dont worry, you will

/vent

Song and inspiration taken from this (I dont have any originality left these days dont blame me)

[zuckarr]

I'be been wanting to comment on this for too long. First things first, I think this song fits you a lot as a person! It expresses this certainty that you have - that you're convinced you're despicable, and that everybody's going to eventually find that out - and at the same time it puts relationships in the picture, which I think is what you seek for, despite your low self-esteem. Needless to say, I'm proud that you never really stopped seeking and longing for someone to be close with, especially knowing how undeserving you think you are. Therefore, good song choice! As for the video itself, I love it overall because I think there's a lot of 'you' in it, too. Starting from the use of your favourite anime, to your clips choice & the meaning they all carry. I'm amazed by how you're capable of potraying the same emotion with different characters. You have this multifandom-like talent of sticking to a concept without clinging onto just one character, and I admire you for it! With multiple anime, things could easily look messy but your editing makes it all look smooth and it helps me concentrate on the message behind the video. All of these situations that you showed - people bonding, then people showing their pain, resulting in other people leaving... they're very universal, we can all relate to them at some point. Even just with the fear of that happening. It's great that you edited to such a 'core' need for us humans. The final scene feels ironic, why would anybody give that bittersweet smile to a person who just left them? I think it materializes the words 'I knew it'. When you're sure somebody will leave you, and that actually happens, the irony lays in that specific bittersweet smile that you ended the video with. What a great ending that was! Short videos are like quotes, they ought to be effective with few words; same with the few seconds you had to present this, and that final scene you used is exactly the right way to end it, in my opinion. I can't get over how on point the whole video is. I hope you see it too. Editing-wise, I compliment your use of glitches in particular: finding the glitch that fits is never easy for me! Good job with that! Love how the colors fade to gray when the lyrics change their vibe. It's almost as if you find life when you find someone, and you lose it when they leave instead. I think you use Uraraka better than ever, I'm happy you found her! And as always, seeing the variety of the scenes that you pick is a blessing. It's funny that you apologize for being unoriginal in the description when I'm right here, thinking your video is so originally shaped and filled with personal emotions that make it even more 'yours'. It was lovely to watch ♥

[_hiraeth_]

This video was absolutely stunning, not only technically speaking but the emotions? Oh gosh, so good. Totally had me crying as I could feel it very personally somehow ;___; this is hella beautiful really.
We don't know each other but if you ever want to talk, I am always available for that!! Hope you can feel better soon!

[RedShareen]

may i just say this is tragically beautiful
fast and upbeat music has an uncanny way to mask shit and your editing here is pretty extraordinary.
that being said we tend to produce our best stuff when we have quite a bit of hurt to channel into them.
keep fighting. <3

[Mickeybeast]

Aw Mona. I always hope that one day you will see the beautiful, caring person that you really are! You are always so willing to care for everybody else expect yourself, and you deserve to be loved. I just hope one day you can love yourself! You past isn't who you are, and you never deserved that neglect and abuse. I love you so much, and my heart hurts for you because I can understand that self hatred and how the past can constantly haunt you. I hope to hear one day you slay those demons! I believe you can. Such a heartbreaking but beautiful editing as always my dear!

[DaayZero]

Beautiful as always Mona. Hope your okay.