison of emotions

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i just want to cry and scream for hours and hours

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yet i’m scared someone will hear

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i’m scared they will ask questions

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like they need to help me

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this is my fight

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i want to fight it alone

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but i can’t fight it alone

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i’m not sad

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i’m not happy

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because i don’t deserve it

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i don’t deserve to be sad

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i don’t deserve to be happy

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so i just feel empty

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helpless

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nothing

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i have a healthy life

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a caring family

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and supporting friends

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so i don’t know why i feel this way

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how to get rid of it

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i guess

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i’ll just have to live with it

[emem]

everything in my life is just going so amazing right now. i don’t know how it even happened but all those times i told myself and other people it would get better.. it really did and i can’t believe it. i never want to stop feeling like this

[sophiazach]

Ever since I was a little girl I would always jam out to Coldplay in the car with my dad, Coldplay was me and my dads thing. Especially this song, it has a special place in my heart. My dad got sick, stage 4 pancreatic cancer. It’s terminal. I don’t know how long he will be here. I literally think to myself everyday, one day your gonna wake up and he will be gone. It literally pains me to think of it, I can’t live without him I don’t know what I’ll do I’m not kidding. I can’t explain the pain it will cause me. But this song and a lot of songs just bring back memories of when I was younger and had some of the best times of my life with him.

[missyxo]

Dear mom,


I know I haven't been the best daughter for you and Dad....I still have a lot of issues I have to unpack but I promise I am working on it slowly but surely...
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I love you, always... You will always be my best friend.
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It was never your fault...

[kidraino]

Man, this song makes me sad and think about my life 24/7

[avachesworth]

I’m miss him so much he was my first ever love 💔

[jancesparrow]

I’ve only allowed myself to listen to this song twice.
Once when I was broken, lost myself and was sobbing cause I realized. And again when I found my person after I had refound myself. The right one will stay guys, they’ll stay.

[abberline]

I've never been in love but oop I'm feeling this

[becho]

Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.

Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.


Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.


YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.

You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.

You’re beautiful inside out.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.

I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.


It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.

I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.

I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??

I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.

If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.

If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.

If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.


And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)

All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.

Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

I need you here with me :).

Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.

Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.

And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).

Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!

- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.

I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.

I hope you will remember my words- becho :) <3

[dieyuhhh]

I just miss when I made myself happy. Not anyone else. Me.

[awaliahfe]

Reading all coments nd gives like coz i feel same way:(

[wafajmal]

This song reminds me of all the vivid memories i have of my dad during my childhood…it just brings tears to my eyes thinking of those good times..

[andreacadena]

i think i’ll always love him, despite making myself move on and let him go, me realizing that no one will ever love him the way i did, a lot of things makes it impossible for us to be together and now my mind is going towards someone else but it’s not the same

[CamilaMartinez-zowk]

It makes me cry everytime I play this song😔

[seassweep]

Hey mom I know you don’t love or care about me like you use to... but I want you to know I always tried for you, you’d always say you never expected much from me but I try so hard to be perfect so you can have hopes for me and treat me like your daughter and not a stranger. You can hit me, say bad things, lock me outside but I’ll keep trying to impress you and to be acknowledged you’ll never know how much I try but I hope one day you see it and treat me like your child and not just another mistake like my dad... I love you and I hope one day even if it’s for a second that I’ll have your attention...

edit: WOAHH I DIDNT EXPECT TO ANY ATTENTION OF THIS BUT ILL UPDATE YOU GUYS :) !!! I was sent to the mental hospital 9 times in total but I’ve haven’t gone in 5 months!!! I moved out of my moms and now have to be supervised by my amicus when seeing her !! I did go to therapy and have medication but my current guardian won’t let me have either so I’m trying hard to get better I’ll try to update if you want <33

[samo]

i’ve liked her for nearly 3 years and i know it’s stupid and crazy to keep holding onto but the thought of her makes me smile and i can’t ever stop thinking about what could have been if i got the chance to be hers