I am ballin, I am faded, I have lost it all Animation

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1. The first scene shows him in a normal activity to show he used to have a normal life. But when he does his ball trick his eyes don't move with the ball showing that there is burden on his mind
2. The second scene shows him slowly consumed by the "red", he's in despair, but helpless as his consciousness fades away
3. The third scene has piles of corpses under a crimson sun. His expression now is neither of despair nor joy. He's nothing but a killing machine

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