Nu Breed & Jesse Howard - Only if I Could

The Story... The man and Woman in this video are both trying to recover from addiction. The Woman decides its not so easy and isnt for her so she begins to argue with her partner in a way to escape the relationship and the act of staying sober. The Man now has to decide to stay sober and alone, or let his demons take over and go back to that lifestyle aswell and possibly then be able to keep his relationship alive and the addiction aswell. throughout the video he has to face his fears and even the Devil himself.. many people face these circumstances, this is my portrayal of this scenario

[dannybrasseaux]

I was a achoholic.
I been sober for 16 yrs now. I had to share this song. I JUST FEEL SOMEONE OUT THERE NEEDS TO HERE THIS.
HOPE IT REALLY MAKES SOMEONE GET HELP. YOU CAN DO IT. PLEASE REACH OUT. YOU JUST GOTTA WANT IT. YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF .
(GOD LOVE Y'ALL😢)

[lauraleach]

Addiction is real. This hits home and 9 times out of 10 other addicts are the ones there for you. If you haven't been thru it then you don't know. Please don't judge unless you have been there then I know you won't judge. Great song

[stephanietaylor]

WOW!! I felt this ten times over especially the lyrics of "I got these demons in my head and I don't want to be here anymore" 😭😭. Powerful song brothers. Going through it in my head keep me in prayer. Depression SUCKS 😭 love ALL of your music 🎶

[andymccarley]

Nu Breed & Jesse Howard just keep throwing out Great Songs one right after another keep ‘em coming guys

[alicekeach]

I fit in the older generation and love their music. They sing about things that a whole lot of people can relate to. People of all ages across all walks of life. Keep it up and I'm a fan for life. ❤

[josephjohnson]

A person like myself that suffers everyday from things that can't be fixed from modern man it should be our choice how we want life to end for us. People who only want you to hang on are only thinking about how they would feel or how their life would be inpacked from the loss would they ever think I don't want this person that I love to keep on suffering and stay rather than be happy for the end of one's suffering? True freedom from all that slowly leeds to sorrow, pain, and suffering the gift of love is setting someone free. I pray God delivers me home and free putting me back in the arms of my wife who has left this world in May of this year RIP MY LOVE UNTILL WE ARE REJOINED IN HEAVEN AMEN. JOSEPH J

[phillipgoins]

This is a true song I thought I found the right girl but this is a song for her I give this song 5 thumbs up is going all the way to number one 👍👍👍👍👍✊🤘

[carolgibbs]

I just started listening to his music yesterday and I can truly say I'm impressed. I think these songs are spot on. So many people are affected and he's hit it on the head

[michellecantrell]

ONLY IF I COULD...THIS SONG MEANS MORE TO ME THAN ANYONE COULD EVER IMAGINE
SO MUCH LOVE FOR OUTLAW

[emmaleighdane]

Addiction is real, loyalty is sparse ... I've had to find this kind of shit out. The only one that had my back when shit came to a head and I was in that jail cell was GOD!!! GOD GOT ME THROUGH! Today I'm kicking addictions ass, got me a damn good loyal man, did my time and only God can judge me!!! Keep making this music boys cause this shit is real!

[janicefalco]

This is the second song I listened to of your. I'm not an addict. I did my time partying. I deal with depression. The speaks to me so much. I feel this daily. Been through many struggles. And still going through it. I am afaid for the next person to do me wrong. I just got my bank account hacked they took $4000 every penny I had. They will find out who thy messed with. Prosecution and revenge is in their future. Thank you for this song, let's you know your not the only one struggling to survive. The only reason I still here is I take care of my 93 year old father. Lost my mom a year ago. When my dad goes I have no reason to be her anymore.

[bigspadeooo]

The dislikes must be from people who don't understand.... keep these Badass songs coming...Salute brothers

[AshleyHemmer]

"Got these demons in my head, I don't wanna be here

[jamesbowman]

This song is about a toxic relationship of a couple stuck in the grips of addiction I can definitely relate to this song I have almost 2 years Clean today and Thank God for that 🙏🙏

[tanyaloghry]

I struggled with all things in life. Just knowing that you are using your talents and singing about the struggles and the reality of life! Thank you for keeping life REAL!!

[brianpearson]

Love your music sober 16 months after 21 yrs of iv heroin use

[tancha]

Joe & Jesse again you knock it out with another powerful song that I can so relate to in my personal life!!! Love how you tell the story so everyone can understand. In 2019 I was going through same thing my hubby got off percocet & I still was doing oxy, morphine, heroin what ever I could get my hands. Drinking wasn't a big thing with us, in November I actually OD. I stopped everything went on suboxone to avoid withdrawals as they got bad & working F/T was making it even harder as I had to go work daily and going through withdrawals but recently I did find someone who had percocet & I still do them daily. Ty much for your songs as this is not the first one that I can look in the mirror with and say I relate. 💖🤘

[boferch]

This song an welcome to my house my 2 favorite songs keep um coming

[TheBrownRecluse]

I love this song it's about Battling those inner Demons and looking into one's own soul and Betrayals of life....I'm Still Impressed.... Keep Bringing them hits Y'all!!!

[Snizake]

These songs are so good I cry. The beat is almost magical . I’m Going through so much and you guys help. I truly Thankyou from the bottom of my heart. An alcoholic angles and demons fighting daily.