Let’s Talk About The Orthorexia Thing.

[TheVoiceinTheDarkness]

Thanks so so much for posting this. This is definitely the most personal of videos for me that you've posted. I've struggled with Orthorexia for at least 7 years and your videos help me so much. I've badly relapsed and have my own version of Orthorexia but you've helped me win the fight even if just. Please keep up and thank you for being such a huge positive influence over so many people's lives.

[GARLICGREMS]

I'm so sorry that you dealt with this 💔 I am so so glad you've come so much farther from this and we are all proud of u and luv u <3

[timeleteo]

Thanks for sharing. I have OCD and cancer is something im really paranoid about so it helps to know im not alone 💜

[AcnhPickles]

This actually helped me. This is such a sweet message. I have been having anxiety from loss and dealing with changes and this is a lesson I think I really need to learn. It helps me to know how many people there are who have overcome worse things because it gives me the confidence to stand up and say “what are you whining about? You have it way better than some people who have overcome worse. You can totally do this.”

[samthegoblin]

i thankfully never got too bad due to having the help i needed at the time but i feel like orthorexia as a result of you or someone close to you being diagnosed with cancer is such a common experience now. a real " its not a lot but its weird it happened twice" moment

[ratinyourbasement]

jessie ive personally never been through this but im really happy you are doing better now, and really appreciate how vulnerable you are on this platform, and how you create a safe space for people who have struggled. it brightens my day to see how we can survive these kinds of things and keep on living

[daywhistle]

as someone with orthorexia, this is so helpful. thank you so much for bringing light to a situation that people class as normal and sometimes even a good thing. i also would like to add that sometimes people cant get the help they need. lots of people assume that once you realise you have the ed then thats it, youre in recovery. at least in my case, this isnt true. ive struggled with eds for about 5years now and even though im very aware of it, i cant stop. no one i know takes eds seriously so i cant reach outfor help because itll be brushed off. so thank you.

[pidetods]

I have ocd about getting sick, so I relate in a tangential way :( glad you’re doing better these days too 🖤

[stargatis]

Poor baby💜💜💜I hope\claim things are 100% better for you😘😘😘😘

[Kimchismack]

You’re absolutely amazing. Thanks for sharing. You clearly have a big heart. And I’m sorry about the things you and your mother have been through.
Loved that poly pocket. I love mini things and you got me wanting to collect them again. 🧡

[Here_for_Shera]

I'm really glad you share things like this. I have emetophobia, now I can handle it much better but when I was a lot younger and had really bad anxiety I developed an eating disorder where I was afraid to eat. I ate very little and was not a healthy weight. I am so much better now, and happy! But only in recent years have I realized I can call it an eating disorder and not just "something that happened" anyway thank you 💜💜💜

[Its_Lilin-Rsz]

Love the Polly pocket collection! Not sure if it’s relevant but I’ve had many fears throughout my life but one of them that’s really stuck with me has been my fear of getting cancer and dying. I don’t want to be remembered looking horrible while the cancer kills me. Thanks for posting this❤❤

[Mushroomwarrior]

I actually have an extreme fear of sick ness including cancer and learning taht short people are less likely to get cancer definitely helps my insecurities

[imjustjules]

Orthorexia was one of my past EDs too. It’s rly hard to have that in your history and live with chronic illness. I’m sure making changes you did recently was hard on that too. Thanks for talking about this. I’m glad things are better now.

[leaf]

Can hear those dialectics being dialectical ♡♡♡♡ proud of you for doing that work

[witness_]

I'm going through rehab and dealing with a lot of frustration about it. I needed to hear this. Thanks! 💜

[Victoria-gwoc]

your so so strong, the fact that you recognise to still enjoy things despite this heavy anxious feeling omg. so proud of you. its not easy.

[AndromedaStormcrow]

The mix of extremly wholesom and truma dump is pretty awesome

[Ilikebread]

My mom had cancer multiple times too and it made me feel like I'll get cancer too one day, and it kinda had the opposite effect and made me give up on eating healthy or taking care of myself because it felt like it didn't matter anyway. Cancer sucks, I hope you're doing okay now ❤

[Butterfly_]

I am sorry and I am so happy you got help ❤love your videos 💕