ry x - berlin (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘪'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦
slowed down (& reverb) version of berlin by ry x.

twitter: @iustry

[Challengesu]

“Not friends. Not enemies. Just strangers with some memories”

[peachy_mochi]

for anyone wondering, the picture is of Park Taemin modelling for a cinematic photography shoot (GQ Korea April 2019)

[madisondavis]

“Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

[rominacarter]

this makes me want to jump on the next train, looking out the window, istening to this with headphones plugged in as i watch the world around slip away, without any clue where the train is going to take me.

[olivia]

“Sometimes you just have to let them go”

[eoapxjdnnwl]

that "oouu" is worth a million dollars

[qjcssex]

She was everything to me man.

This was 2 years ago. I got my first car and we rode out of town to her family's old cottage that was located in a forest. That night we just sat on the hood of my car and watched the stars, it was as if time stopped and we realized how infinitely small we are compared to the universe. I had loved her long before that but at that moment I felt as though I loved her even more. We stayed there for a week but it was the happiest time of my life. I miss her smile, I miss the softness of her hair after she washes it, I miss her jokes and how she would turn our bedroom into a fort and force me to watch some Disney movie in it.

I miss you everyday Liv.

[xshosho]

is it just me who has a full playlist of lustry's slowed music? it gives me chills sad.hours🌚💔.

[claramaia]

'Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your hearts'

-Winnie the Pooh.

[jonesbbqfootmassage]

imagine. You run up the rooftop and breathe in the cold wind. You look over and your loved one, The person you love most in the world is there. You look at their face, Their eyes, and their smile. you pull them close and look above as the stars glisten above you. Shining lightly as it caves in the beautiful night sky. You look at the clouds, Mixing in with the dark blue sky. Making an overlap as the light blue moon shines brighter than all the stars. You feel the warmth and look down to see your loved one has interlaced your fingers. You pull each other into a hug and rock against each other. They hum you this same song against your skin. Your loved one pulls apart and they say against your skin "I Love You".You tear up and say it to them too, You pull up their hand and kiss their knuckles. They kiss you on the forehead and you sit there as the cool wind hits you.It's cold but that won't stop you, as you feel safe, so safe, Man.. what a day...

[sylviacpearl]

her. we aren't even THAT close or have a friendship like that, but she's the reason i keep going. and she doesn't even know it.

[becho]

To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.

I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.

In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.

I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?

Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.

I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)))

[sophie]

i was gonna put a feely quote but nah. just know i love yall even if i havent met you, your still worth the world <3

[sophialinares]

damn we’re all messed up aren’t we. I think it’s interesting how most of us are feeling the same emotion. like feeling a hell of a lot of pain. but also feeling numb. like being to tired to move but having enough anger to take on an army. like how we don’t see ourself in the future and want to die. but are also to scared to die at the same time. But the most interesting thing to me is that although we all feel this, we all have so many different stories.All these stories leading to us being here listening to this song. I kinda find beauty in that idk why.

[ales]

Sad music is the only thing that will make me go to sleep at night. It’s like the only thing that won’t leave me

[helena_]

He loved the rain,
So I cried for him. :)

[julietters]

forever isnt meant for the people, its meant for the memories

[sandraacheuk]

We stood there .. Looking at eachother.. Saying nothing but it's that kind of nothing that meant everything.

[cinnamontea]

I don't want to grow old, I don't want to stay young, I don't want to live, I don't wanna die. I just want to exist peacefully. No love, No hate. No pain, no fear. Just calm

[empask]

This song gives me something that i cant describe. Something beatiful but sad at the same time.