Mei Teves - Final Entry/Nakakapagod Na (Visualizer)

Since my younger years, I felt really low and isolated. But it was during college when it hit me that I was so tired, so exhausted of living that I just wanted to leave this world. So, I wrote a poem, which I then turned into this song. Writing this song was like talking to a close friend. I found comfort in it. Releasing 'Final Entry/Nakakapagod Na' near World Suicide Prevention Day (September 10, 2023) means a lot to me. I want others to know they're not alone, and I want to raise awareness about mental health.

You can listen to 'Final Entry/Nakakapagod Na' on these music platforms:

Direction by Mei Teves and Erickson Salazar
Cinematography by Kevin Kozma
Edited by Kevin Kozma
Written by Christelle Mae Teves Arcilla
Produced by Henry Alburo of Polysonic Recording Studio

Special thanks to:
Cesar Ramirez Jr.
Bren Bonifacio
Rose Imperial

© ℗ 2023 Deserted Space Studio

ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ, ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴄᴏɴꜱɪᴅᴇʀ ʟɪᴋɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴜʙꜱᴄʀɪʙɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴀɴɴᴇʟ; ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ!

🎹 𝗢𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗸𝘀:

🌐𝗦𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹𝘀:

🎼 𝗦𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗥𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘀:

💝𝗗𝗼𝗻𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻:

ᴀɴʏ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀɪʙᴜᴛɪᴏɴ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴍᴏᴜɴᴛ, ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ.

🐚𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗼𝗿𝗱:

📬𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗶𝗻𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 & 𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀~

[chrxstei]

Mapagod ka man sa mundong ito, hinding hindi ko bibitawan ang mga kamay mo 💛

[arzachelaguilar]

subscriber since i saw your Wish performance❤❤❤

[mariovelasco]

Minsan sa mundong atin ginagalawan may mga oras n masaya at malungkot, minsan sa sobrang pag iisip nakakapagod na, na minsan umabot n sa Punto na gusto mo ng wakasan ang lahat, ngunit sino b ako para wakasan ang lahat, darating din ang oras ko na matatapos din ang lahat, ngunit bago ito bibigyan ko ng magandang kulay ang buhay ko....salamat panginoon...salamat

[fredengaymusic]

Late ko na napanood. May visualizer pala ito. Para sa ating mga napapagod na. Pahinga po muna tayo. Love this music.😢

[YknotJER]

"Sana sa naiipon nating mga luha ay matutunan din nating lumangoy"

Depression is real, kamusta kayo?

[CassidyDelaCruzCayabyab]

Hala I realize na hindi pala ko nagiisa sa nararamdaman ko🥺 Padayon

[ShiningHatsya]

Something I'd like to hear on SENIOR HIGH, even if it means another season, another team like mas-focused sa mga outcasts (otaku, sasaeng, emo cliques).

[wayph]

Sa mundo ng mga tao maraming sigalot at nakaka pagod pero kulang palagi kung sa Dios ialay ang buhay...Wag ialay ang buhay sa tao, pastor, politiko, artista o boss kung hindi sa tunay na Dios lamang na sa Biblya..Hindi yung pastor na nag tatago.

[ebara]

Napakinggan ko lahat ng kanta nito sa loob ng isang gabi

At ramdam ko lahat ng bawat bitaw ng kanyang pag awit

Soliddd
Tagos na tagos



Sana ma meet ko si idol

[paovill]

I appreciate your music 😊 mei teves keep it up

[Yssa-sy]

I cried 🥺 It’s a sad song, but at the same time it brings comfort. It’s the song for our silent battles indeed.🤍

[redestoquia]

she’s very talented… kung pano sya gumawa ng kanta paka unique… gawa tayo kanta mei😊

[agfroilan]

I really hope you can also upload covers both in yt and spotify ☺️. Your voice is really unique and it gives me some good feeling every time I hear it ❤

[margarethbarrameda]

Mei sana gawa ka pa more song na kagaya ng mga genre na kinanta no sa wish bus gustong gusto ko yung kinanta ko nung grand finals

[SilentPls]

Matagal na sana ako wala sa mundong to, tanging mga musika nalang at ang alaga kong aso ang dahilan bat andito ako.

[Jottacio]

I'm deeply grateful for the ethereal beauty of your music and the artistry that accompanies it!!! Enchanting power to transport me to an entirely different realm whenever I lose myself in its melody. Thank you Mei!

[reanekeano]

pls release the acoustic version of this one too!

[avoice]

TEARSSS... Oh Mae.. You're not alone huh.. Thanks for sharing this with the world.. You've helped me, and I'm sure you've helped others too.. Thank You so much!