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[complexxcutie]

Hang in there, youre not alone.We have to stay stronge for our 7 men💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[terezagaborova]

I became an ARMY exactly a year ago and even in such a short time, BTS became sooo important part of my life that I could never ever imagined. They saved my life and turned it completely upside down (but in a good way). I will never be able to repay them for what they did for me and so with all these news this year it feels even worse for me that I didn't stan them before and wasn't there with other ARMYs during their biggest achievements (ofc I will be in the future - our best is yet to come) but still... I can't change it now and I guess I really found them when I most needed them. But what I am trying to say is, I, unfortunately, can't imagine what you and other ARMYs (longer ones) are going through. When I became an ARMY, tannies were on a break, later I got to see at least a few concerts online but as you said, most content I saw was pre-filmed, and even with the group or individual releases I never got to experience the full BTS ARMY experience because, there was just a lot of changes, so I guess I am coping with this a lot better than others as a baby ARMY since I never really got to see them on an everyday basis like in the past. So I really hope for all of us that these 2-3 years will fly super fast. But please try to use this time to find also other things you enjoy that can light up these long nights while we wait for them to come back. 💜

[bulletproof_hope]

The clip of the Help Central live stream just brought back the feelings and tears I had in June. I was avoiding to think about it because I have nobody that understand how we feel about the boys!
I told my sister yesterday that I am worried about the weather in NY for the New Years eve and when I told her the reason is J-HOPE performing at it, her answer was like "so what! ".
But for me it's just like a sibling or child will performing !
And yes, I was totally having that feeling of loss when I knew they wouldn't be there sharing their lives almost every day with us !!!

[shyiya]

So brave of you to open up. We all have to go through this at least at one point of our lives. Some realizes it, some don’t. But we all have a rough patch, a period when everything seems to not make sense.
The fact that you admitted that there is something wrong and you need help, you are already on your way to healing. You got this ganda! 😊

[armyamu]

Thank you for sharing and this helped me understand what im feeling a bit and i don't feel like the only one feeling this way. Hang in there everyone 🥺💜

[silinoie]

I had the same feeling when I also found out about their enlistment. I didn't know what was wrong but every time I read about it or listen about the news, i was hurting. It was affecting me that I didn't want to work, my mind felt so empty, unmotivated, no drive and I was missing the boys. To face the uncertainty everyday felt such a struggle even to this day I am still hurting but I have kids and family to remember and just hoping that the boys will come back healthy and continue where we left off.

Stay Well and your family Rosann. We can do this. Just take it day by day. :) We will meet again soon.

[sheine-pfbk]

thank you for opening up to us. I know this is not new as I am aware that BTS has been a source of comfort for many people. BTS came to my life during my darkest times. It was just 2 months ago when i lost my only child to cancer. BTS did not only became my source of light but they were also the reason why i decided to leave my bedroom, get back to work and face my demon which by that time was myself. For 2 years they are my constant solace especially when i am reminded that i lost my only family. they help me not to feel alone. Which is why that festa dinner devastated me more than i thought it would. i am coping, still with BTS's help. i know i should not rely my joy to them, but with what i witnessed and lost, it is even a miracle that i found something that could even make me wanna be happy again. I know only ARMYs will understand. BTS, same as all the many ARMYs has saved me . i am being brave, i am trying to connect with people again, trying to be better person each day, just like what they thought me to do but I am also so freaking afraid of loosing myself again.

[neirouzchaabani]

i am crying and laughing and smiling
i am so proud of u
u are doing amazing and always remember that healing takes time so allow urself to be comfortable in ur own skin rn . try not to pressure urself
and having amazing ppl like them around u will make it easier for u to cope
may god bless ur soul
dont forget that ur a reason that a lot of ppl joined and stayed at our fandom cuz u are such a role model army
borahae my love

[mmbriz]

Thank you for sharing, and all that you do for Armys. If it weren't for your BTS concert posts, I would never have experienced that exilaration and joyfulness. You said exactly what I think Armys have been feeling, just trying to cope with the fact we're already missing them. BTS is a part of my life now. I love that BTS members able to fulfill some of their dreams with their solo projects, for themselves and of course, for Armys. But like BTS always says: BTS + Armys, Together, Forever. Let's stay safe, healthy & strong - Together, Forever. 💜💜

[alejandrafranco]

I have the same feeling, since I found out about the temporary separation of BTS, it's like, if life were different, I am physically but something is missing, and now that I listen to your feelings and how they explained the "not being" syndrome to you, my eyes filled with tears because I understand every word you say.
It's difficult and I don't expect to get over it and continue, I pretend to understand it, because really for me they are my family

[jaelle]

I have been an Army since the DNA era and I feel the same as you since June. You were at the last Vegas concert and I can still remember how elated I was for the comeback to only be in tears 3 days after the comeback in June. I have gone through the whole spectrum of grief from crying, to depression, to complete rage and anger due to the conscription laws etc.

I was telling another Army today that until after I saw them in Busan in October, I was not able to listen to YTC or My Youth without breaking down...so I would stream the songs with earphones so I wouldn't listen to the lyrics. Going to Busan gave me a little more strength to keep on fighting every day. At least I was one of the lucky ones that was blessed to see them together one last time in concert at least for a little while.

So basically...girl we are all going through it. 2025 seems like an eternity and I try not to think about it because I cause myself more anxiety. Stay strong 💜

[lumat]

Wow I was surprised to learn that there is even a BTS Army Help center. Wow is so cool to know that BTS Army supposed each other mentally 💜

[silviabertozzi]

Hi Rosann. Thanks for sharing and opening up about feelings that I, too, have been experiencing from June... every time I listen to Yet to Come, I miss them and feel really sad. I miss them OT7, miss the weekly Run BTS, the Festa videos and performances, the comebacks, the concerts, the Season greetings (why nothing this year?). And I play In the Seom where the mini Tannies speak about going to prepare for the next concert, but it's just a game however cute and entertaining it will never replace the real thing, the miracle of the OT7. That made BTS. I keep thinking that we were promised a tour prior to the military service, and when instead of a promised and much awaited tour, we got the disastrous announcent, I sat in shock and disbelief. For me, a promise has to be kept, and it was disattended. They hinted of a world tour from Los Angeles, but then coming February when TXT and Enhypen announced their schedule, their absence started to grow louder...the solo projects cannot replace the emptiness, because their strength and what made them shine and fly was them being together. I do hope they will come back as OT7 in 2025, but I keep my expectations low, because I don't want to get disappointed again. A big thank and hug!

[worldwidechubbyguy.]

First with Mexinese fam and then you... i have been feeling so alone and isolated lately. I don't know why but hoping for the silver lining somewhere out there

[JoSedunary]

Firstly I want to say 'thank you' to you for making this video and opening up not only your house/setup (the computer setup was very interesting to me) but also your thoughts/feelings... I think for a lot of us we're feeling the 'loss' of Jin right now..knowing that we will need to face that six more times yet...but I reset myself by thinking how the other members must feel... having said that, I see how they're getting on with things whilst they wait, not getting on by forgetting, or changing how they think/feel, but moving separately but together because they have no choice right now. To see Hobi in the US for NYE and how he was received made my heart smile.... to see JK at the World Cup made me proud... RM's new album is stunning... none of these things detract from the BTS family... and I see it as making Army so much stronger whilst we wait.... to watch Hobi's live last night and see that he got a call from Jin just made me feel like he's not that far away.... they're still attached at the hip like brothers. If they can get past all of the early problems and still come out the other end solid, then so can I... that's my new years resolution... to be stronger, kinder, more tolerant and follow their example whilst still doing things in their name and for their causes. The main strength of Army is that we are global...just as the boys are... and at any given moment, if you need someone there will be at least one other army online somewhere in the world.... They are family... but so are we... like RM said... 'use us.. if and when you need to'.... Stay safe Rosann - time to look after you... 💜 Borahae from Australia💜

[huntressmma]

It was really cool seeing your traditional Hawaiian feast and shenanigan's. BTS only just discovered me this June (I'm using their debut date as my official debut date). Unfortunately, I live in rural New Hampshire and none of my friends and family know about or care to know about BTS even though I've tried to introduce them. I think they would benefit mentally and emotionally from hearing their message and their uncanny ability to uplift someone's spirits when they are down in the dreggs. I suffer from social anxiety and PTSD from 14 years in the US Army and a deployment to Iraq in 2005. I will probably never go to a BTS concert...but through you and other ARMY's I can come close to the experience! Thank you!

You should see the expressions on my friends faces when I tell them I've reupped into the ARMY....the BTS ARMY that is!

💙💜💜💜💜💜💜🐳🌌♾

[biancazamborlini]

As soon as a clip of ahc started playing my eyes got all teared up. I have army friends but I have no one to talk about this. With my already messed up mental health and recently diagnosed with some rara disease, it only went downhill. I feel a sense of abandonment, the empty nest syndrome totally made sense to me. It hurts. I don't wanna see photos of them in the army because it triggers my anxiety and makes me emotional. I have no one to understand or even to try to understand what I feel.

[jerrypotatoes]

Omg I didn’t even realize this was why i’ve also been feeling down. I’ve been army for almost 7 years now and it feels like something important has just been taken away. I’ve just felt empty and have been trying to focus on streaming.
It honestly feels like I’m being hit all at once with everything and I can’t process any of it.

[blueminnie]

Thank you for sharing. Since Fiesta I have had lonely feelings. (Which, as you imply, exacerbates other issues in one's life.) Yes, like you, I find concentrating on just today can be very helpful.
On Jin's first day of basic training, I decided I would do a half hour of calisthenic type exercise. Since he'd be exercising, so would I (as this also helps relieve stress and sadness). As I write this, he is halfway through the five weeks of basic training and I'm also still going. I want to do something related to each members interests as they join the military. Like you showed in this video, learn something new. I don't have a solid plan yet but think I'll try to practice piano, commit to more reading, try something with art, volunteering, etc.
I was also a military mom for about 6 years and those feelings of change and worry can be very strong. During one deployment to a hot zone, I had to have physical therapy because I carried that worry in my back which resulted in painful back spasms. I had to work quite hard on relaxing, selfcare, and letting go. I appreciate your channel very much! Thank you again! Fighting! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[kpopworldnews]

I've been admiring you for years but this video just demonstrates why I admire you... your conscience that I agree with and makes people feel so comfortable to learn from. Thank you for confessing your personal mental difficulties. You can't imagine how much you encouraged me and made me feel that I am not alone as all others are saying. Thank you always for thinking about the others and helping us to walk easily as an Army and as a human being. You are such a beautiful person.