Narrowhaven - Forgot How to Cry (Official Music Video)

Lyrics:
There’s an illness in this heart of mine
And I don’t know if I’ll recover
Self-inflicted wounds consume my mind
And every time I try to win the fight again, it’s over

So I learn to hold it in
And wait until it dies ‘cause
Lord knows I won’t let go this time

Now I wonder where the wonder has gone
‘Cause I don’t feel a thing, and it feels wrong
As I hide behind a state of mind associated with my life
I can’t believe I truly am surprised
I think I forgot how to cry

There was loveliness in everything
And every phrase was like a poem
Now my world is full of irony and apathy
Yeah, I fell into this cycle without knowing

And I learned to hold it in
Then wait until it dies ‘cause
Lord knows I won’t let go this time

Now I wonder where the wonder has gone
‘Cause I don’t feel a thing, and it feels wrong
As I hide behind a state of mind associated with my life
I can’t believe I truly am surprised
I think I forgot how to cry

Is there strength in vulnerability?
Are there tears in masculinity?
Is it my pride that’s getting in the way?
I want chills from hearing symphonies
And to see the art in simple things
But I suffocate my feelings
While my heart is bleeding out
I just wanna feel, but I’ve forgotten how

Now I wonder where the wonder has gone
‘Cause I don’t feel a thing, and it feels wrong
As I hide behind a state of mind associated with my life
I can’t believe I truly am surprised
I think I forgot how to cry

🎥 Joshua West

[anjanaroy]

i cant believe you are underrated if only i had million ears i would use all of them to hear your voice please keeeppp singingggg you are my

[erwinachristy]

3 May 2025
I forgot how to cry.
It's so pain inside.

[yolorwatson]

This was exactly what I needed right now. Sometimes we need help feeling our hurt, and your ability to do that is a gift.

[alexbg]

Honestly love both this song and the mv ❤

[lulandala]

Music
Movie
Story all together 😮 you are talented brother, you are truly blessed. God bless you and keep you. Praise him for that wonderful gift

[yorihisagi]

*I really love this song. Btw, hello from Indonesia 🇮🇩*

[MoatazSaber]

i just discovered your songs from a random Spotify shuffle and now i can't get enough of forgot how to cry and stutter, you are AMAZING bro ! your music touches me emotionally, Amazing how it reached me in Egypt, cheers man keep up the great work!❤
Also loved the video 👏🏾

[gcvlogs]

I've enjoyed all of your songs! You're doing fantastic!

[brayknapp]

you killed this, man. the writing, production, performance and now the video - i have CHILLS

[cratonhighways]

I love your music! Your voice is just beautiful and gets me at peace.