Free Sad Type Beat - 'Lonely Traveller' | Rap Instrumental 2021 |

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[MONICARODRIGUEZ-ondr]

Hope who ever wants to become a artist much love to you and have a good day one day you will make it

[SolokoTV]

I’m listening to this at 7:27am still ain’t slept. Going to write to this and see what happens. Fuck it. Peace and love to all the artists out there no matter the form we all have the same love to express ourselves through our deepest connection which is ART. ❤️

[axelstjerna]

It’s 03.22 am

I’ve watched some Exurb1a videos and listened to his SoundCloud for a while,
And out of chance, some weird accident, a roll of dice from the hand of God himself, or maybe just fate, I stumble across this masterpiece

I think to myself, “the thumbnail looks nice, the title is interesting, this might be good, this might be exactly what I’m looking for, but the beat can’t be that good can it? That would be asking too much of the universe, but I’ll give this a chance”

And so it happens to be exactly what I was looking for

All of the pieces just fit perfectly

It’s my birthday today, (congratz to me for making it out alive to 17) I’m laying in my bed and my girl is sleeping next to me, (she looks too fucking adorable when she sleeps by the way) and my life is just really good at the moment

But still I feel incomplete, I feel bad, about a lot of things, probably because of all the fucking trauma I’ve been through, a 6 year battle with depression, self isolation, insanely dark thoughts, feeling a complete lack of emotions, constant doubting myself, being bullied, being abandoned by friends and in relationships, drug abuse, hating my dad for a lot of things, fear of becoming like my dad, thoughts and planning of killing myself, hating myself, and the list can be made much longer,

Because you know, I start to think “why are you feeling bad” “what do you have to be sad about really” “there are others who are suffering much more than you are” “pick yourself up you piece of shit”

And that just makes it worse, that makes me falling even deeper into the bottomless dark abyss below,

But I’ve been good for a while now, I’ve found friends who I can be myself around, true friends, who accept me for who I am, and love me for who I am, and everything is just so good, too good, every time life’s too good I always fall back into the void, the limitless dark and cold emptiness,

And I’m scared, I’m terrified

But maybe this is a change, maybe this time I won’t fall back into the dark,

After watching Exurb1a, the depressed and absolutely fenomenal turtle guy, I feel like a new person, I feel like I’m finally waking up from a long nightmare, it feels like a new beginning

I’m letting myself be vulnerable, if only for this one moment, out of nowhere I just felt this sudden spark of vulnerability and creativity flow through me and I just wanted to write, write this, write it all,

I’ve begun writing lyrics to this beat, but not letting my pain out through the perspective of someone else, writing through the heart of a character of my imagination,

I’m writing about my own pain through the perspective of me, I’m accepting myself for who I am and who I’ve become, and I think about what I can become in the future,

All I want is to make art, and through my art make someone’s life, day or just moment a little less miserable, I want to inspire people to be the best version of themselves that they can possibilities be, and in that process, maybe become the best version of myself,

I’m feeling tired now, it’s now 03.57 am, I’m going to end my comment here, maybe I’ll continue to write to this amazing beat, or I’ll go get some sleep, I could really use some sleep if I’m being honest,

I’m leaving this comment out here in the comment section of this video, on YouTube, inside of this grand world of the internet, on planet earth, just dust in the wind in the grand cosmic scale of the universe,

I’m leaving this comment for anybody to find, If I can just reach one person, make them think, and maybe just maybe make their moment a little bit better it would mean the world, and even if no one ever finds this comment, I’ve still written it for myself,

If you’ve managed to read this entire monstrosity of a comment I just want to tell you the following: your hair looks really nice, you’ve got a beautiful smile, you are an amazing human being and I’m proud of you for making it this far

I’m wishing you all the best luck in your life, hang in there, I love you <3

[peace_made_that_music]

Those vocals add so much to the beat 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[TherealBlackheart]

People on the outside, they still wonder if Im sleeping/ I'm holding back the tears, batten down the hatches I dont wanna let the beast in/ many of us struggle tryna find what we believe in/ while fighting with my demons, thats when I write deepest/ rising to the top while im feeling at my weakest/ I'm thinking I'll be lucky if I even make it to the weekend.

[Still-Zach]

[Chorus] Starts at 0:09
I've been in my room just because I want to be left alone.
Contemplating life decisions. Thinkin' I'd be better gone.
Tryna reach out every day. Ain't no one that has felt upon
this pain. Insane. It's crazy. This is the note that I left it on.

All this darkness floods my head. There's one way to just end it all.
Tryna keep my head up but I sit and watch my message fall.
Lookin' at the world ahead. I scream in my head "F it all!"
Feelin' like I'm so alone. I think that I'd be better gone


[Verse 1]
All this shit. I'm done with it.
All my mind is cluttered with
is shit I've never dealt with
and the rest, man, I have underwent.

I just wan' have fun again.
My old life. I was lovin' it.
Now I'm hatin' everything
All this pain? I am stuck with it

I feel like I have lost control.
What I think is all untold.
I do my best to vent but then
I'm told it's just dumb thoughts in whole.
My feelings are inaudible.
Life really can be optional.
Tell me what it's like to not have
anyone have thoughts of you.

I'm sick of it. Can't rid of it.
It's rising up in little bits.
My feelings are fiddled with.
If they not then riddle this:

Why they give me advice then just tell jokes making fun of me?
Judging, laughing, teasing. When really, man, I just wanna be
left to weep. Thinkin' of a better me.
Becoming a celebrity, instead of thoughts of ending me.
I know it wasn't meant to be. This is the shit that's been with me.
All the way since I was young. It followed to the present me. Damn bruh.


[Chorus]
I've been in my room just because I want to be left alone.
Contemplating life decisions. Thinkin' I'd be better gone.
Tryna reach out every day. Ain't no one that has felt upon
this pain. Insane. It's crazy. This is the note that I left it on.

All this darkness floods my head. There's one way to just end it all.
Tryna keep my head up but I sit and watch my message fall.
Lookin' at the world ahead. I scream in my head "F it all!"
Feelin' like I'm so alone. I think that I'd be better gone.


[Bridge]
Wish it was gone but it lingers.
Take it out in forms of anger.
Want to get rid of this pain or
slowly make it fade away


[Verse 2]
Thinking about suicide.
"We do not want you to die!"
It's at the point I'm doomed to cry.
Always askin' "Who am I"
But I always choose to try.
"Keep your head up you will strive!"
But it's hard to keep it up when all the pain weighs through my mind.

Wish to get condolences.
So alone. I'm full of it.
Funny as I get older it
follows me and worsens shit.

Try to have conversations
with people that have relations
to pain the same as mine.
Maybe kill the thing that we're facin' with.

It's too much pressure on my chest.
Soon I will be gone and dead.
Body rotting on the bed.
I feel like I have lost my head.
What about my conscience? Dead
And it is so awful it
consumes my brain.
Taking the great until I have lost all of it.

Leaving me in this empty shell.
He tries to stand, except he fell.
I wonder why God left me Hell.
Ain't nobody to wish me well.

It's too much for me to take in.
Pray to God but awake Satan.
My whole life is forsaken.
Got me fucked up. Frustrated.


[Chorus]
I've been in my room just because I want to be left alone.
Contemplating life decisions. Thinkin' I'd be better gone.
Tryna reach out every day. Ain't no one that has felt upon
this pain. Insane. It's crazy. This is the note that I left it on.

All this darkness floods my head. There's one way to just end it all.
Tryna keep my head up but I sit and watch my message fall.
Lookin' at the world ahead. I scream in my head "F it all!"
Feelin' like I'm so alone. I think that I'd be better gone.


[Verse 3]
Someone just explain to me.
Why is life a pain to me?
Is it all just make believe?
Will it all just one day leave?

How long 'til I some day be?
Happier than I may seem?
Why does my heart keep aching?
Maybe it's all a day dream.

I wish and wish it fades away.
I wish someone would aid my pain.
Take my life and make it great.
Help me solve it face to face.
Found this instrumental, mane.
Discovered the pencil game.
Found it as the best way to express my whole damn mental state.

Will I someday be happy?
Get rid of it through rapping?
Will it all just go past me?
Is it all ever lasting?

Will it just suddenly drop?
Will it carry when he's gone?
Maybe it's his empty heart.
Providing him with deadly thoughts.


[Chorus]
I've been in my room just because I want to be left alone.
Contemplating life decisions. Thinkin' I'd be better gone.
Tryna reach out every day. Ain't no one that has felt upon
this pain. Insane. It's crazy. This is the note that I left it on.

All this darkness floods my head. There's one way to just end it all.
Tryna keep my head up but I sit and watch my message fall.
Lookin' at the world ahead. I scream in my head "F it all!"
Feelin' like I'm so alone. I think that I'd be better gone.

[E-hi]

For the longest I think the darkness has been my only friend
It was here from day I was born and it'll be there in the end
I used to look at it with fear then later it became a trend
Where I was sad with it at my side over and over again
Used to talk to it sometimes but it would never respond
By morning I felt the loneliest when it would disappear with the dawn
Wasn't sad about it as a kid cause I was distant from everyone
My family had similar interests between each other but we had none
Didn't really get along with most people since I was in my own head
Spent most of my after school sessions in my own bed
Writing out my homework or playing videogames instead
Of worrying about connections with others or hustling for bread
Didn't really care about shit like that until I got older
But by then the world had changed and had gotten colder
I was tryna find my way but I couldn't really function all together
You could see between work and school I looked weathered
At one point I went soul searching for any purpose
Getting only more depressed wondering did I deserve this?
Was gonna off myself one night after a drink at the bar
Slightly stumbling as I stood headed to the nine in the car
Right before I opened up the door to the outside my eye caught an ad
Something about vacationing in Jamaica, Bahamas, Rico or maybe Trinidad
Thought for a moment, shrugged my shoulders and went on the trip
Left most of my shit behind, boarded on a cruise ship
Got off on Jamaica near Marigot stayed a few weeks
Danced at a couple parties even though my personality was meek
Met a couple girls even though it was hard to listen or speak
There was this one girl though named Dominique
Think it was love at first sight cause she made me weak
Talking to her I looked dumb stuttering like I hit my mental peak
On the last night, was a one night stand, I never saw her again
Had to go back home with an empty hand
But I'mma go back and try to find someone like her for a wife
Cause its too long to wander as a lonely man in this life

[JoelBoettner]

“Lonely Traveller”

I’m a lonely traveller since day one, my grandpa died on cancer so I wrote this song, the confession that I am sad is not the biggest one.

I appreciate the time we were together, now I’m lonely - I’m a lonely traveller.

The journeys I made tore my heart apart, you were not there, life was dark. In the meantime I tell myself: “I don't live without you, you're just no longer in my world.”

Slowly I forget your wonderful voice, the memories become fainter with time, grandma is still there, but I know that she cries.

I appreciate the time we were together, now I’m lonely - I’m a lonely traveller.

They always drowning in some waters that were thicker than blood still I wonder how the fuck my brother get addicted to drugs

I am a loner since my grandpa died on cancer
God, please tell me Why?
Give me this answers

I appreciate the time we were together, now I’m lonely - I’m a lonely traveller.

R.I.P.

[youltey]

yeah, you swear i’m the worst
bringing all this pain but i like the way it hurts
i cant get you out my mind
trust me know i’ve tried
want you to be mine and for me to be yours
we tried once, we tried twice now you on another guy
and you being in my mind really tearing down my life
just hope you know i tried baby, wanna make it right
i don’t care if you’re his deep down you’re still mine
yeah, now i’m falling in to deep
how you move on that quick having you was like a dream
remember all the late nights you obsessing over me
and me treating u like shit i’m the reason that you’d leave
i don’t understand do you love me or you dont
cuz we texting everyday yea your name still in my phone
makes my heart break cuz i still feel alone
do i got you by my side baby do you even know
wonder how you’d answer if i were to ask you that
none of this would even happen if i wasn’t still attached
i know it’s my fault but while im crying u just laugh
none of this would even happen if i didn’t act like that
like baby,
i can give you what you need now baby
put your trust in me now baby
i swear that i changed
make this hatred go away
cuz we meant to be now baby
yeah we meant to be
stop playing games and hurry up back to me
why’d you even leave
we coulda worked shit out just have some faith in me
have some faith in me

- youltey

[soumo_official]

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Damn, who knew?
All the planes we flew, good things we been through
That I'd be standing right here talking to you
'Bout another path, I know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up, look at things different, see the bigger picture
Those were the days, hard work forever pays
Now I see you in a better place (see you in a better place)
Uh

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through, you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again (I'll see you again)
We've come a long way (yeah, we came a long way)
From where we began (you know we started)
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again (I'll tell you)
When I see you again

First, you both go out your way and the vibe is feeling strong
And what's small turned to a friendship, a friendship turned to a bond
And that bond will never be broken, the love will never get lost
(The love will never get lost)
And when brotherhood come first, then the line will never be crossed
Established it on our own when that line had to be drawn
And that line is what we reached, so remember me when I'm gone
(Remember me when I'm gone)

How can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gon' be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way, yeah
Hold every memory as you go
And every road you take
Will always lead you home, home

It's been a long day without you, my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

When I see you again (yeah, uh)
See you again (yeah, yeah, yeah)

When I see you again

[buuhauuu]

Ta đi bên nhau thật lâu, hôn thật xâu
Trên cao đang mưa, hạt mưa đi về đâu
Qua bao nhiêu đêm nhưng con tim anh lại đau
Sao bao phong ba thì tình ta cũng phai màu
Và em ơi, anh mong thời gian trôi
Để cho ký ức em bên anh mãi xa khỏi nơi đây
Để không mong, không trông hình bóng của người về chân mây
Anh lại khóc khóc cùng làn thói trắng bay

Anh đây cứ nghĩ sẽ không vấp ngã ở trong tình yêu
Trãi qua bao nhiêu đỗ vỡ anh mới biết rằng con tim mình yếu
Rút ra được nhiều kinh nghiệm là chuyện mình làm cũng tụe mình chịu
Bầu bạn cùng ngàn nỗi sầu viết vài lời nhạc cũng tự mình hiểu

Cơn gió đưa em đến cũng là gió đưa em đi
Kết quả của cuộc tình buồn không hạnh phúc mà chia li

[Sadboylokee]

This is what I came to mind :

As I'm closing my eyes, I can see this dream
Where you're still alive, And you're here with me
But when I'm opening my eyes, I see reality.
Hitting me brutal, leaving me to bleed.
I have many questions, that nobody knows
Even if you would, your mouths would be closed
I can't find the way, since I lost the hope
Only leaving me to bleed, and nowhere to go
I try to find a way, hidden in the darkness
Will I be okay? Will I come out harmless?
Will I stand up? Even if I was armless?
Or left in lost, where they starve us?
I know a lot of others are struggling right now
I want to connect with those ready to break out
Those who are sick and tired of the way things are
Those ready to change the world, it's time to start
Whatever your goals, talents, and dreams may be
I challenge you to get up, get out, and make them reality
The good things you have always hoped you'd do
Are waiting on your actions, you must follow through
So many people will benefit from your success
So much more can happen, you've got that fire in your chest
There's no reason to believe you've reached your peak
You're capable of awe inspiring, unbelievable things
We are in a position now where the world needs us
And we can do something good for it, and those we love
What ways can we make this a better place today
How can we do more good, take the pain away
To infinity and beyond.
That's how far I'll go for all the glory of my God.
I travelled a dark road, all the paths I took were wrong.
Playing spades with the devil all the bags I took are gone.
I got this light inside, this little of mine.
It travels through my cells, and that's when I start writing rhymes.
It's fighting time, all the odds against me I'ma fight for mines.
I'm a dog off the leashe. Boy you know I'm out here biting crime.

[supremepowerlegends]

What a wonderful beat🥰🥰😍😍😍
Just want to cry... Full of

[TwentySixEditsOfficial]

Heart Touching beat ever. I think i cry during listen this masterpiece.

[speeddemonsowhighlights]

I can feel your pain
Your smile washing away
Im here for you
You don't have to feel alone like this
I've used to feel like that
Hopelessly depressed

Please wipe your tears away
Share your pain away
Your not alone anymore
Im here for you
Let me shine your thoughts away
It's not that bad as it seems

I can feel your pain
Your life washing away
Im here for you
You don't have to feel alone like this

You should've told me sooner
I should've hold you sooner
You matter to me
So please lean on me
I can be your shield
I can be your hope
Don't forget about me
Im always by your side

Wipe your tears away
Im here for you
Your not alone anymore
Your demons will not appear
Let me feel your pain
To make you feel alive again
Let me heal your pain
To make you stay alive with me
And take you to another world
Where pain doesn't exist

Years have passed
And I see your change
Your smile on the stage
You're here with me
No point in feeling like that
Hopelessly depressed

[Smoke---]

I go home for the depression to sink in
I feel alone even when I’m with friends
Layer up use emotions to cover it
But it goes away just to come back again
I’m either sad or questioning my existence
Happiness is rare feels like it’s just there to distance
All these thoughts in my head coupled with the persistence
Of God to keep me in the dark but my insistence
To know keep me going but not really cause I’m slowing down oh
Tears are flowing I don’t cry but tears are showing I don’t know
Why I’m not growing it’s a show for those that know me
Run in circles but if only I could move it forward if only but no

Slow it down it’ll catch me if I run too fast it’s deadly but not really cause the fear of hell is crazy and there’s plenty
In my heart and head it’s heavy weighs me down like a petty grudge on the surface they friendly when you win they launch confetti but below that something’s spreading like peanut butter and jelly but what’s spreading isn’t good it’s that they hate you indirectly it’s the fundamental truth that we’re all selfish and we’re greedy and it’s overly confusing and it’s just killing me man
It’s killing me man
I think about taking the Xans
I open my hands
I reach out trying to grab
Whatever does land
In them is the answer to my problems if I like it

[Jordrvn]

Don't be afraid to cry. Your eyes are the windows of your soul, tears keep them clean and pure. Even the most beautiful rose cannot grow without rain.

[typicalbadass]

I thank you for making this it’s helps me practice with my freestyle an I learn a lot more about my self as I learn to rap better an I’m only a teenager so I’m hoping with in time I become a rapper an learn how to create my own beats in the future

[RAJENDRAKUMAR-ghrk]

This beat makes me emotional
And I think about sad movements of life

[bvsie]

See im still breathing
But i can see im wasting my life away
I be dreaming
But at daytime and im wide awake
Cant stop this feeling of feeling pain in so many ways
Do i go or do i stay, its messing up my brain.
Yh im still breathing
Unbelievable i know whrn im still grieving
Lost alot of people for no reason
They stab me in the back and leave the wound bleeding
What is my lifes meaning?