Zheani - Pathetic Waste (Official Music Video)

Song Produced by; VenesiaWorld
Director; Mik Shida
Animation; Mik Shida
Set Design; Mik Shida
Editing; Mik Shida
Producer; Zheani

*The animated sequences in this music video are painted frame by frame by a human being, no AI was used in the creation of this music video.

[zheani]

𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢!!🎈🎈🎈🎈 i haven’t mentioned anything about this release on my socials - so everyone commenting here must have received notifications because they are subscribed!!! i love that so much! thank you for your support xx
I’ll be back to watch the premier with you all in the morning <3 sweet dreams

[Moon._lvr]

Lyrics:

My heart is broken
And I’ve lost all hope
And I will never change
I know I’ll stay this way

I’m a pathetic waste
Forever wasted days
I’m the worst! Yeah!
I hope you know I’m sorry…

My face feels numb
I don’t even know if I deserve love
I’m afraid of what I want
What if you’ve had enough?

What if I’m one of the bad people?
What if I’m one of the bad people?
What if I’m one of the bad people?

I think I’m black inside
I feel the cracks in my sides
What if I’m bad and I die?

What if I’m one of the bad pеople?
What if I’m one of the bad pеople?
What if I’m one of the bad people?

[iino]

"I don't even know if I deserve love" and "what if I'm one of the bad people" are two thoughts that dominate my life daily. It's hard if you've gone through any form of abuse to tell yourself you are a good person and worthy of love, sometimes those thoughts become so strong they cause you to self destruct and this song captures that thought process beautifully 🖤

[annai]

This is like a nervous breakdown transformed into a beautiful song. There's so many forest fires in my country right now and listening to this is comforting. Thank you Zheani.

[olgacruz]

“What if I’m one of the bad people”hit me so hard right now. Zheani releasing soundtracks to my life once again. Love you, zheani, thank you 🫶🏼

[pltxpltx]

Every new Zheani song is an event for me since 3 years. 🤩

[Chandelier]

Ok. That’s it. I’m shaving my eyebrows

[thepapergirl]

watched premiere w/my best friend & 11yr old daughter, that same evening we finally fled our abuser. today we walked out the door while brave new world was playing and we sung out loud **Fckin Peace** in the silence of our home as the boombox shut off. we still have hope. thank you for helping us find our voice however small it may be.

[mightymousejesse]

OMG!!!! I just had my birthday yesterday on the 5th so this is a perfect belated present that just tops off an amazing day!!! Your "Lava" video is a daily must for me!!! I crush so hard every time I see you smile while your riding that majestic horse and you touch her face with your foot!!! And when you jump out from behind her on the beach and then it transitions into a drawing!!! Hope to meet you some day and we can go climbing some trees together!!! Love and respect soul!!

[fruity]

I can't listen to this without tearing up now. This feels way too personal. The lyrics remind me of the days ppl ask if I'm okay and everytime, I feel like I cannot tell them how I truly feel because I feel that I'm way too complicated to be understood. I wish I was pure again.

[mikshida]

Sharing this premier helps a lot! Share it all about 🎂

[abigaileldritch]

Let’s fucking the bisexual goth bitches have been good this year and we deserve new Zheani

[Angel-czdv]

The ultimate zheani video. Her acting/expressions are like a hyper amazing version of her previous videos. Amazing badass animations from mr shida also. After the rage has gone all that’s left is that hollow horrible feeling that the song describes. Very beautiful and thought provoking as always zheani thank you. Also really loved the angry throwing of the wedding bouquet and picking up the sword instead. Sorry about the length of this comment lol if you read this please know that you have touched my soul okay bye love you

[Nimoes_archive]

Wow, the art in this MV.... it had me stunned from 0:33- 0:53. Beautiful, I love it! <3

[trippiekittiexx]

crying as i listen. Zheani is the only artist who've ive related to the most, she sings to my soul

[themae_ale]

This is such a beautifully made production, the music fits so well, the camera movement is so perfect, the masks are kind of cute and well made. This utilizes not much things and major scenery for budget so well, which a lot of music artists I've seen never do. I love it, it makes it feel authentic and made by a few people. Truly another classic banger <3

[coolplusmaa]

The song itself sounds like the build of anxiety And panic, a twirling always moving sound ? Just like thoughts racing. Reminds me of a circle. Mania maybe? sometimes in my head when I listen to this I hear ‘ what if I’m one of the bad people ‘ in the unison of a choir somberly at the end of the song

[dechangeman]

So happy to hear new music and see new art.

[absolutelynot]

"What if Im bad and I die?"

This hurt. Ive been struggling with s*icide ideation and attempts since 2010 and I feel like I'll always be this worthless piece of nothing that will never change and will just keep thinking about dying as an escape from past mistakes and guilt that seem to never go away. Hope is so hard to find. Thank you for the music and art you share with us. Much love ❤🤟

[yoonikawrn]

Blown away by the visuals as always. Love the imagery and camerawork. LOVE YOU ZHEANI !!!