tw: vent | NEVER!!!!!! :D

sometimes i wonder what i’m even living for anymore.

it feel like nobody likes me
like no one wants me around
it’s crushing

the thoughts are swarming

i know i promised i wouldn’t do it but
the people i promised probably hate me now

do i even need to be here??

whatever, i’m going to sleep.

[gray]

i know it may not mean much coming from me but please don’t cut your time short people love you they always have and always will it may seem like they don’t or this is your only way out but please just hold on till you get to a point you enjoy life life’s full of changes sometimes they suck but it also means thiers a chance for it to be better just go by day by day if that’s too much hour by hour just survive you don’t have to trivw yet but you will someday i promise you will be happy so please just hang on till that day your not a burden many love you and for good reason too your a great person i promise you the ones you promised don’t hate you they have no reason too and even if they do make new promises anything that will keep you alive for a little longer do

[basilbae]

Gutz please don’t. If you think nobody likes you, know that I do. If you think that nobody wants you around, know that I do. If you think people hate you, know that I don’t. Gutz you have a purpose. Your channel has quickly become a comfort of mine and if you need a reason that can be a reason. And I’m sure there are much more. And I know it’s not just me, I know that so many other people you know, wether online or in real life, genuinely care about you as well. Please get some good sleep and reconsider. Ily /p <3

[veneraliaa]

Koko, listen, everyone is here for a reason. Maybe I’m just being religious or some sh, I don’t know, but seriously, if there’s a God or not there’s gotta be a reason for everything. But you were born and put on this earth for a reason. You are an amazing, amazing person, you’re kind, sweet, funny, talented, pretty, and so so so much more. Really, even if we’ve only known eachother online, and I know I sound like a broken record, but I truly do mean it, you are genuinely one of the best people I’ve ever met. You are an amazing friend, and even if you feel like nobody cares, I can guarantee you that at least *I* do. I always have so so so much fun talking to you and you always brighten up my mood, you always put a smile on my face and I always get so excited everytime you post because I have an excuse to talk with you. Please, please, please know that pain is temporary and death is permanent. I know Ive said it, but one day you’ll find a good group of people who love and care for you and will make it all worth it. You just have to be patient and keep pushing through. And even if you have yet to find that group irl, you still have all of us. We’d all be miserable without you. The world would be so much duller without you in it. And about the people being mad at you, I know it sounds rude, but sometimes it’s just your minds playing tricks on you. I don’t mean to sound mean or anything, because it’s totally valid, how you feel. But sometimes your head just blows things out or proportion, okay? I’m sure no one is mad at you, or, at least, not everyone, because so many people care about you Guts, okay? I know the weight can feel unbearable, and I’m so so happy and proud of you for sharing this with us, because sometimes talking about it, even if only a little bit, can help lighten the weight. I love you so so so much, Koko, please never forget that. /p /gen

Also, here’s a little quote that keeps me going, if it helps at all!! :D
“To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.”
I know it’s form like, , Dr. Seuss, but it’s really sweet and meaningful to me. Just know you mean the world to all of us, Pup!!! :3 /srs