Things I'm too embarrassed to say out loud

I will sing at the end of this video so stay tuned

What I use to make my videos:

What I use for my daily journaling:

Books that shaped me:



This post contains affiliate links, which means I may earn a commission if you choose to make a purchase through my link, with no extra cost to you.

[Williamb]

There is nothing stronger in someone's character than to confront and share their weaknesses.
Stay strong Lana, you are helping others gaining strength through sharing their weaknesses.

[sloperparks]

Aww I love her singing at the end haha. You could tell she was uncomfortable to do it and it kinda made it a lil bit awkward, but her singing isn't that bad at all and it was adorable seeing her brave enough to sing in front of all of us.

[AnastasyaatChurch]

This is your first money that is earned as being a singer! Super thanks for letting me hear you singing voice full of fear joy love and beauty! I dont want to judge it as ‘it wonderful’ or ‘you need lessons’ or something because what I have listened waas not a singer’s talent it was a complate orginial art that I can never hear anywhere else so it was a unique experiance. I can listen beyonce whenever I want but your voice is a hidden treasure and tonight you let me hear it. Super thank you! ❤

[yuma]

Girl, you have an amazing voice. Those people you're comfortable with are blessed to hear you

[merysia]

I am religious, grew up in a christian home and it is such a blessing, for example when you have a problem and someone says '' I'll pray for you'' ❤ Lana, I will pray for you today! :)

[Sp]

This is how a group feels empowered. We the subscribers feel our miseries are being shared because some people choose to leave their comfort zone & be vulnerable. That's real good content!

[isabellat]

i appreciate your vulnerability. its refreshing to remember that we aren't alone in dealing with certain things that can feel so heavy and harrowing

[sofia_aesi]

Lanaaa your singing actually made me smile, your singing is great!! <33 I honestly strongly agree with you over the part where you talked about feeling lonely. It's a struggle sometimes, and your words almost made me cry, since it felt like they came out of my mouth. Thank you for this video ♡

[Kabusum-dx]

I totally understand what you’re saying and feeling, Lana. I’m a guy, several years ago I used to have some thoughts on how my last romance had ended and if I was loved the way I loved that girl. For that case, the answer was “no”. But then I realized that even if we think that we’re loved “not enough” or “not the way we want”, like I first was thinking, it’s not necessarily because the other person was not serious/irresponsible etc.
Everyone loves the way they can, and it may severely upset us, but everything is defined by our temper, psychological features, love languages, parents' love expression etc. So, for example, in a relationship I need hugs, and I would feel unloved in a situation when a potential partner doesn’t like it.
Of course, it doesn’t mean that there are no people who use us, treat not seriously, but this realization made me feel easier after the heartbreak.

There are many of us who feel lonely and have no love life at the moment, but it doesn't mean that we can't find anyone in the future or live our single life happily.
Hugs for everyone and much love:)

[Kavyayavazaa]

It's so brave of you to say these things out! I'm rooting for you lana!

[leulb]

You are an authentic genuine calm soul. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability. It takes courage to do so

[outsouth]

I felt you so much when you said "I dont know if anyone has loved me a I have loved them" this is something I struggle with too, as I feel things very deeply and sometimes it feels more so than others.

Love your videos, they always bring comfort to me in times of stress. Keep doing what you're doing.

[stayhappylittlemermaid]

Don't feel lonely, the entire universe is inside you.

[jaumlee]

You are not an annoying person if you sing all the time, please be proud you give time to the things that make you happy

[Ash_thetic]

I have been in a rock bottom quite lately. Dealing with unusual levels of anxiety and suicidal thoughts. And also having to deal with the academic pressure of being the eldest, gifted kid. I can't talk to my parents or anyone else about it. And I constantly wonder if it will ever get better.

But your videos help me calm down my panic attacks. Your voice, the way you articulate your thoughts, the setting, you, just everything, it has given me a ray of hope. It's 2:43 am here in India, and I can't sleep, although I have an exam to take tomorrow.
So, I came here, and dear Lana, you instantly put a small smile on my face.
Thanks <<3

[namishayadav]

Seeing this video gave me another level of comfort and first three things you talked about was like as if i was listening myself describing and thank you so much for sharing it means a lot <3

[angadbharaj]

I'm so thankful Lana you decided to make this video, and we know it took so much bravery and courage to hit that public button. We your subscribers feel so empowered and it became a support group, watching this video, and that's why we love you Lana. You're the best creator of our generation. Love you, missed your videos <33

[versha]

Your videos are like a therapy to me. They're so healing. Really admire you for your calm and elegant personality.

[Martin-ncme]

Thanks so much for opening up. I also have social anxiety it's getting a little bit better but it's still there, it haunts me the idea that I may have to deal with this forever, because of all the bullying and criticism that I got at High School 😔

[selvianybo]

Lana, I love your channel and videos. I struggle with social anxiety too, and I'm realizing the purpose of my social anxiety journey is to share it with others and help them feel less alone. Your channel does this beautifully for so many people, thank you for sharing your story.