Christmas Kids - Vent animation

it has been 2 years since that happened and yet I am still suffering and going to continue suffering for a long time. People broke up with me because I was being so annoying for telling this trauma, and part of me really blames myself, I am destroyed, I'm lost.

he has been in my mind for years atp and I can't forget the TONS of times I needed to close my door, turn on a fan that is noisy (so my parents couldn't hear me), and... yeah, do sounds EVERYDAY. I just can't deal with this shit anymore so I decided to let it out for the first time here, it will not be the last.

[Dom_isTaken]

I didn't reply to any comment in this video, but seriously... Believe when i say that each comment made me emotional. Thanks you all so much for those kind responses and understanding my frustration... I really needed it!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ I really cannot put into words how much i am grateful for this y'all... 😢❤

[Mothcat.]

I will never get the point of invalidating others trauma. I was 16, I was very vulnerable myself to people older than me. You were a minor, it was never your fault. It is completely on the older person’s shoulders. They need to know better. Just because you didn’t doesn’t make it your fault. I hope you start doing better.

[itsyamisa]

This is a dark and sad story to hear, I'm sorry to this happened to you, you deserve better and positive stuffs, i hope you feel better and good for now!💖🫂

[aris_thecubecat]

I feel sorry for all that awfull stuff that happened to you. I have no idea of what creator and community you're refearing to in vent but I think it's high time people relised that being famous doesn't exuse shitty behaviour. If someone abuses (doesn't matter if mentally or physically) and takes advantage of their partner expecially when their a minor (idk 23 interested in 16 sounds predatory to me) there are no reedeaming qualities on Earth to this person, no excuses. They can be best content creator on internet it doesn't matter, if they do things like this... They are a bad person, and fans should never lasch out on victim in order to shut accusations no matter if they cannot belive them, or think they idol would never be capable of doing something like this...
Once again I'm terrible sorry you're going though this. You deserved way better.

[paranormeow]

you r so brave to be talking about this. the internet is genuinely disgusting when it comes to people coming out about their trauma like this but you deserve justice and to heal

[HassouTobi]

Please open up and seek help, don't carry this weight all alone; whatever you're going through, you deserve better

[Crookedmothart]

You’re so brave to not only be able to make art about this but share it as well ❤ as someone who’s gone through similar in a different way, I see you, I hear you. I hope you’re doing okay 🫂 NONE of this was your fault and it’s normal to have these thoughts come back from time to time. You’re valid and you deserve to be happy

[MakoTheMano]

I've been through a similar situation myself when I was much younger, that hurt, the fear, the disgust after realizing I had been groomed was just sickening. I really wish you the best, just know that you aren't broken, and you'll be better eventually, small steps at a time, but it heals

[Mothflu_ff]

Reminder that Grooming can happen with people who are legally adults aswell. And we should not bully or invalidate victims of it just because a large amount of the time it’s with young children

[karamel]

I like knowing the song Christmas Kids is an outlet for sa too. The song Fireworks by Mitski is wonderful and it really encapsulates the feeling of dealing with the aftermath of SA trauma. In my experiences anyway.

This video is a bit older but I hope you are doing well <3 I have been too struggling bc I realized I can’t function properly in a relationship due to past trauma. I wish you well on the journey of healing, it takes time and never truly goes away. But I hope it doesn’t stop you from going on to one day live a life you love

[drayin]

Pretty late here but just wanted to say you’re so fucking brave even talking about it, keep yourself safe and take care big guy ❤

[duncepdf]

Man, if people broke up with you because you told them your trauma, then they’re for the streets dude. I recently got my first boyfriend, who needed some serious help because of how many times people broke up with him and unresolved issues (he reached the point of being suicidal), and I realized that love can’t be about being perfect for one another but instead be about accepting one another. My boyfriend didn’t believe I actually loved him early on, but we resolved the trust issue. I know my relationship may sound bad, but I want to give him the love that he needs and that should be what love is about.
I love your animations, and it seems like you found someone new (I think). I really hope this person will truly love you.

[CalicoKittydog]

i relate to this and i hope you are doing well and recovering.

[Anotherguywhosjusthereig]

dear god, im really and so sorry to hear that :(
it really fucking sucks that so many bad people who are willing to use others exist in this world

[evanderzufarsetiawan]

I'm sorry you went throught that. Often abuser is protected by their community so the victim get silenced victim blaming etc. If you truly do not feel comfortable sharing your story that is ok, just share this story when you feel really comfortable and told this with someone who care

[rockeyy]

if you ever want to come out about this but are still afraid of being targeted, consider making a throwaway/burner account to broadcast your story. this will make things more difficult as far as verifying evidence goes, but safety would be taking priority in that situation. im sorry this shit happened to you, the things people will do to feel more powerful are wretched

[Zariich-fur]

I do not know who you are, I do not know what it feels like, but I know that the one who did this to you will not go unpunished, the boomerang of life will return to him, I hope you were able to cope with such a difficult situation and were able to find people in life who will support you and help you, live for yourself, live happily, live!!! We care about the condition of others, and we will help you and others who suffer in terrible and sad situations.
We are subscribers and we don't give a damn about you
.
We're close!
Hello from Russia and... Save yourself from this situation... Please

[Lou_theweirdo]

This scenario really sound like some kind of Nightmare....this have to be orrible and i can't even imagine the pain...i can only say that i hope you're doing great❤

[waffler-yzgw]

0:47 bro make another callout post, if you can reach enough people then people WILL side with you

[HelpyAddict]

It’s been 3 months and I deeply hope you’ve recovered! No one deserves this! Their community is honestly stupid if they think it’s your fault. I completely understand, you were 16. Everyone makes mistakes and that guy took advantage of yours. It’s not your fault at all and anyone who says otherwise is blind. Again, I deeply hope you recover from this and that guy gets what he deserves! I know exactly how it feels to not be so open to friends like this. I hope one day you’ll be able to find someone else to treat you better then this! :)