Sik World - I'm Afraid

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Official "I'm Afraid" Lyrics:

I can't even lie, it's hard to commit
When I find someone, I just convince
Myself that she's like my last
It doesn't last and then we split
This pattern is making me sick
Trauma bond again and again
Playing scenarios that don't exist
Stuck in the past, I need a grip
Loves a game and I let her win
I can't let nobody in
She's left me damaged
Caught her red handed
She single handedly
Showed me when
You give your heart
You'll get torn apart
And left in the dark
It's hitting me hard
Since you left your mark
Emotionally scarred
It is what it is, damn
Inside my heart, lies a feeling of hate
Cuz after 2 years you still lied to my face
I know you love causing misery
Look at your history
No wonder, nobody stayed
Saw the red flags and thought you could change
Was it your plan, to throw me away
Was it your plan to cheat all those days
What was your plan
There's a trail of victims laying behind you
I died on that path
You cheated on me, then played the victim
F*ck I still took you back
Got my new girl tryna pick up the pieces
Got my new girl fighting all my demons
Got me set back and feeling defeated
And lately all I can think is
Maybe I'm not enough
Said ima leave, then called out my bluff
You knew how to take my feelings
And twist them I'm wishing
That there was just never an us
Got my walls up, it's weighing me down
Cuz my new girl can't take them down
I'm afraid she won't wait around
Me being in pain must make you proud
Questioning if she loves me
In this position because of me
Bled on her when she didn't cut me
God this feelings disgusting
I don't want nothing
But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
She's tells me again & again that

"Baby, I'm not like that, I'm not going to hurt you"

Yeah, just afraid of another mistake
I am afraid I don't wanna get played
I don't wanna give my all again
Just see all of it being called out as a waste
She effected me in multiple ways
Threaten suicide, when I'd walk away
Playing with my emotions just so I would stay
And while I stayed I saw all her games
She was a liar
She was a cheater
Look what she done to me
She even lied to my baby mama
So I'd lose custody, damn
I got to let this baggage go
I got someone in front of me
Who's in loves with me and
Got her wondering
If all her comforting is gunna work
I'm still discovering, how all that suffering
Got me uncomfortably scared to get hurt
This is something no one deserves, nah bah
Feelings inside
I feel people going to push me aside
I'm traumatized, by all of the lies
I'm paranoid, it coincides
And i don't know why
Always got fear in my mind
Looking for something that's harder to find
When you experience, betrayal like mine
Your start to get blind to people that try, I'm
Done looking back, I'm done looking back
How can we ever build a future, i live in the past
It's holding us back, you don't deserve that
We don't deserve that, its time to detach
I wanna last, i see who are and love who i have, I'm
Done questioning if she loves me
In this position because me
Bled on her when she didn't cut me
God this feelings disgusting
I don't want nothing
But to be vulnerable now and get fixed
Blaming her for a crime she didn't commit
She's tells me again and again that

Phone Call: I know it's not your fault
I just, I get so caught up in my head
Like I just, I can't manage the way that I feel sometimes
And I just, I know it's not you, It's just
Its just sh*t that I went thru
I know, I know, I know its not you though
I got to fix that, I know I do
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Official "I'm Afraid" Music video by Sik World.

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[onlytmak]

I'm blessed to have rappers like you to listen to... Ur music is everything

[quincyporter]

I've been following for about 5 years and don't usually comment.
But this song hit hard and is something a lot of people need to here keep it up with the bangers

[thomasfremberg]

Well I’m feeling nice and depressed so I’m listening to you

[jimmychanga]

Word for word, your music makes us feel we ain’t so alone going through the process. Keep creating art from the heart. Much love bro

[seanguidry]

I wish somehow I could do a song with sik world. He be killin it every time. I can definitely relate to this for sure.

[weedcookies]

So excited 4 this song!! Your music really saved my life. I'm better now but i still love these songs! Song's 🔥🔥🔥

[rasheydk]

“She single handedly showed me when
You give your heart, you'll get torn apart
And left in the dark, it's hitting me hard
Since you left your mark, emotionally scarred
It is what it is, damn”🙇🏾‍♂️❤️‍🩹 hits home

[merlmoultonjr]

Everything you do is so relatable that it’s like you straight up make these songs about my life & the sht I’m struggling w… 😩😔 Depression from toxic ass ex’s ain’t no joke!!

[chefsuccess]

This song is what made me a foreal fan of yours it relates deep

[koviwashere]

I can relate to this so much man, thank you for making these music they actually do help alot. Keep up the great work :)

[wraithonyt]

The "Healer" that the world needs right now.

[starfall]

I'm afraid, and Disconnected really moved me Sik, i pray things get better for you. And i completely understand how your feeling. Stay strong and keep pushing through the dark, one day we all will find the light.

[TradeWave_fx]

🥺Man I can't believe all your songs just happen to relate to my life everytime i legit have the Fear in my mind Too Im just afraid Please keep on Making Music Cause They are therapeutic to me because i now know im not the only person going through this

[eXodusArtisan]

This song is sad and beautiful at the same time. This is the thing about music. It’s as complicated as our own emotions because it only makes sense to creatures that hold it…..Human

[MrShelbyshane]

Your music has been helping me through my own trials . thank you for having the words when i don't ✊🏻

[MissKuntyNsw]

OMG did we waste years on the same person 😭💔
6 years broken in every way possible 2 years alone now and I am still blaming myself for everything he did. But I can breathe now
Amazing song sikworld 🔥🔥🙏🙏❤️❤️

[CynicalPoet]

One domino can affect all the dominoes.. Pure poetry 🔥

[kingsilence]

This song hits like everything I feel and have been feeling for a while. Some stuff don't go away and it's traumatizing. I live in Fear of getting hurt. God is good. I will be ok !

[ShaneBurrows]

Honestly this speaks of a different level. Over all the years you've been doing this, you deserve it now more than ever! I hope you're doing better brother, and just know that you are helping so many people with your music!! Bless🙏

[CarolynAnnsings]

I feel this 100% ughhh ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔😭 wish I could have someone who would truly love me and be there for me.