distant memories.

Tracklist:

2:48 QVEST - hold me tightly

5:09 trapeia - regrets w/ raynix

7:01 alixe. - star struck

8:35 énouement - still w/ syos

10:41 a vow - one of those nights

12:31 shibíre - shallow heart

14:24 sevenlies - nothing feels the same

16:35 shrxpnel & syos - i think i should go

18:36 🔁

#ambientmusic #darkambient #sleepmusic

[JadenVenter-gg]

You remember how we just wanted to grow up but now that we’re older we see way broken crayons and lost toys are better than broken hearts and lost friends

[sparklepugtea]

There’s one particular memory that has stayed with me throughout the years. One stormy night, when I was just 4 years old I was scared of the bright flashes of light and booms of the sky outside, so I crept out and peeked into the living room. My father sat watching football, the Cincinnati Bearcats to be exact. Mother was in the kitchen, our small little kitchen with the pink stove and counters. My father noticed me, all sniffling and hugging my old ragged lamb doll, and called me over. My mother noticed and came over to sit, and both understood and allowed me to sit with them. The red jerseys flashing across the screen, the fire crackling, a smell of cocoa. I slowly dozed off, snug between them, grasping each of their hands, and I felt peace. True peace, knowing not hail or storm could hurt my barriers of warmth. Occasionally, when the sky rages now, and I’m not asleep, but not awake either, I feel their hands. I smell the cocoa. I hear the fire. I see the jerseys. People ask why I always hope it to be a stormy night, asking isn’t it scary? Couldn’t a tree come crashing on my house? But in truth, I only want to feel them again

[raniagl]

"The pain of a goodbye is a reminder of the depth of the connection we shared, and the memories that will forever live on."
- Unknown

[hamedmiladi]

Reading these comments while listening to the music really hits hard.

[rileigh]

Everyone in the comments deserve a hug, you are all brave and you are seen.

[VaporwaveRick]

I feed 65 deer every evening who come to my front pasture and all the way to my front door. I brought my sound bar outside tonight and played this for them while they ate. They didn't leave after eating! Most of them sat down and faced the setting sun as we all watched the sun set together. I'm playing this tomorrow morning when I feed my 45 ducks Thank you from Texas!

[serenasing]

sometimes I feel like I live inside my memories and repeat them inside my head constantly - how did time pass by so quickly? when did yesterday become 3 years ago?

[tanishaq]

Imagine this all was a dream and you’re still a 7 years old kid dreaming and being late for your school

[ngoclamtruong]

'Don't cry because it ended, smile because it happened.'

[ahmedohanok]

This quote always resonates with me: "You don't appreciate the value of moments, until they become memories..."

Make sure you take advantage of every moment of your life guys. It may seem insignificant... or you may think that this moment will happen again, but trust me, just appreciate it! value it! take a picture of it! Right now i am on the verge of finishing university/college... All the friends that i made, all the moments that have passed of us messing around, will all be gone... Therefore value these moments guys. Don't take advantage of them, because one day you will be in your 50s, looking back, and wishing that you truly appreciated them...

You'll probably never see me again, so all the best to everyone... just some dumb advice from a young 20 year old boy.

God bless you all...

[reality]

this feels like that type of feeling i get when i remember random things about my past that i thought would never cross my mind again. i have this super specific memory about a rainy evening, just after elementary school. it was dark, and all i could hear was the sound of the rain. i dont really recall much else, i just remember the sounds of the rain and how relaxed i felt.
every now and again, when i take a shower, i like to close my eyes and cover my ears and stand under the flow of the water. it is dark again, i can hear the rain again. for a second it almost feels like im back there

[paulpeterpagarigan]

The best things in life are the people we love, the places we’ve been, and the memories we’ve made along the way.
Nothing is ever really lost to us as long as we remember it

[Alexis-ykbv]

Dealing with a lot of grief these days. Grieving the loss of loved ones, relationships and memories I can no longer recall. It's so painful to feel everything fade away.

[yase]

i am 2 days clean ( i cut again. i was 3 weeks clean, i realized i wasnt getting better, i was only distracting myself. )
hey gang im now 4 months clean, thanks for all the support ily all

[echoedmemories]

*Sad, sentimental music serves as a poignant reminder of the beauty found in moments of vulnerability, where the rawness of emotion is embraced and celebrated*

[tenntom]

The faint smell of a childhood memory, that you just can’t put your finger on, it’s a wonderful feeling

[urspecial]

I miss my dad, I miss the time when our family is complete and always together, happy. I feel so lonely. My dad is the only person in this world that understands me. He passed away because of heart attack. It was during midnight. My mum woke up and daddy is lying beside her, she called him several times, and tried to wake him up. When she knows he wasn't breathing, she started to have a break down. That was the worst night ever. I was the one who did the CPR before the ambulance came, but he didn't wake up. And now the memories of me being with dad always linger in my mind, and I always can't help crying. It's even worse that I have no one to talk to. I even have to hide to cry. Please spend more time with your parents, and always treat them the best you could. Take care.

[fireruby]

I miss being 6-7 playing outside with my best friend in the early 2, 000’s sunshine 😭the smell of freshly cut grass and the cold autumn air while we play outside at the playground or trampoline. To hear the birds chirping and even tho the days became sad when mom told me to come inside for the night to eat dinner, I always knew I could play outside again the next day.

To go on road trips with my family and go hiking. To explore my childhood rocky beaches and collect sea shells and other random things. To use the camcorder to collect our memories and hear my mom’s giggles and even tho dad was always exhausted, he was still happy.

To have ice cream together and there were no problems and life was simpler. To have family movie night when we all would get cozy.

My mom’s health has gotten so much worse over the past few years and it’s so terrifying and I don’t wanna lose her. She’s my everything. My dad is working so hard to build us a house since we don’t have one right now and currently live in a building that’s not our own. I just want that safe stability again, I miss my belongings and my childhood. I miss my stuffed animals and innocence. I miss not knowing what the cruel world is like.

I miss the feeling of not remembering the fear of death. Now it’s all I ever think about. I miss being free from fear and only ever being happy. Now I fake a smile and try to enjoy the moments with my mom but then get reminded that it won’t last forever. I love her so much and it hurts knowing she’s so close to not making it. She still has a chance but I’m terrified.

I love you mom. I love you dad.

[tanxker]

Both of us decided to end our relationship with a trip to Japan. For certain reasons we could no longer be together but still loved each other very much dearly. How do I even start to put the experience into words. It was like squeezing out the best part of the last 10 years. Even with a doomed finale awaiting us, we experienced something so special words can not describe. The tears of joy and laughter, the cries of pain and the unknown, the warmth of each at the same time knowing soon we'll be apart and become strangers again. It was a relationship that was always doomed but not for a moment do I nor she regret it. We accepted that's life, not everything last and when it does its just a gentle reminder of how precious life is. The pain and suffering I feel today for her, is a reminder of the love we shared. It's proof that it was real and that life can be that very blissful. I now look at that last trip with so much joy and often catch myself laughing and smiling followed up by tears. If you ask me, I'll do it all over again without a regret even though it didn't end as we wanted. Wherever you are in the world, I wish you happiness and all the love that you deserve because you have shown me what it's like to be loved.

[leaf]

I remember as a little kid, my mom would hold me to her chest to go to sleep, she would play with my hair, and what seemed like hours I’d wake up and she’s still holding me. The warmth of her was so comforting and safe. I’d give anything to experience that again. I miss her