Citizen Soldier - Always December (Official Lyric Video)

Sometimes the cruelest pain to feel is feeling nothing at all.

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[that_one_simp]

When a song knows how you feel, and tells it like no one else ever could:

[kayleighbarnes]

I love the analogy here. Most people will associate December with happy things like Christmas or snow days or hot chocolate, but in this it's put in a more negative light. It's a beautifully twisted, tragic explanation of depression and fighting against it. Well done as always guys, keep up the awesome work! ❤

[gemworld_ruler]

Well, now that there’s a new song, it’s time for me to fixate on Citizen soldier songs for like a week. Anyone else with me?

[MsSpooke]

"Snow is falling it's middle July"

Canada

[snowflakes]

“The reasons this life is worth living get hard to remember when it’s always December”

My soul felt that 😭💔

[skyjust]

Every song either makes me feel like "Hell yeah I'm a badass that can fight an army" or "I need someone to hold me because I'm gonna cry like a fountain."

And I love it every time.

[wulanrskn]

Look at you, surviving despite everything life has thrown at you.
You're doing so well.

[jasonburroughs]

“It’sbeen getting old wishing I was dead” hits me so hard

[paulinabroberg]

As a December baby with depression for as long as I can recall, this song hits straight through the heart. It's always December in me, watching people live their lives as I look for a reason to live.

[michellelombard]

December 11th 2016, I lost my oldest brother. I miss him everyday and this song resonates more than I can explain.

[brilliance]

"But the reasons this life is worth living get hard to remember." Damn this hits way too hard. Good job Citizen Soldier!!

[rittwolf]

"I would rather lay here in my bed then face what's in my head" and "tried so hard to be brave but the reasons this life is worth living is hard to remember" and "I'm only free from it when I'm asleep" hit the hardest for me... Heck the whole song is so powerful! I love your music! While I do cry everytime I listen to your music it's kinda a good thing for me because it helps me feel something when I've been feeling completely numb and in pain at the same time. Thank you so much for your music!

[Dr.WIGGLES-phd]

Everyday feels like an endless struggle digging through and endless amount of snow and an infinite winter. Suffocating, exhausting, depressing. Sometimes I'd rather just rest and never wake up.

[Bunny_sweetheart]

Ooooh boy. December baby here can’t wait to cry my eyes out to this

[miarascon]

Does anyone else feel like he’s singing to you specifically? It’s such a talent that he has to make me know that he understands and will help me fight

[Beeleezbulb]

I think out of all my bands, this is the only one that actually engage with their fans. ♡No matter how cold or dark or lonely i get.. All i gotta remember is that someone out there loves me.

[kittycatzuka]

I CAME AS SOON AS I GOT THE NOTIF. Always excited to get one from you guys.

[taylarstratton]

The comparison of December like the seasonal depression, the lack of color and dullness to the constant battle many of us have. I'm loving this

[grievensvhelm]

The feeling of something squeezing your chest whenever a certain thought comes by. Too much of it, you’ll sometimes think that you will have a heart disease soon, since it’s suffocating. You can’t go around tell other people about it or express such numbness for it’ll either trouble them or you’ll feel bad. You’re just there, not knowing what to do and is just breathing heavily. The coldness creeps on your feet— and the pain encompasses your heart.

[mamame]

Fitting. My husband died in December. I have ptsd and fibromyalgia now because he f'ed with my head for 13 years. Trying to grieve and heal from trauma is hard. Thank God, Jesus is a ride or die kind of savior. No one else understands lol😅 Good song for bad days!