HOW I BECAME A SINGLE MOM, my Testimony

Hey family, welcome back to a highly requested video talking a bit more in depth about how I became a single mom and a mental health story time. I dive in to my childhood and explore what it had to do with setting up some foundational elements for who I became and what I was looking for in the world when I ended up getting in a serious relationship at a young age. This relationship made me feel seen, loved, and secure which at 16 is a lot of pressure on a young relationship. Through the pain of becoming a single mom so young I finally discovered the answer to what I was looking for all those years of my life.

I hope this video shows you a perspective you may have never considered before and hopefully blesses you with some things you can walk away from the channel with.

If you are wondering what love really is, or if people in your life/ you are being loving, here is the definition I always go by:
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

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[amandathechaos]

I’m a single mom of 7, it’s one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my life. But I left a 20 year abusive marriage. And me and my kids both are so much happier now. I love your channel 🥰 keep your head up your an amazing momma 🥰

[ainaorlai]

Allie, I'm really struggling to find words to express my thoughts and feelings after this video. Hearing you explain how you felt when you gave yourself up to GOD has touched something very deep in me. I'm still trying to process this but I think it's the start of a before and an after for me. I can't thank you enough for posting vulnerable videos like this, they are definelty impacting others and changing lives for the better. Thank you thank you thank you

[jani]

I'm an atheist but the way you talk about god is so weirdly calming to me... keep being this amazing mom you are:)

[hanajunakovic]

This made me cry because I'm in a bad place right now and I prayed to God the same way and felt the comfort and love and I always remember that He has a plan

[JamieYAvalos]

Mama allie you are one of the strongest mothers out there... ik your life is hard but I'm super thankful for you and cartia... you have grown so much these past few years... and I love being able to see that.. especially this year.. love you mama Allie

[alliceson]

As a 17 year old watching you words can't explain how everytime i click on a video of yours I feel so inspired and moved and I want to be a better person because of you. Thank you for your words. They mean so much to me. 10:50 this ! This video made me cry. God is so good.

[mollyomoo]

I’m just really amazed and inspired by strong people like you who don’t give up and try to make their baby have a good life even if it’s not what you planned.

[courtneyf]

You definitely touched my heart with this one. "You can keep going, I'm right here, you're safe" is exactly what we all wanted to hear growing up. Thank you for sharing your story and for reminding my how awesome my God is.

[rachelg]

Love how God revealed Himself to you and you could feel the Holy Spirit’s presence 💕 Thank you for sharing your story!

[gdstchjjfed]

What an amazing person you are girl! At some point of my life I was lost too, and I was alone, and I remember asking a friend for help because I didn't know how to pray at that point, because I was in so much pain... and she helped me and now I can feel my heavenly father with me, I finally have peace and health, and I'm happy, finally, after years of looking for happiness! God is good! I send you and baby Cartia all my love, you guys deserve the best.💕💖

[bettydsouza]

Think someone somewhere goes through life's darkest moment inspite of having all comforts. That's life teaching us to stay strong and brave the storm. You are one of a kind Allie I admire you. Take care of Cartia she's one lovely child ❤

[lenasprw]

I'm crying. This is such a beautiful and powerful story. Thank you, Allie. You teach us to love, to care and to appreciate

[Madi_Blanch]

I love how God knew you needed him, and he came out to show you he’s here for you.

[sulli]

i’ve been feeling very empty lately, and this made me realize i’m not alone. thank you allie for having the courage to post this. thank you for sharing Gods word and reminding me that no matter how many times i mess up God will always love me. cartia is so lucky to have you as her mom.

[charleensworld]

Wise beyond your years. Your relationship with God is so inspiring. Sending love from South Africa 🇿🇦

[anouschkatsk]

This video is making a change for me, i can feel it.
I'm 20 and just started figuring out what real love is & wow i will rewatch this when i feel low🙏✨

[melissamujevic]

I'm a revert muslim and watching you since the beginning. Describing your pregnancy and birth was as if you decribed my whole journey to God. You'll never get to feel true, honest and long-lasting happiness through drinking and sleeping around. And it is in this moment of reflection and turning back, when you realize you've just put the actual meaning of our existence into action.
Thank you so much for sharing Allie. May God's mercy and love be upon us all <3

[sillygoose]

you are so incredibly strong. we are all here for you. you are an amazing mother and an amazing individual.

[sumiiiiii_]

Not watched the video yet but just wanted to say We Love You Allie!!! ❤ you are very inspiring to so many and Cartia is so lucky to have you as her mum!!

[nathaliadonini]

I'm Christian, Brazilian, your videos started to be recommended to me years ago. After these testimony, I am much moved ♥ unfortunately many are just religious and this shows a very distant image of God, but He is merciful to give a real experience to those who need and they seek him with a broken heart.